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  1. Rec *

    Please don't leave (I won't ever) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    01 Mar 2026

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    “What did you actually think?”

    He can’t help it. He looks at Ilya. Ilya only stares at him. “I say that now, in hindsight. Back then, I wasn’t thinking. Not really. It would come to me in waves, the anxiety, the fear. Most of the time,” he says. “I was just…”

    “Waiting for me to speak?” Ilya offers.

    Shane shakes his head, “I was trying to make it to tomorrow with you alive.”

    or,
    Ilya and Shane work to find themselves, and each other, again after Ilya's suicide attempt.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Sound of sirens, rush of pain (I almost thought I heard you call my name) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    26 Dec 2025

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    "He imagined Shane would be similarly unforgiving if Ilya took his own
    life. Not that Ilya ever would. Unless he couldn’t help it." (The Long Game)

    or,

    Two years after being diagnosed with depression, Ilya wants to commit suicide.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    change, like the sky by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    15 Mar 2026

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    He doesn’t mean for it to happen that way. He sees the asphalt before he reaches it.

    He thinks, Ilya.

    He doesn’t remember much after that.

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    SHANE HOLLANDER, CAPTAIN OF MONTREAL METROS, FOUND UNRESPONSIVE AFTER FALLING FROM APARTMENT BALCONY
    The incident occurred mere hours after rumors of the hockey star’s sexuality started circulating, stemming from an online video of a private conversation between the young captain and actress Rose Landry. There is no update on his current status after being moved to…

    Or, Shane gets outed and accidentally hurts himself, the world thinks he's tried to end his life, and Ilya struggles to come to terms with mortality in more than one sense of the word.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    come right on me, i mean camaraderie by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    17 Jun 2026

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    “I’ll make you a deal then.” Shane arched an eyebrow, and Ilya continued, “If by my 23rd birthday, you are still a virgin, I’ll have sex with you.”

    Shane spluttered, swinging his feet out of Ilya’s lap as he sat up. He knew he must look insane, eyes wipe and mouth gaping, but Ilya could not have just said what Shane thought he said.

    “Are you insane?”

    “Well, yes, but that’s besides the point.” Shane couldn’t help his bark of laughter despite his heart still hammering a hole through his chest. “We trust each other. It gives you time to find your own experiences, but if not, well, you know I’ll take care of you.”

    “I–,” Shane started, not sure how to process this new information. That Ilya would even want to have sex with him. He needed to say no - fuck no - because then their relationship would change and Ilya was the one thing that had been constant for most of his life. He couldn’t possibly. He needed to say no, but instead he found himself saying, “Sure.”

    or; if shane is still virgin at 23, ilya will take his virginity. spoiler alert: he is

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Pretty Boy by Anonymous

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    23 Apr 2026

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    “Tell me,” Ilya cuts in gently, but there’s no real room for refusal. His gaze locks onto Shane’s, unwavering. “Tell me you’re pretty.”

    For a second, Shane looks like he might swing at him, like every instinct in him is fighting this. Ilya’s smile is a bit wicked as his hand grips the base of Shane’s cock a little tighter. And then something in Shane’s face shifts. Desire seems to win. It always does.

    “I’m pretty,” Shane mutters, the words reluctant and rough.

    OR

    Hayden Pike is trying to look out for his recently heartbroken friend when he texts Ilya Rozanov, a known stoner, to ask if he has any edibles. What Ilya doesn’t expect, and what Hayden neglects to mention, is that this “friend” is none other than Shane Hollander, frat president and the guy Ilya has been agonizingly crushing on for months.

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    19 Jun 2026