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    Dennis Whitaker has lived a life full of religious speculation, pain, and chronic depression/anxiety. Growing up the youngest of four in Broken Bow, Nebraska led him into early childhood trauma. In a town that could be dated back to the late 1800's, and hardly had even changed since then, there wasn’t much room for Dennis to become anything other than what his parents wanted him to be, a rancher, just like the rest of his brothers, and his father. When the opportunity to study Theology in college arises, Dennis agrees. A year into his studies, Dennis changes his major to medicine without anyone knowing. When his family receives a letter in the mail stating that Dennis changed his major, he is given two choices. Drop out and accept his godforsaken fate in Nebraska, or leave indefinitely. Choosing the latter, Dennis finds himself homeless while studying medicine. He doesn't let this deter him, and later makes it to his residency at Pittsburgh Trauma Medical Center. Now entering his fourth year as a med student, he’s entering his emergency medicine rotation, where he meets his new superiors, Michael Robinavitch, and Jack Abbot.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    Dennis makes a split-second (bad) decision, and it blows up in his face. It's a hard lesson to learn as he navigates life and figures out what is going to happen to him now that he's stuck on recovery and Trinity won't be home- but they won't release him without someone to be with him just in case.
    An opportunity presents itself, and Rabbot jump on it.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    “Come here, kid.” One of Robby’s hands catches Dennis’s and lands against his sternum, trapping his arm against his chest, while the other stays in his hair, fingers winding into damp curls. Dennis’s attention is everywhere and panicked. He catches a flash of Perlah readying the needle and a desperate sound punches out of him.

    “Nope, don’t look at that,” Robby says, using the hand in his hair to force his head back, angling his vision away from the commotion and up towards him. Dennis’s eyes lock onto his, pupils blown wide. “Look at me. Yep, good. I’m right here. You’re doing so good, honey. Just keep those eyes on me.”

    The IV tourniquet snaps into place and panic flashes anew in Dennis’s face. ”Robby—”

    “I know. It’s just Dana and Perlah. We’re just pushing some fluids, no more drugs. You’re safe.” Out of the corner of his eye, Robby can see Perlah speeding through what has to be the fastest IV placement of her career, Dana keeping her grip on Dennis’s hand to stop him from jerking away. Dana shoots him a glance of warning and Robby tightens his hold. “Okay, quick poke now. Still just us. Deep breath, Dennis. I've got you."

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    Dennis gets drugged by a patient and has a bad trip.

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    25 Apr 2026

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    Robby and Jack and Dennis are all incredibly happy having Dennis as Robby and Jack's new play toy. Robby gets to eat all the pussy he could want. But there's still a little hole in Robby's perfect happiness.

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    21 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 87

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    Dennis Whitaker has struggled with seizures since he was a teen. He finally gets the support he needs

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    18 Apr 2026

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    Dennis Whitaker tried to find answers in God. When that didn't work, he turned to medicine.

    And when that didn't work, he turned to the two married attendings.

    Or I heard we were making Dennis Whitaker have religious trauma and I decided to help out.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    Dr. Robby takes Dennis back to his father's funeral in Nebraska. Surely the status of their relationship is not going to cause more of an emotional mess for Whitaker, or a fallout more destructive than death...

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    11 Apr 2026

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    Ex Mormon Dennis Whitaker, folks. ft a lot of mental breakdowns. author is lowk working through trauma with this one (I am exmo)

    Title and chapter headings from We'll Never Have Sex by Leith Ross <3

    (His desire for human contact was embarrassingly innocent. A hand squeezing his shoulder, the nape of his neck, petting through his hair. Sometimes, laid down at night, alone, he would pet himself like that. Rub his scalp, pretend it was someone else's hands. If it was someone else, who would it be? Would they whisper sweet things to him?

    Now, he imagined it to be Dr Robby. As humiliating as that is, he can't help himself. Dr Robby gave him something to work with— he squeezes his own shoulder, pressing his thumb into that bit of skin Dr Robby had touched. Dr Robby's hands are bigger, warmer, but Dennis makes do.)

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    09 Apr 2026

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    It wasn’t his first hockey fight, not by far. After decades of playing, it was impossible to avoid the occasional scrum. It just wasn’t something that Shane purposefully tried to get involved in. He wasn’t like Ilya, he didn’t find joy in pushing and prodding at the other team until one of them snapped and threw a punch. When a scrum did break out, he hardly ever joined the fray, preferring instead to focus on managing the refs and trying to get his team out of the fight with as few penalties as possible. 

    When Shane’s fist connected with Comeau’s cheekbone, Shane grinned. 

