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  1. Summary

    "First, when I was apart from you, this world did not exist, nor any other. Second, whatever I was looking for was always you."

     

    - Rumi, from The Essential Rumi tr. Coleman Barks

    or; Yoongi and Jungkook meet when the latter moves to Forks, since their destinies were always meant to be one. They fall in love, and the rest is eternity.

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    My dragonfly,
    my black-eyed fire, the knives in the kitchen are singing
    for blood, but we are at the crossroads, my little outlaw,
    and this is the map of my heart, the landscape
    after cruelty which is, of course, a garden, which is
    a tenderness, which is a room, a lover saying Hold me
    tight, it’s getting cold. We have not touched the stars,
    nor are we forgiven, which brings us back
    to the hero’s shoulders and a gentleness that comes,
    not from the absence of violence, but despite
    the abundance of it. The lawn is drowned, the sky on fire,
    the gold light falling backward through the glass
    of every room. I’ll give you my heart to make a place
    for it to happen, evidence of a love that transcends hunger.
    Is that too much to expect?

    SNOW AND DIRTY RAIN, Richard Siken

     

    OR; The headcanons in my mind for the parallel universes in which Bucky is getting the recovery he deserves, is met with a love worthy of him and his journey is more than what people perceive.

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  4. Summary

    where you ride & fly dragons. I am the dragon,
    not the Last Dragon, but the one
    to whom you'll surrender your divinity.
    Lay your cheek against my scaly wings.
    I want you plain, I want you bragging. I want you
    naked as a tongue without a word. I want you
    laughing. I want you joy, I want you wonder
    & wonderful.

    seeing the body, Rachel Eliza Griffiths

     


     

     


    or; Jimin thought he could only worship Nature and Yoongi never imagined he'd see the Joy in being alive after so many centuries seeing only the worst, but both of them were wrong. Together, they learn just how wrong. Yoongi finds in Jimin the warmth and power of the Sun, and in Yoongi, Jimin finds the solace and otherworldly magic of the Moon. Together, they find the truest form of love.

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  5. Summary

    I came to you one rainless August night.
    You taught me how to live without the rain.
    You are thirst and thirst is all I know.
    You are sand, wind, sun, and burning sky,
    The hottest blue. You blow a breeze and brand
    Your breath into my mouth. You reach—then bend
    Your force, to break, blow, burn, and make me new.
    You wrap your name tight around my ribs
    And keep me warm. I was born for you.
    Above, below, by you, by you surrounded.
    I wake to you at dawn. Never break your
    Knot. Reach, rise, blow, Sálvame, mi dios,
    Trágame, mi tierra. Salva, traga, Break me,
    I am bread. I will be the water for your thirst.
    — To the Desert, by BENJAMIN ALIRE SÁENZ

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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    “And here are our two directors who you’ll be talking to today. This is Wanda Maximoff, our Director of Family Advocacy, and Y/n Y/l/n, our Director of Legal Outreach.”

    “Y/n, It’s nice to meet you, I’m Steve Rogers.”

    Your polite, professional smile falls from your face as you shake the Congressman’s hand. Steve Rogers, the man in front of you, is none other than Hot Train Guy himself. The very man you were just talking shit about himself to. What could go wrong?

    or; Flirting with the cute guy you always see on the morning train is all fun and games until he's the congressman in your morning meeting.

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    26 Jul 2022

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    One good turn always deserves another. Apparently.

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    01 Oct 2021

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    Three years after the Snap halved the population of the universe, Steve Rogers still bears the weight of the Avengers’ failure on his shoulders. The dust has settled around him, trapping him in grief and burying him in regret. For three years, he’s assumed he'll never break free of the consequences of that day and his failure.

    But, after his first group therapy session, he meets a handsome man haunted by his own ghosts; and they start to rebuild their worlds in the aftermath of an intergalactic tragedy.
     

    (An Infinity War/Endgame re-write where Steve actually goes to therapy and doesn’t meet Bucky Barnes until after the Snap; they heal together and fall in love along the way)

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    25 Jun 2021

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    It’s been two and a half years since that day in DC that changed Steve and Bucky’s lives, filled with pain, heartbreak, horrible setbacks and despair. But there's also been growth, laughter, friendship, and love, as Bucky and Steve worked not just to rebuild the old house where they once lived, but also the bond they've always shared, thicker than blood. And Steve loves Bucky so much it hurts. He always has, and it’s a secret he’s long learned how to keep to himself. But Bucky has secrets of his own, quite a few of them; some out of fear, and some because there are things precious to him that he wants to keep safe. But they've always been at their best when standing side by side. As they come face to face with even more changes and challenges, they’ll have to have faith in both each other and themselves, and believe that the roots they have laid down are steady and strong. If they can do that, and after long last admit their own truths, only then will the garden of their lives have the chance to bloom.
    That’s if, and only if, they can overcome the first secret Bucky has kept. Because Bucky has finally remembered everything Steve once was to him. And if Steve can survive it, his life will never be the same.

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    14 Jun 2021

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this is canon, from now on. blue is the og. <3

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    Bucky needs help dealing with the after-effects of 70 years of abuse and neglect. Steve needs help coping with the severe depression he’s sunk into since being pulled out of the ice. After being reunited, they help each other put the broken pieces of their lives back together.

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    18 Apr 2021

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