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    Hayden takes it too far at a dinner party and fractures Shane's perception of their friendship. Now Shane has to decide if his friendship is worth the pain!

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    04 Jul 2026

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    Cliff would probably remember if he was there when Ilya met a woman so earth-shattering that he would chase after her for nearly a decade. Probably. Cliff thinks he would probably notice something as life-altering as a meeting like that. Who on earth is this woman and how did they find each other? Did Cliff watch Ilya’s life change before his eyes and not even realize what was happening?

     

    In the fall of 2017, Cliff Marlow notices evidence of Jane all over Ilya’s apartment. He decides to investigate.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander, the captain of the Montreal Metros, has no place in this generic hotel in Philadelphia of all places. His team is in New York, and Hollander has fled the city under false pretenses and driven almost two hours in a rental car just to get fucked by his rival. There is no explanation he can give if he is spotted in the same hotel as the whole Boston tea.

    Ilya sees the panic in Hollander’s eyes. More clearly, though, he sees how Hollander is still in that place he goes to when they fuck.

    “I can’t go out,” Hollander whimpers and puts his hands over his ears. As if blocking the sound of the alarm will diffuse the situation.

    “You are not dying in fire,” Ilya snaps, the one true thing he knows, and throws a hoodie at him. “We figure it out. Come on.”

     

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    When a fire alarm interrupts Shane and Ilya’s meeting in a Philadelphian hotel, they need to evacuate. Under the scrutiny of his coach, teammates, and fans, can Ilya take care of Shane, who is suffering from a panic attack coupled with a sub drop? And later, when Ilya faces an injury, can Shane muster up the courage to stand by his side?

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov's life takes an unexpected turn when a deadly plane crash in 2021 takes his life, right after a fight with his long-time partner, Shane Hollander. Though instead of the afterlife, Ilya is sent back to December 2008, just before his NHL career began, on the very day that he first met Shane. He finds himself in a familiar world, with knowledge of both the future and knowledge of the man he loves and the friends he holds dear.

    As Ilya navigates this new reality, he rebuilds his relationship with Shane, who is still finding his path in both hockey and his identity as a gay man. With their rivalry blossoming into a different experience than the one Ilya experienced the first time around, the two face challenges around acceptance, family pressures, and the struggles of being openly gay and lovers in the sports world. Throughout their journey, Ilya contemplates his first life, cherishes the present, and strives to alter the course of their futures (and the futures of their friends) for the better.

    Or, Ilya Rozanov discovers first hand what the butterfly effect is, and how it can drastically alter the future.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    What if Cliff saw the video before Hayden? What if he got there first to warn them?

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    27 May 2026

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    A little part of Ilya has been prepared for Shane to end things between them from the moment they started. So you'd think this moment would hurt less?

    How, in the course of a single year, Ilya's worst fears are proven true, then completely false, and how Shane chooses Ilya over hockey in a big way.

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    25 May 2026

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    24 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a hockey legend known as "The Golden Alpha of Canada:" and Captain of the Montreal Voyagers. To the roaring crowds, he’s cocky, dominant, untouchable Alpha they want in a hockey star. Yet, behind every goal, Shane hides a secret that could destroy everything he's built up. He isn’t an Alpha at all. Born Omega in a world where Omegas are sidelined from traditional "Alpha" sports, Shane’s entire career is built on a lie: daily suppressants, fake scent, relentless self-control. The cost is soul-deep exhaustion and the constant fear that a single mistake will cost him not just his trophies, but his identity.

    Enter Ilya Rozanov, known as “The Dirty Russian” by fans and foes alike, a brutal, magnetic Alpha who’s battled his own demons to make it on the Voyager team. Growing up in the shadow of an abusive father who threw him into sports to "make me fucking rich", Ilya learned to survive by being harder, meaner, and utterly unbreakable. Hockey is his way out, but family obligations and old scars still chain him down..

    When a chance encounter lets Ilya see Shane for who he truly is, both men are forced to confront the walls they’ve built, around their histories, their bodies, and their hearts.

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    24 May 2026

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    Refusing to let Ilya ruin his career by signing with Ottawa, Shane chooses to really give their relationship a try and moves to Boston to live with Ilya and become a Raider. What follows is enough public scrutiny and backlash from his team that it has him questioning if he made the right decision. Until moments with Ilya and the Raiders show him exactly why he chose correctly.

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    Hayden’s eyes flickered to Shane as he sat on the bench, chewing on the edge of his mouth guard.

