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    A series of NCT fics inspired by The Life of a Showgirl album by Taylor Swift

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    Connected works in the On Call After Dark universe, with individual fics written by Champagnesly and Kaehdci

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  1. Rec 9

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    In the immediate aftermath of a confession and a rejection, Yangyang tries not to want what he had and Kun tries to understand what he lost.

    “How could he be happy when he’s still wearing that awful necklace?”

    “Maybe he just likes it,” Kun said, remembering the tang of precious metal on his tongue, the feeling of it between his fingers when he held Yangyang on the couch, stroking the marks he’d left on his throat. “Maybe he thinks he looks good in gold.”

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    31 Mar 2026

  2. Rec 15

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    “I’m trying to tell you that it’s okay to look at someone else,” Yangyang murmured, letting his wrist go limp in Kun’s hold. “You should try. If you look around, you never know what you might see.”

    “I’m looking at you right now,” Kun said, almost like he couldn’t believe it. But he was still holding onto Yangyang’s wrist and Yangyang could feel the press of his fingers, the digging between sinew and bone.
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    When Ten and Johnny got their happily ever after, Kun felt cut adrift. Yangyang was there to pick up the pieces, after years of waiting for a chance to hold out his hand. As they fall into each other in secret, things go too far.

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    22 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Honestly just one of the best fics ever.

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    09 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The very best AU.

  4. Rec 8

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    In college, Doyoung's lack of experience was laid bare; something to set him apart from the constant hookups in his co-ed dorm, the way he walked in on his roommate with a girl not once, not twice, but three times. And while straight was still the default, his classes were filled with people of all genders and sexualities. He didn’t know what was wrong with him, the way his stomach knotted every time he passed a gay bar.

    Maybe it had something to do with the fact that Taeyong, who graduated the year before him, decided to defer until they could start college at the same time, despite being on separate coasts. Maybe it had something to do with the fact that Taeyong, despite being the best looking person Doyoung had ever seen, also left high school with nary a girlfriend in sight. Or maybe, it had something to do with the fact that on one night over winter break, Taeyong came out to him and confided that his first boyfriend had treated him poorly. Doyoung hadn’t known what to say, hadn’t known how to possibly grab hold of a single emotion, all of them swirling around his brain all at once. So he said nothing. Taeyong changed the subject. They hadn’t discussed it since.

    And now it was summer.

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    28 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    summer and nostalgia and romance; this fic makes me feel

  5. Rec 21

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    Kun’s voice is hoarse, cracking with the force of his words. “You should have left me there.”

    “I wouldn’t,” Ten says.

    “Why not?” The words are splintering, fracturing, bullets carving their way through glass. “It’s not like you haven’t done it before.”

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    06 Jun 2025