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Someone posts a photo of Shane looking very in love with Ilya after the first term of the Irina Foundation's hockey camp.
Ilya’s grinning, his head bowed towards Shane’s, his hand gripping the back of Shane’s neck. They’re in their kit on the ice.
Ilya's a little blurry, in motion, but Shane's not. It’s Shane’s face. It’s what his face is doing, it has to be. He’s ducked his head, but it’s still visible. He’s looking at Ilya. Shane’s never seen that look on his own face. He didn’t know it could do that. It’s soft and hungry. His eyes are hot. He’s melting under Ilya’s hand. It’s a smoking fucking gun. There’s a fragment of his love on his face, on Twitter.
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- Part 1 of love & hunger
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15 Jun 2026
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every day is like a battle (every night with us is like a dream) by imgonnagetyouback81
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 May 2026
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Historic trades, a stroke of irreplicable genius by Ottawa's management, a confident gamble, and unwavering belief in their talent lead to Ilya and Shane being drafted at No 1 and No 2 to the same team.
Or: the progression of Ilya and Shane's relationship as rivals to teammates to friends to lovers if they had been drafted to the same team, and the story of how Ottawa makes the rest of the league pay for letting them end up with the best two hockey talents in a generation
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- English
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- 73,222
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- 19/24
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13 Jun 2026
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Growing Pains by devovitsuasartes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 May 2026
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“Look, it’s just a tear. It happens.”
A cold weight was settling in Ilya’s stomach, a dreadful realization creeping over him, crawling up his spine with chilly fingers. “A tear?”
A two-shot inspired by Ilya's "still OK?" check-ins with Shane during their first time having anal sex.
Maybe he's born with it... maybe it's sexual trauma.
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12 Jun 2026
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Man Advantage by devovitsuasartes
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
31 Jan 2026
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“What did we say?” Hayden said, using his best approximation of a stern dad voice as he approached them. “No iPad after lights out.” Damn, they needed to change the passcode on that thing again. How did Ruby keep figuring it out?
The little terror in question was looking up at him with wide eyes, her face lit spookily from beneath by the screen. “Uncle Shane got hurt,” Ruby whispered.
Hayden's POV. Set during Dig Two Graves chapter 5.
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- Part 2 of Dig Two Graves
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- English
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- 13,201
- Chapters:
- 3/3
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- 172
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12 Jun 2026
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"Holy shit!" Vic gasps, gaping at Ilya. "Holy shit," he repeats more slowly as realization dawns on him. "Shane Fucking Hollander is your Montreal girl?"
OR: Ilya's teammates go with him to visit Hollander at the hospital and a high-on-painkillers Shane can't keep his mouth shut. Ilya learns that when it comes down to it, ice is thicker than blood.
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11 Jun 2026
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Eddie looked like he'd been through a war with his mattress and lost. Hair sticking up at odd angles, eyes still heavy-lidded with sleep, stubble darkening his jaw. He wore grey sweatpants slung on his hips, and a faded black t-shirt that had clearly seen better days.
What really caught his attention though, was the text on the t-shirt. Across Eddie's chest, in bold white letters: WARNING! CHOKING HAZARD, accompanied with a large downwards pointing arrow.
Pointing straight down to Eddie's crotch.
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or; Eddie's wearing a pretty suggestive shirt, Buck's not faring very well.
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09 Jun 2026
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Let you do it to me by catbythefirelight
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 May 2026
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"Offer it to me. Properly.”
"Fuck off."
Hollander watched Ilya watch him for long heartbeats, fidgeting in place, hands flat on his thighs. He sucked his lower lip between his teeth, his brow frowning and smoothing in turns. Then, finally, he folded to his knees, like Ilya knew he would, and held the belt up in both his hands to Ilya.
Or: Ilya and Shane with belts, through the years.
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- Part 3 of Public, Private
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07 Jun 2026
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“You are…” Ilya licked his bloodied teeth and tried to remember the word. “Squeamish?”
“No,” Hollander said. His eyes were still so wide, tracing over Ilya’s bruised face like searchlights. “Fuck. Just—”
He stepped back, stumbling a little on socked feet, and jerked his head at the doorway. Get in.
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07 Jun 2026
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sandcastles (all the pleasure, none of the burden) by prettyshadow (theaujasmin)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
21 Feb 2026
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“H’rder,” Shane whines into his mouth, not even trying to interrupt the kiss but speaking pathetically muffled and slurred around Ilya’s tongue.
Ilya knocks their foreheads together, smiles.
“Nooooo Ilya, not before the game, Ilya,” he whines, a sweetly mocking imitation of Shane, “and now look at you, mhm? Why should I ever listen to your complaining, baby, when you’re gonna be such an easy, perfect slut for it anyways?”
Or: Shane plays four-dimensional chess to get Ilya to fuck him even when he tells him no, for Shane-typical control freak reasons, in Shane-typical convoluted ways, with Shane-typical unawareness of this being a sex freak thing. Ilya provides, of course.
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- Part 1 of quantum mechanics
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- English
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- 7,423
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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06 Jun 2026
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Urgent missive from Napoleon to his wife Josephine: Home in three days. Don’t wash.
“I’ve been thinking about what I want as a reward if you win,” Ilya says, stroking along the skin of Shane’s arm.
Shane snorts into Ilya’s curls.
“If I’m winning, why are you getting the reward?”
Ilya stops his caressing and gives Shane a light smack.
“Because I am your boyfriend now, not just a hookup. This comes with privileges.”
“Oh yeah?” Shane rolls his eyes where Ilya can’t see him.
“Yes. Like when you get awards, you must say I could not do this without support from my team, my coaches, and my partner. It’s me, the partner.”
