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Gallavich Prompt: How about Ian was diagnosed with Bipolar really early? He's already friends with Mandy and has a secret thing with Mickey that they're disguising as friendship. He has his ups and downs. During a really bad down period Mickey comes by and Ian actually responds, like starts eating, or Mickey makes a joke about the smell and Ian showers. Ian's family and Mandy are confused cuz theyre just friends, right? Mickey knows about the ups and downs and just treats them like normal moods.
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- Part 20 of Prompts for my lovelies
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10 Jun 2026
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Only You by MysticallyGallavich
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What A Difference by allthewordsofafeather
Fandom Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
30 Jan 2025
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A collection of stories tracking Bucky and Sam's friendship after FATWS
Idea is, that the parts sort of build on each other but still remain seperately readable. There may be the odd callback to previous parts though.
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03 Jun 2026
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And we will find a way home by AutumnHobbit
Fandoms: Batman (Comics), Batman - All Media Types
31 Oct 2016
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A group of sick Robins sleeping off a virus gives Bruce the chance to remember how much he loves his boys.
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25 May 2026
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And we will find a way home by AutumnHobbit
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Shane learns too much about his friends and their sex lives. They talk about things they’ve done in bed, and Shane starts to wonder if he’s doing something wrong.
Curiosity piqued, the desperate get resourceful. Sometimes, those resources include asking the guy that you sometimes hate to teach you what you’re missing.
Nothing can go wrong.
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- English
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- 136,084
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- 32/32
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15 May 2026
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The Long Tale of Two Blind Lovers by newtntommy
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Don't Think Too Hard by Selective_attention
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Jun 2026
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Daily posts on the Ottawa Centaurs social media.
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- Part 1 of Don't Think 'Verse
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- English
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- 67,714
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- 32/?
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- 12
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08 May 2026
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Don't Think Too Hard by Selective_attention
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anthems for a 17 year old by wermbrain
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Apr 2026
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"He opens his mouth, trying to find the right words. When he does, he nearly chokes on them. They come up quiet, weak, shameful. But they come anyway.
'It’s not fair.'"
or; Luca is young and queer and out, and Shane is jealous. He and Ilya work through those feelings.
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08 May 2026
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Luca gets to be out and carefree, all while Shane watches in jealousy as he sees what he always wanted but never got
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little blue dot by Rozalov
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
29 May 2026
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Ilya had told Shane to go. He would make it four nights without him. They couldn't stop everything every time Ilya was tired, or they'd never do fucking anything. Shane had not liked that answer at all.
Ilya has a depressive episode while Shane is at a photoshoot. Shane comes home early.
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04 May 2026
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little blue dot by Rozalov
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Dancin' with my eyes closed by stargazingstormtrooper92
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Jan 2026
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"Sorry. Just realized something just now.," Ilya laughs.
"What?"
"Loons," Ilya says and laughs again.
"Loons?" Yuna repeats confused.
"When I went to the cottage last summer Shane made fun of me because I never heard the loon call before. I was so scared. I called it stupid canadian wolf bird," Yuna lets out a little laugh, Ilya continues - "I just realized that these ducks on my baby blanket, they look like..."
"Loons," Yuna finishes with smile tugging on her lips.
"Yes. Loons. Shane will make fun of me," Ilya groans but not maliciously. He takes the blanket out of Yuna's hands and brings it to his face, trying to see if it still smells like home, like his mom. But the smell was gone and his heart lurches.
(...)
"Tell me the stories. All of them."***
Or: Ilya has the flu when he recieves a package from Svetlana containing his childhood memorabilia from Russia. Mother son duo Ilya Rozanov and Yuna Hollander strikes again ❤️ -
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Behind the Brooding by 4vaderbabe4
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Mar 2026
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Ilya has been used to it for years, living in constant comparison with Shane. Ilya is frequently praised for his aggressive play style, tearing out onto the ice like a rabid animal and winning through brute force. He’s a loose cannon out on the rink, that’s why Boston loves him so much. Shane’s image in the media is much different. He doesn’t fight, he doesn’t speak badly about other teams, he’s calm and calculated. Ilya is not.
Ilya Rozanov is famous for his 'don't give a fuck' attitude. You don't win Stanley Cups if you don't give a fuck.
5 times people get to see another side of Ilya, and 1 time they get to see another side of Shane too.
AKA Ilya Rozanov finally gets interviewed in Russian/Ilya Rozanov Character Study
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30 Apr 2026
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Behind the Brooding by 4vaderbabe4
Ilya finally gets interviewed in Russian
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Shandry's Third @shaneybaby
uhhh so im on r/shanehollander rn and some guy is claiming to have cloned shane’s dad’s phone and uploaded it to the internet?? has anyone else clicked on this link will it give me a virus if i do
7:03 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 135.1k retweets | 232.1k likes
Shandry's Third @shaneybaby
okay I googled his dad and he’s a 52 year old forensic accountant who thinks fashion peaked with ralph lauren polo shirts. am I enough of a hollander simp to risk my laptop just to look through the phone of his dad who acts like sandals and bermuda shorts are a risqué choice. yes.
