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Bug Marriage by rainytimemachine (radandcolourful)
Fandoms: thermcantread, therm - Fandom
26 Mar 2026
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A bug finds itself reminiscing his life as a husband after the loss of his partner. Love and pain entangled- with one omnipotent beholder above it all, looming in the infinite distance. ThermCantRead.
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There are no words exchanged- a raised brow, a bashful look, a tug that turns them around and suddenly John is sitting on the couch, Luka standing between his legs. He looks down at John, like he’s considering, bracing himself even, before he gets one knee over John’s thighs, and then the other, until he’s kneeled over John’s lap and then, slowly lowering himself to sit on his thighs.
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“I have an idea,” Luka says, just a little smug as John makes an inquisitive noise. -
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"C-Carter?" Peter manages, shell-shocked as his student blinks once, slowly. He twitches harder, like he's trying to purposefully move closer, and Peter can hear a croaked whisper in the silence surrounding them.
"I'm sorry-" he manages, heaving in and weakly choking. His student’s breaths are erratic and shallow. "Took too long,"
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A rewrite of 6x13 Be Still my Heart and 6x14 All in the Family through the terrifying perspective: what if instead of Carter and Lucy, it was Benton and Carter, back when they were the beloved student/teacher duo in season 2. -
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'Suicide' was a word tucked in soft quilt blankets and shoved in the deeper parts of his mind, even as he saw patients day-in, day-out who were outwardly, or in some capacity could be considered suicidal. [...] No one knows, never knew. Also, no one can be surprised. If they look further, they'll see just the extent of what he's hidden in plain sight from his childhood.
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Carter has struggled with suicidal ideation for years. A night shift is almost his undoing. -
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His forehead is dripping with sweat, right into his eyes, burning him and producing more tears.
More tears, he's crying?Patient should seek guidance towards rehabilitation.
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Carter knows better than to keep depending himself on pain-relievers. It makes it harder to break down in peace when you're also self-aware of your symptoms.
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riordanverse fics by radandcolourful
Fandom Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types, The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan, The Trials of Apollo - Rick Riordan
09 May 2022
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Daniel always hated throwing up.
Hated the feeling of heat, the constricting of his throat, and the taste, all of which sort of be soothed away by his mothers fingers carding through his hair or a soothing hand rubbing his back.
But more than all that? He hated the feeling of almost throwing up. The tight throat, the taste of acid, the burning in his nose, all for nothing. He’d rather shove three fingers in this throat to finish the job than to leave himself with that feeling.
But he’s not at home sick, and there’s no one to soothe him through the feeling as watches Max’s car crash into the barriers on the screen.
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Dramatized version of Silverstone because I’m still not over it, sue me. This came to me in a dream I’m not kidding -
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Max is staring. Daniel is tired of constantly trying to make the right decisions.
Monaco Grand Prix 2023
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Max and his many sufferings.
or: unhinged therapy for me by me.
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Monaco belongs to Charles.
This is his home race, his people. Even on pole, Max feels almost claustrophobic surrounded by a devotion not meant for him; a devotion that he could never give.
Max tells himself it doesn't matter anymore, that whatever they had is gone. Still, the ache lingers, blooming behind his ribs whenever he catches a flash of red. He clings to control because it's the only thing keeping him steady. If he can just win this race, maybe he won't have to look too closely at what he lost.
Monaco, though...
Monaco doesn't let him forget. Monaco takes, and it keeps asking Max for a price he can't pay. Not today, and definitely not tomorrow.
If only he could make it to tomorrow.
Bookmarked by radandcolourful
15 Mar 2026
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ive never felt stronger post fic clarity i think