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    No one ever thought that anyone in the NHL would top Scott Hunter's epic coming out, Scott included. He watches in real time as he's ousted as reigning NHL queer icon. Naturally, it had to be Rozanov to do it.

    Or: An alternative ending to the plane crash that wasn't in the Long Game.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    Shane doesn't have anything against fighting in hockey. Truly he doesn't. But there are a million different things to love about playing on the same team as Ilya Rozanov, and watching him stew in the penalty box like a caged animal is near the bottom of that list for Shane.

    Ilya can't keep out of the box, so he's not allowed to put it in anymore.

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    28 Mar 2026

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    And here is the kitchen, first place aside from the cottage where they'd cooked together. And here is the front closet, where Shane had hidden Ilya's birthday present three years ago only to have it fall on Ilya's head some time in April. And here is the bedroom, where on a night many Octobers ago Shane had looked at Ilya from across the room with a smirk and said No you come here and then he'd let Ilya—
    It's been an emotional day.

    A moment in time at the end of an era. Ilya helps Shane pack up the Montreal apartment.

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    24 Mar 2026

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    Ilya is a winner. MLH champion, MVP, #1 Draft pick.

    You can't win at packing but he's certainly going to try.

     

    Or Ilya packs for the cottage, with a very particular goal in mind.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    Shane is in a post-game interview when his world stops.

    He’s just answered a question about Montreal’s offensive strategy going into the game. Clean passes, avoid penalties, draw defenders wide. It had worked and the Voyagers had beat Colorado soundly, 4-1. Shane had scored two of the goals and assisted on a third.

    Usually, Shane would be eager to boast about the win to Ilya. But ever since their fight- since Ilya told Shane to leave- winning feels hollow. Losing feels better, somehow. As if Shane deserves to lose after being so selfish. Ilya gave up everything for him- his home, his team, and to some extent- his happiness. Hockey. Ilya gave up hockey- good hockey- for Shane.

    A ripple goes through the room of reporters. Shane swears he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘crash’. But no one is paying attention to him anymore.

    “What’s going on?” he asks into the microphone, feeling strange at the role reversal. Usually, he’s the one being asked questions.

    No one answers. And this time he knows that he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘Centaurs’.

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    Shane rushes to Ilya after the almost plane crash. Their secret is no longer a secret.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    [Tweet from @EliotFreeman]
    Ilya Rozanov at his first #Cens practice, being asked why he chose to move from Boston to Ottawa: “To be closer to my gay lover, Shane Hollander.”

    [Tweet from @letsgetdrilled]
    oh great another player who thinks being gay is a joke #ilyarozanovisoverparty

    No one thinks Ilya's answer is serious. Twitter reacts accordingly.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    Svetlana knows about Jane. It's frankly insulting for Ilyusha to think otherwise.

    She just never expected to have to call him for help. During the Olympics. In Russia. In the dead of night.

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    Or, it's Sochi 2014 and Russia has lost to Latvia. Grigori Rozanov, not yet compromised by illness, punishes his son for shaming the family. When Svetlana finds an injured and emotionally fragile Ilya, she knows she needs somewhere safe for him to recover. And there's only one person in Russia who Sveta trusts with her Ilyusha: Canada's Golden Boy, Shane Hollander.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    Sometimes life came at you with a clenched fist and Ilya had never figured out how to duck.

    So here he was, twenty-eight years old, single, dealing with the fallout from injuries given to him by the game he loved, and the second youngest assistant coach in the league to one of the worst teams. Stability was hard to come by, but he was managing.

    Then along came Shane Hollander to knock him on his ass, one more time.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    "All I'm saying is that I'm grateful that you're trusting him with Jackie and the kids. I know they're your entire life but he is mine and there is really no better person than him to do so."

    Well shit, Hayden is now going to cry.

    "You can't say things like that bud. I'll start crying and I can't call Jackie to vent out about it."

    "You can vent about it with me?" Shane kicks Hayden's sneaker with the tip of his own.

    "Yes. Yes I can."

    ***
    Or: Hayden tries to get to know Ilya better for the sake of his best friend. What he didn't expect was finding out the soft and mushy side of Ilya underneath all that harsh exterior. Hayden and Jackie are 👑 Hayden is really trying and Pike kids adore their Uncle Ilya 💕

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    11 Mar 2026

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    "Yes. I wanted to do angry kitten but this is cuter."

    "You're an idiot," Shane mumbles but is smiling and blushing at the same time.

    "Mhm, your idiot."

    They kiss until Shane jerks suddenly looking horrified at Ilya.

    "Wait, if the team sees it," he starts but Ilya interupts him.

    "They all follow me on twitter, yes? They will know it's you. Who cares."

    "They what now? Ilya, what do you share on your socials?" Shane asks horrified.

    "Just cute animals that look like you."

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    Or: Shane gets a tattoo and decides to surprise Ilya with it. In true Shane fashion the tattoo is something you'd never guess what it is.

