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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    After Ava shatters her ankle in an electric scooter accident—directly in front of Deborah—she’s temporarily confined to being cared for. What begins as a reluctant recovery quickly becomes something more intimate. In Deborah’s increasingly involved devotion, the line between convenience and companionship starts to blur. Over dinner one night, Deborah bridges the tension with a very important question.

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    18 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 28

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    “Why did you choose me?” asks Ava. She looks up at Deborah with tears caught in her eyelashes. “Why would you do that, D?”

    Deborah bites her lip. There’s calculation behind her cornflower irises, her brain spinning like a roulette wheel as she tries to land on the perfect response. Eventually, she finds a truth that she feels too stripped-down, too raw to excuse away: “There was never any choice.”

    OR What happens when Deborah drives Ava home after the events of S4E9 "A Slippery Slope."

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    17 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 7

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    “You didn’t kill my career. I did that myself. Ethan Sommers didn’t need your little confessional to Lewis. I handed him the bullets.” Her voice burned with anger, but it was aimed squarely inward.

    “But it was my finger on the trigger,” Ava said, the words breaking, desperate. A tear slipped down her cheek.

    Deborah stepped closer, as if she could hear every self-accusation swirling in Ava’s mind.

    “You think I hate you for it. But the truth is, I hate myself more. Because I look at you and I see everything you could be, and I know this—” She gestured vaguely at the yacht, the glittering skyline, her own body in its immaculate suit. “This isn’t it.”

     

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    A rewrite of S4E10 ending. Deborah and Ava actually have the conversation they never had: sharp, messy, and finally honest.

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    17 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 26

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    Post 4x09
    Ava feels guilty and fears Deborah's resentment. But it's Deborah's love that pulls Ava back from the precipice. In doing so, Deborah faces her own insecurities and fears as their relationship develops.

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    17 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 16

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    ‘‘You can’t keep doing this, D.”
    ‘‘Doing what?”
    ‘‘I’m exhausted.”
    ‘‘Take a number.”
    Ava sighs, big fat teardrops falling down her cheeks, collecting at the base of her throat. She imagines Deborah lapping them up with her tongue, fantasizing about the liquid being bitter enough to convey what no words could.
    But no matter, she tells herself. This is the last time Deborah pulls this stunt.
    The last time she’s allowed to.

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    16 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 15

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    Deborah has been in love with Ava for months now. But Ava deserves better.
    So Deborah keeps it to herself and steals her hoodie instead.

    Inspired by "Heather" by Conan Gray

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    16 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 34

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    What if Deborah had kissed Ava before taking away head writer, and a brokenhearted Ava left instead of blackmailing her? What if Deborah realizes she fucked up, and needs to make it right? Will Ava let her?

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    16 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 81

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    Andy's morning shifts at Coffee & Dates come with annoying customers. She deals with that by teasing this one impeccably dressed regular who looks too good to be true.

    Miranda stumbles upon the only person who would call her basic to her face.

    The problem? Andy has no clue who Miranda really is.

    Miranda plans to keep it that way.

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    15 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 47

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    Andy has the life of her dreams, she's married to Miranda, she's the mother of two wonderful twin girls and has another one on the way. What happens when she gets hit by a car and loses all her memories? And most importantly, how will Miranda cope? She lost her once, she can't lose her now that they are a family.

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    15 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 10

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    Deborah calls Ava over under the pretense of work. Ava knows better. She goes anyway.

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    14 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 14

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    I can't say much more than BIG WARNING! If you are triggered by talk about suicide and/or self harm then DO NOT read this story!

    Story is set after second episode of season 4, so includes MINOR spoilers as well! Hurt a lot to write, because I felt depressed and very down to begin with (hurray for being prone to depression), and this somehow made it both better and worse. Helped with a happy ending though.

    This story is how I imagined Ava reacting to the words "Then kill yourself" coming from Deborah. How she would spiral out of control, and go to a very bad place.

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    13 May 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 13

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    "Listen, if you can't walk, I can help you out of here."

    The woman let out a dry chuckle. "Oh, really? What are you, some kind of post-apocalyptic Gen Z saint with a savior-complex?"

    "Jesus," Ava muttered. This was not going well.

    "Really, I want to know," the woman continued with a mocking grin. "Are out here every day helping strangers for fun, or is it just my lucky day?"