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    Or, the moment Shane realized he played his last game as a Montreal Metro and has to come to terms with everything that means after. Featuring Shane realizing he's not as okay as he seems, and Ilya trying to figure out how he can help.

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    09 Apr 2026

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    After getting overwhelmed on his last day before his sabbatical, Robby discovers an easy way to self-soothe: Dennis’ extremely soft hair. His fixation with his hair replaces a lot of self-sabotage that he typically defaults to, but it all goes downhill as Dennis struggles to hide how into it he is when Robby pets him.

    AKA Robby fails to realize that petting his resident has the added effect of making said resident horny and in love. Dopamine addictions on both ends.

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    08 Apr 2026

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    “What do you want to do with him?” Jack Abbot’s voice filtered through to where Dennis was standing in the hallway. They’d planned this. Better to just get it over with. Dennis entered the room, their backs towards him. He got onto his knees by their feet.
    “You can do what you like, I won’t argue.” His voice was quiet, scared. Both men snapped around at his words, eyes looking for him before finding him on the floor.
    “Oh my god!” Jack gasped out, abject horror written across his face.

    Dennis Whitaker didn’t make the decision consciously. He’d been homeless for three weeks when it began. He’d been couch surfing, but after being turfed again he was stuck. Bouncing between shelters when he could, but often finding himself in doorways and underpasses. That’s how it began. In a red light district he never knew existed and $50 from a man with mean eyes. It spiralled from there.

    Now living with Trinity Santos, Dennis had begun his residency, still he finds himself back there. A habit he can’t kick, the punishment he thinks he deserves. Dennis is trying to survive the war zone in his mind. What happens when his senior attendings realise the length he’s gone to in order to make it here?

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    05 Apr 2026

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    When Dennis agreed to cover shifts for Dr. Mohan on the night shift, he didn't think he would ever end up here. Kidnapped from the ambulance bay, his head pounding, and having to save the life of a man with limited medical supplies. That was supposed to be it. Somehow, he finds himself snatched up off a sidewalk, in the stables, in front of his home. There were no sacred spaces when you proved your worth.

    In the middle of it all, Dennis is confused by the way Dr. Robby and Dr. Abbot are circling him. The way they'd reach out and brush their fingers against his skin. The way they made sure he ate, got rest, and stayed safe. It made him ache with something he hadn't felt in a long time.

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    23 Mar 2026

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    Everything is fine. Everything is absolutely peachy fucking keen.

    When the night shift calls Dennis in a few hours early, he goes without complaint. He knows how miserable a shift can get without enough hands on deck. But lack of sleep slowly starts to catch up with him.

    Dennis Whitaker does not faint. That would be embarrassing. He’s on the floor for perfectly reasonable, perfectly respectable reasons. He does not need a banana bag. He does not need the day off.

    He just needs a little bit of sleep.

    Or: Dennis has a bad day at work. Robby has Jack pick him up to babysit him at his and Robby’s apartment until Robby gets off shift. When Dennis still can’t force himself to sleep, his Attendings take it upon themselves to tire him out.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    It started as small touches.

    Being led through The Pitt with a hand on his back from his married attending, Dr. Micheal Abbot-Robinavitch, that moved to small squeezes on his neck, to waist grabs that made Dennis have a sinful pit in his stomach. All of the praises he had gotten from Dr. Robby made his head spin, he grew up on a farm, he was used to being told ‘good job’ or ‘atta boy’ but from Robby? It was different. Very different.

    (Updates are Daily hopefully)

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Robby and Jack sleep with a hot young man they meet at the bar. A week later, they come to find out, that the kid is Dennis Whitaker, a new medical intern starting his rotation in The Pitt.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    Trinity, without really thinking, manages to get a job for both her and Dennis! Now, they are both working during the weekends as servers!

    Little do they know that, a certain married couple would show up and turn into regulars.

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    Jack and Robby already had a thing for Dennis and they CANNOT regulate themselves after seeing the boy in those black pants and that apron tied to his waist.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    It started with bruises.

    Dennis ignores them. He ignores the fatigue. He ignores the blood in the sink.

    He’s a fourth-year medical student — being tired is part of the job.

    Until it isn’t.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    The hospital has a mandatory STI screening, which will painfully be conducted by attendings, which happens to be Robby for Dennis.
    The twist is that Dennis is trans and hasn't told anybody he works with.

    COMPLETED✌🏼

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    19 Mar 2026

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    “Come home,” Dennis says, like he even has any right to ask it.

    “Why?” Robby’s voice cracks through the phone speaker. It sounds so tiny. So soft. So far away. “What's going on?”

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    Or, Robby gets a call that cuts his sabbatical short.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    Dennis Whitaker going to work while going through a depressive episode

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    18 Mar 2026

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