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    11 Mar 2026

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    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    11 Mar 2026

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    The only hint the players, the crowd, and the officials got that something was up was the astonished look on Hollander’s face, and the commentators noticed he seemed to scream, “you’re insane!” at Rozanov.

    Or, Ilya wants to spice things up outside of the bedroom. Shane has opinions about that.

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    11 Mar 2026

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    What if Shane never got injured?
    What if Ilya decided to finally take a step back?
    What if the 5th best player of MLH was suddenly spotted hanging out hockey's golden boy Shane Hollander?
    What if Ilya had a few feelings about it?

    —×—

    Ilya is aware of Sebastian Hawthorne like he's aware of all the top 10 players of the league. Though he knows no one can come close to him and Hollander, he still likes to keep an eye out for them.

    Hawthorne, or as his teammates call him, Hawk, joined the Toronto Guardians during his Rookie season and has been there for the past six seasons. He's the assistant captain.

    “It's like he’s already seen the play unfold five seconds ahead,” Shane had once complained to Ilya over the phone after a particularly nasty loss against the Guardians some seasons back. Ilya then got the impression that Shane didn't like him either.

    So imagine his surprise when the picture of Hollander and Hawk shows up on his feed: laughing and practically having the time of their lives while leaving a high-end bakery.

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    06 Mar 2026

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    “Hollander,” Ilya sighs and comes to sit next to him. “We can't be more. This is all you get.”

    Shane really tries not to get mad, because yes he understands. This is all he gets.

    “Yeah, because it's not that it's a guy that is the problem, it's me right?”

    Ilya frowns. “What the fuck are you talking about?”

    “You had no problem letting him be all over you today,” Shane is aware of how jealous he sounds. He doesn't care. If this is the last conversation they'll be having, he needs to make sure he says everything.

     

    Or, what if Ilya thought Shane was going to bring Rose to the All Stars Game so he brought Svetlana and Sasha with him?

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    05 Mar 2026

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    “Is captain's job to overcome all… factors. He got too full of himself. Never reached his real potential. Is shameful.”

    Okay, this is bullshit. Shane shoots Ilya a look, and the fucker won't still look at him. He also doesn't react to Grigori's words like he's heard them before. Well Shane hasn't and he has a few points he'd like to make. He fucking done being polite. Because what the fuck?

    “Respectfully, I disagree,” says Shane and instantly feels four pairs of eyes on him.

    Or, when Shane meets Ilya's father at an event and hears him shittalk his son, he has a few things to say about it.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    Yuna Hollander stares at the diamond engagement ring in slight horror as her husband laughs silently next to her on the couch. Her five year old son stares back at her with his doe eyes on her other side.

    “I'm sorry, sweetie,” she asks as calmly as possible, “did you say a boy gave this to you?”

    Or, a near lifetime from Yuna's eyes.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    Episode 9-10 coda. After Wonyoung cuts ties with Taejoon, the potter is forced to confront the truth of his feelings for Wonyoung and make a decision on what to do from there. Introspective.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    “You know, I’m a good kisser.”
    Shane must have been dreaming. What the hell was happening? Rozanov couldn’t possibly be suggesting that they…
    Another step. He was so close now that Shane could feel the heat of his body. His shirt brushed Rozanov’s naked chest. If Shane dared to look up, their faces would be close enough to touch.
    “That day, last year, in the gym…If I kissed you, you would have kissed back.”
    It was not a question.
    Shane wished he could look away but he felt under a spell. Gravity pulling him towards the Russian. Rozanov just seemed to be considering him curiously, and maybe enjoying the effect he knew he was having on him.

    (Or where Shane and Ilya start out as teammates, and Ilya likes to be helpful)

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    18 Feb 2026

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    When Roz starts speaking, frantically letting out Russian words from his hospital bed, Troy jumps in fear. “Ty emu uzhe pozvonila? Gde mama?

    While Troy might not know Russian, or any other Slavic language that might have offered him some sort of context, he understands the word for mother. His heart clenches in his chest. Calling for your mom, especially when you’re hurt and confused feels instinctive. Troy is pretty sure he’d do the same thing. But the thought of coming out of your dazed state while desperately wanting your mom, and the loss of your mom coming crashing down on you must be a different type of agony.

    Roz starts speaking again, Russian coming to him easier than English must. “Mama? Gde moya mama?

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Hayden Pike's best friend Shane Hollander is as predictable and reliable as it gets. But when Shane uncharacteristically fights with Scott Hunter, of all people, Hayden needs to know why. As he sits in Shane's living room, waiting for an explanation, things start getting progressively more confusing. Why is Shane coming out to him? And how does Lily play into this?

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    Hayden finds out about Lily after Shane and Scott fight on ice. When Hayden throws down gloves to take on a dinosaur, his closest ally is the most unlikely person.

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    14 Feb 2026

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