7:04 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 137.1k retweets | 235.9k likes
Shandry's Third @shaneybaby
oh my god his password for everything is ShaneHollander24. pov you love your son so much that it compromises your bank account
7:04 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 143.7k retweets | 250.7k likes
Shandry's Third @shaneybaby
HOLY FUCK
7:19 P.M. | 12 Jan 2018 | 337.1k retweets | 413.3k likes
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16 Apr 2026
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snapping birch by thepolysyndetonaddictsupportgroup
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re: hi by fleezerweezer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Apr 2026
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At eleven years old Ilya Rozanov's class is given an assignment:
They will be randomly paired with a student at another school in Canada via email. In order to get full credit on the assignment, they must send at least five emails back and forth and gather enough information to write their project.
After seven years, Ilya is pretty sure he's done enough for 100%
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Shane and Ilya sending emails throughout the years. What happens when they meet?
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- Part 1 of re: hi
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- 67,472
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- 21/21
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09 Apr 2026
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re: hi by fleezerweezer
Shane and Ilya's emails throughout the years, from children to NHL stars
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The Children Left Unburied by Mercwmouth
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, DCU (Comics), Batman: Arkham (Video Games)
16 Jun 2026
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Even the strongest of men break and crumble. Bruce has cracked and faltered many times, all because of his children. His children who he loves so dearly, who seem to be the single reason for his gray hairs and the stubborn wrinkles budding on his face that he refuses to fix just yet (he’s still a young-ish man after all); his children who are all so brave and so strong despite everything life has thrown at them; his children who he’ll never quite understand. Yes, he’s cracked and faltered for his children, his family, but never has he broken down.
That is, until he had to bury an empty coffin in place of his son.
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Jason Todd was captured and tortured by the Joker for months, before he was finally killed and it completely tore everyone apart. Bruce and the rest of the batfamily would very much like to grieve his loss, but it seems that rumours of Jason's death were greatly exaggerated.OR OR:
Arkham Knight canon divergence where Jason gets rescued and goes through the recovery arc he and the family deserved :D -
all around you, all the time by peculiarblue
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Mar 2026
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“I am out for the season?”
“Probably."
“Are you by any chance looking for a trophy husband?”
“Ilya.”
“Yes? No?”
“It’s one season, Ilya, we’re not—it’s bad because you’re hurting, not because—I’m not letting this fuck anything up for us, okay? We’ll figure something out,” Shane says, resolutely.
or, you know what they say about the best laid plans
ilya’s first year in ottawa looks a little different than originally planned, maybe sort of because he ends up spending it recovering a broken leg in his boyfriend’s apartment, but probably mostly because he meets jackie pike
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13 Mar 2026
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all around you, all the time by peculiarblue
ilya breaks his leg and stays in monteral with shane
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Give up the game and let me in, my arms belong around you by Falafel_Waffel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Mar 2026
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“Troy wants to know if we want to go over to his and Harris’s place to watch the game tonight. I’ll tell him yes?” Shane asks.
Ilya shakes his head, “No, we have plans.”
“No, we don’t,” Shane corrects.
“Yes, we do. I’m going to remind you how important patience is, and why pressing my buttons in public may be fun, but does come back to haunt you.” He watches Shane shiver.
“Oh… So I’ll tell him no. What do you need from me?”
So helpful, so sweet. It’s a distraction, he’s disarming Ilya. “Prep yourself, then pick out what you want for dinner tonight. You’re going to keep me warm tonight.”After his husband tests the limits a few too many times, Ilya decides his husband needs a lesson in patience, and not always getting what he wants.
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09 Mar 2026
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Give up the game and let me in, my arms belong around you by Falafel_Waffel
cockwarming and denial while watching a hockey game...what more could a girl want
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David set the phone carefully on the coffee table and answered.
“Hey, Ilya. I’m with Shane and Yuna. You’re on speaker-”
“There are pills,” Ilya said. The words trembled. “I need big favor. I need you to come take them from me. Please."--------------------------------------
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the sum of its parts by FlameHazel18
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 May 2026
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A (slightly AU) series of socmed/group chat fics following Shane, Ilya, and the Centaurs from the Hollanov outing through Shane’s first season with Ottawa
These are technically all interconnected, and will include references to past events within this universe, but can absolutely be read as standalones
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22 Feb 2026
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the sum of its parts by FlameHazel18
Hollanov are recently out, social media/friends' reactions
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toska by cursedbythenarrative
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jul 2026
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Later, he’ll blame it all on a momentary lapse of judgement.
He’ll blame it on the loneliness maybe—on the fact that, despite never having been physically closer to Shane this consistently in his entire life—that despite regularly getting dinner with Shane’s parents—that despite finally having found what he’d spend his entire life searching for he’s also, somehow, never felt more alone.
He’ll blame it on Cliff not texting him back since he’d signed with Ottawa. He’ll blame it on Sveta, face pulled into a perpetual frown during every facetime call.
Or maybe he’ll blame it on Anya—sweet, beautiful Anya—who’d been just a little too cute not to share.
or: Ilya accidentally rehabilitates his image one puppy tiktok at a time
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Bad day(first of many) by Sweettree
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Feb 2026
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Shane has been trying to get better with his eating. After realizing his diet may not be a diet and that it also may not be the best for him. He’s been doing super well on letting go and letting people help him but today he just can’t seem to get his brain to cooperate with all the coping skills that he’s learned.