“Fine, fine,” Shane acquiesces, “What does my supportive partner want as his reward for my win?”
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06 Jun 2026
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“Ilya?” Shane calls, and Ilya spins around to see Shane holding the most damning thing he could’ve found in Ilya’s suitcase—that damned Montreal Metros hoodie. “This is mine, isn’t it?”
Ilya freezes. “Eh?”
“How do you have this? I thought I’d lost it ages ago.”
There’s no good way for Ilya to say the truth, which is that: you left it at my house in Boston after you broke my heart for the first time and I kept it so I could wear it occasionally and jerk off while thinking about you when I thought I would probably never be able to have you again and it was the last bit of you I could have, so Ilya settles for the next best thing, which is:
“It… it is not yours.”
Shane shoots him an unimpressed look.
Ilya is really struggling with the fact that he wants to keep Shane forever and steal his clothes and leave dumb hickies on him and wake up to him in the morning. He's working on it.
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04 Jun 2026
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It’s almost like — like Buck’s holding a possible thing in his hands, fragile and fledgling, born too early. It’s not the first time he’s felt this way, with Eddie. It’s happened before, mostly in kitchens.
“Did that guy tell you the name of the suite he put us in?”
The corner of Eddie’s mouth lifts. There, Buck supposes, is his answer.
“Yeah. Honeymooners, huh? Should we tell him about our disaster of a trip?”
His stomach lurches. God. Eddie’s taking this in stride; Buck should be thankful for it. Instead, he’s afraid he’ll be sick all over their shoes.
or: a pining buck has to navigate the Emotional Saw Trap that is the road trip back from new mexico. eddie, quite literally, comes along for the ride.
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03 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander only likes to eat a handful of foods. He only thinks about hockey. He only feels comfortable around about five total people. He hates crowds and loud noises and bright lights and shoes that aren’t sneakers or skates.
Ilya thinks Shane is completely perfect the way he is. He wishes things were not so hard for his husband, but is always happy to help Shane navigate a world that isn’t built for brains like his.
Yuna and David Hollander love their son more than anything. They don't want any limits placed on his life, or any labels that would hold him back. He can thrive without a diagnosis being put on him.
Or: Everyone knows Shane Hollander is autistic. Except for Shane.
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01 Jun 2026
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Conditioned in Care by vlademetri
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 May 2026
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Shane didn’t move for a long moment, just breathed. The way his body only ever seemed to manage when Ilya was with him. The apartment felt safe around them. It was the kind of quiet that made it easy to let things slip through the cracks. And something did slip. A tiny, unconscious shift as Shane nuzzled his head a little deeper into Ilya’s hand. Ilya felt his heart swell with the way Shane softened under him, and a warm pride unfurled in his chest. He kept stroking through Shane’s hair, as if to say yes, this is yours, take it. And Shane let the last of the day drain out of him without a fight at all.
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Shane being conditioned to a certain word Ilya says
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clicker training
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- Part 6 of Hollanov’s Terms & Conditions
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30 May 2026
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Eddie interrupts. “Well,” he says, turning fully to their waiter, “today’s kind of a special occasion, you see.”
Sven smiles. “Someone’s birthday?” He looks between Buck and Eddie.
“It’s actually, uh, our anniversary,” Eddie says, reaching out a hand to place over Buck’s.
Buck chokes, even though all the bread is safely in the bread basket.
or, buck wants a free tiramisu. eddie has a tried-and-tested plan to get it.
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28 May 2026
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In late 2014, celebrity photos start dropping. Ilya deletes his texts, his photos, a video he should never have taken. It isn't soon enough.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 66,960
- Chapters:
- 8/8
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- 4
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- 2,031
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28 May 2026
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take another hit for you by anincompletelist (soldouthaz)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Mar 2026
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The cup, Ilya thinks, is fucking nothing compared to this.
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- Part 2 of i'll believe in anything
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25 May 2026
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Congratulations! You've Met Your Match! by GirlUnderTheGreyCloud
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jun 2026
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Previously titled: what love could feel like (if we let it)
The MLH would never admit it outright, but the message was clear. There had never been a professional omega hockey player, and Shane Hollander wouldn’t be the first.
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After being booted from the professional hockey world, Shane spent the last seven years hating himself, re-building, and trying to find a way forward.
Meanwhile, Ilya spent the first seven years of his hockey career constructing an impenetrable wall around himself built of detachment, control, and the philosophy of never needing anyone.
When the two are paired together by a system neither of them chose, they’ll have to confront the possibility that love might demand more than either of them are prepared to give.
But some promises were never meant to be forgotten: “See you at the draft.”
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22 May 2026
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a winner at heart by pressuretoparty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Feb 2026
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Ilya laughs. He finds that once he starts, he can't stop. He laughs at the fact that he's in France with Shane Hollander. He laughs at the fact he's Shane Hollander's boyfriend. He laughs at the fact that he gave up Moscow for a better life, only to end up in fucking Ottawa.
Ilya's dick stops working one month before he's supposed to leave for the South of France.
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- Part 2 of winners-verse
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 32,053
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 690
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- 8,222
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- 2,810
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18 May 2026
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The Performer by toxotes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jan 2026
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Sometimes they’re curled up on the bed together afterwards and Shane runs his hands up and down Ilya’s body, rhythmic and smooth, touching just to touch. Ilya is stunning in the literal sense of the word: Shane is paralyzed by him, struck dumb. Desire may never be a problem here, but understanding is: Ilya feels distant and incomprehensible to Shane.
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A cross-section of Shane Hollander’s sex life.- Language:
- English
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- 14,058
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18 May 2026