    “Don’t fucking look at him,” Ilya insisted as he bent down for the faceoff.

    “Excuse me?” Hayden mumbled, eyes darting back to him.

    “You heard me,” he retorted, his tone clipped. “He’s not your teammate anymore; he’s mine. If you think Marlow is a problem to your game, wait until you see what I will do to your team if you hurt anyone on mine again.”

    Hayden scoffed, dipping his head as he tried to focus on the game. Something about Ilya’s words still rang through his head though, sounding so definitive that he didn’t want to risk seeing what he was actually referring to when he said that.

    The puck dropped again, and Ilya stole it before he could comprehend how quickly it happened.

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    23 May 2026

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    In a universe where humans are divided into alpha, beta and omegas, Senju Tobirama was born an omega.

    The story starts with a crime, a crime that could destroy the Uchiha.

    The story is about a big brother, who loses almost everything and is more determined than ever to protect those he loves.

    The story is about a big brother, who needs to follow his own instincts and stop letting others dictate what's best for the clan, even if it means losing the love of his brother.

    The story tells about a demon, who never thought to become a mother.

    The story is about two clans that had been enemies for hundreds of years and will have to find out how to live in peace.

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    A fight between Senju and Uchiha reveals something unexpected that leads Uchiha Madara to question one of his own clan members. What he finds out changes the cause entirely and Madara is tired. If he wants his clan to survive then he needs to follow his own instincts and stop letting others dictate what's best for the clan.

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    Please mind the tags. If you don't like it, don't read it. Any further notes see at the beginning of the first chapter.

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    20 May 2026

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    20 May 2026

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    20 May 2026

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    The first time it happens, it's an accident. And really, even if he hadn't caught it, it wouldn't be his fault if someone decided to post it on the internet.
    But the more he thinks about it, a plan forms. If he can prove that Rozanov will leave when things get hard, or once Shane is no longer his dangerous and forbidden secret...
    It'll be like ripping of a bandaid for Shane, something he doesn't want to do, but needs to be done. So Hayden will do it for him, temporary pain, but necessary.
    Shane will thank him later.

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    19 May 2026

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    Duncan saves Baelor at the Trial of the Seven, and this triggers an obsession among the Targaryens for the knight.

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    19 May 2026

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    To say Arthur was having a terrible, horrible, no-good, very bad day was putting it lightly. It started out with the pixie in the pantry, which sounded like one of Gwaine’s inane drinking songs but was in actuality an unmitigated disaster of flour, chaos, flying apples, and wasted pastries…

    An unfortunate incident with a pixie leads to Arthur and Merlin swapping bodies for a day. When Merlin’s closely guarded secrets surface in the process, it’s up to Arthur to figure out how to proceed. Trust, love, protection, they’re all forms of the same thing, aren’t they? And what of secrets, burdens, and all the lies we keep to ourselves? This is a story about what would happen if we chose to pull off the veil and step, together, into the light.

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    16 May 2026

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    Instead of being raised on songs like Florian and Jonquil, Sansa Stark is raised on the story of her Aunt Lyanna. It prepares her for going south to wed a Baratheon prince and allows her to withstand everything that comes after.

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    16 May 2026

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    Fifteen-year-old Dennis Whitaker is sent away by his family to atone for an illness bringing turmoil to their farm. As a punishment from God, he is left alone, injured and unwilling to ask for help.

    Jack Abbot is an ER doctor with a soft spot for a certain blonde haired kid who won't say a word to him.

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    16 May 2026

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    It's raining Mandalorians?

    At least that's what goes through Feemor's head when he, rather unexpectedly, finds himself with an armful of mandalorian child during one of his routine patrols around the Temple entrance's perimeter.

    In which Feemor saves a mandalorian child's life rather on accident, but now he seems to have earned the unwavering interest (and loyalty?) of three curious little shadows. The other Temple Guards think it's adorable, Cin Drallig is concerned for their internal security and the adult Mandalorians are having... mixed feelings about this all, to say the least.

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    11 May 2026

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    one strike, down with pike.

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    11 May 2026

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    Scott Hunter came out after winning the cup, and Ilya joined Shane at the cottage. In the aftermath, Shane struggles with big feelings and clings to the only semblance of hope and a future he knows besides his boyfriend. Unexpected conversations and private moments save the days ahead. Or, I just needed more after Shane comes out to his parents and introduces Ilya.

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    20,686

    10 May 2026

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