    "Or," Ava snapped, "I can just walk out and let you bleed to death in this shitty casino with your clicker friends. Whatever floats your boat."

    That earned her a scoff.

    "This is not a shitty casino. It's the Palmetto."

    ~

    Twenty-six years into the apocalypse, and one year after her last interaction with another human being, Ava meets Deborah.

    And maybe it has something to do with the fact that Ava hasn’t spoken to anyone in a year, but there’s something about Deborah that makes her feel like there might still be some fun left in their dead world.

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    12 May 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    One year after leaving Runway, Andy Sachs' life is falling apart at the seams. Bruised and broken in more ways than one, fate delivers her, quite literally, right back into Miranda's arms when she needs her the most. Okay, maybe it wasn't fate. Maybe it was just a crack in the pavement she'd tripped over. But it was a second chance, nonetheless. She decided that day that she would, ironically, run away again. She would run away from someone who meant her harm, and run towards the only thing that mattered anymore.

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    11 May 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    “Do you, though?” Andrea asked quietly.

    Miranda fought the overwhelming urge to topple over and throw up. She blinked once and, without taking her eyes off Andrea, asked, “What?”

    Andrea bit down on her lip and sighed softly. “Do you like me?”

    Miranda almost screamed yes. Instead, she closed her eyes and forced herself to breathe in and out slowly.

    “What answer do you want?” she finally replied.

    Andrea frowned slightly.

    When Miranda spoke again, there was something dangerously close to pleading in her voice.

    “Because I don’t want to make you uncomfortable,” she said. “I don’t want to scare you away. I can manage my feelings, but I can’t lose you.”

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    11 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 29

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    "On the third day, Deborah Vance arrives. 

     

    She barges into Ava’s room without so much as a knock. 

     

    “Hey, quick question, what the fuck?” Ava yells around a mouthful of the world’s most rubbery buttered toast.

     

    Deborah crosses her arms. 

     

    “This has to be the tiniest room in this hellhole, do you want me to get you moved?” 

     

    “It’s okay, D. It’s just me in here… obviously. No need for a pullout couch.”

     

    Deborah taps her toe impatiently. 

     

    “Your neurologist is more interested in his appearance than patient care.” 

     

    “He’s fine, he knows his shit. Everybody wants to be a fucking influencer these days, doesn’t mean I’m gonna die or anything just because he wants to hit a million views.” 

     

    “Well. I’m glad I confirmed that in person.” "

    Set Post s2: A new diagnosis and hospital admission bring Ava and Deborah back together. (Or: what if the Just For Laughs Festival was Multiple Sclerosis instead?)

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    11 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 13

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    Ava gets the worst kind of surprise while sleeping over at Deborah’s.

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    10 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 8

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    Ava is walking along the beach at night and sees Deborah in the ocean struggling to get back to the shore. She thinks that Deborah is the one drowning and decides she needs to save her (even though she can't swim - but that's just a detail.)

    Alternate ending for s04e06.

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    10 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 45

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    “Okay. Fuck,” Ava puts her head in her hands. “Give it to me straight, doc. What’s gonna happen to me?”

    “You’ll just get really high and wanna fuck. I mean, I’ve only ever done one of these at a time. Maybe it’s different when you do ten.” He claps a hand on her shoulder as he moves to leave. “Good luck.”

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    Or: Ava accidentally takes one-too-many edibles at the frat party. Deborah has an idea on how to take the edge off. (Takes place during 3x08, “Yes, And”)

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    10 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 78

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    “I wanted to hurt you, yes, because you hurt me, but I didn’t want it to go like this. I wasn’t listening and I should’ve been.” Deborah’s voice is suddenly so gravely serious, it makes Ava squirm. “Ava… I really thought you were going to kill yourself.”
     
    “Yeah, well. Sorry to disappoint.” Ava says, bitterly. 

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    Or: Following their reconciliation at the beach, Deborah’s determined to win Ava’s trust back. Ava’s determined too, but her body just won’t let her. (Takes place between 4x06, “Mrs. Table” and 4x07, “D’Christening”)

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    09 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 39

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    Spoilers for 4x02. Please mind the tags.

    Deborah and Ava fight. It's what they do. But these days, their fights are no-holds-barred, no lines too sacred to cross. Or so they think, until Deborah goes too far and Ava goes spiraling.

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    3,437

    08 May 2026

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