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wild horses running through your hollow bones by azumarheart
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 May 2026
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โ๐๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ๐ฐ ๐ฃ๐ข๐ฃ๐บ ๐๐ญ๐บ๐ถ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ข! ๐โ๐ฎ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฃ๐ช๐จ ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ, ๐๐ญ๐ฆ๐น๐ฆ๐ช. ๐ ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ช๐ด๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฆ๐ค๐ต ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ, ๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ข๐บ?โ
๐๐ข๐ฎ๐ข ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ต๐ด ๐ข๐ต ๐๐ญ๐ฆ๐น๐ฆ๐ชโ๐ด ๐ฉ๐ข๐ช๐ณ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ง๐ต๐ญ๐บ, ๐ด๐ฏ๐ช๐ง๐ง๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ช๐ต, ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ต ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ค๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข ๐ด๐ฎ๐ช๐ญ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐๐ญ๐ฆ๐น๐ฆ๐ช ๐จ๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ๐ด ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ.
โ๐โ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ข๐บ, ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐บ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ญ๐บ๐ด๐ฉ. ๐โ๐ฎ ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฑ๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฃ๐ฐ๐บ๐ด ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ข๐ญ๐ธ๐ข๐บ๐ด ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐ฉ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ, ๐บ๐ฆ๐ด?โ
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A character study of Alexei Rozanov, from childhood to adulthood, to understand why he became the way he is. *This is not a redemption story.
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reading you like road signs by azumarheart
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Mar 2026
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๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฅ: โ๐ญ๐ข๐ป๐บโ. ๐๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ข ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฅ ๐๐ญ๐บ๐ข ๐ฐ๐ง๐ต๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ถ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ง-๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ค๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ญ๐บ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ธ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ๐ด ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ง, ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ง๐ข๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ช๐ป๐ฆ ๐ข๐จ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ๐ด๐ต ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ. ๐๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ง๐ข๐ช๐ณ ๐ช๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐๐ญ๐บ๐ข ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ง๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ช๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ญ๐ข๐ป๐บ, ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ค๐ช๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ ๐ช๐ง ๐ช๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ด๐ฏโ๐ต ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ค๐ฆ๐ด๐ด๐ข๐ณ๐ช๐ญ๐บ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ง๐ข๐ถ๐ญ๐ต ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ญ๐ข๐ค๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ต๐ช๐ท๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ โ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ฏ-๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ง๐ฆ๐ณ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฅโ ๐ต๐ข๐ด๐ฌ๐ด.
๐๐ข๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ถ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ฑ?
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When Shane realizes that Ilya might have ADHD, he comes up with a plan to help Ilya feel motivated to do certain non-preferred tasks, and deal with his executive dysfunction. What ensues is very silly: but ultimately, it's a grand declaration of love.
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my little versailles by azumarheart
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Feb 2026
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Ilya struggles with how to handle the grief of his mother, in the years after he moves to Ottawa and comes to terms with his inability to visit his mother's grave in Russia. Yuna Hollander steps in with idea to combine their cultural practices in order to give Ilya a healthier way to mourn.
๐๐ณ, ๐ข ๐ง๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ข๐ฎ๐ช๐ญ๐บ ๐ง๐ช๐ค ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐๐ข๐ท๐ช๐ฅ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ข ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ฑ ๐๐ญ๐บ๐ข ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ค๐ฆ๐ด๐ด๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐จ๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ง
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negative self talk by azumarheart
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jan 2026
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"๐๐ญ๐บ๐ข ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ต๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ถ๐ด๐ถ๐ข๐ญ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ข๐ต๐ฉ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฎ.
๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ต๐ถ๐ณ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ, ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต๐ช๐ค๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต ๐๐ญ๐บ๐ข ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ข๐ญ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐บ ๐ค๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ต๐ด ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ด๐ช๐ต๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ช๐ฅ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ฅ, ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ณ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ข๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ."
After Fabianโs show, and the subsequent sex that followed, Ilya acts distant before Shane falls asleep. Hereโs a look into what Ilya may have been thinking during the end of this scene from Chapter 5 of The Long Game.
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๐ผ๐ฏ๐ ๐๐๐๐ฃ, ๐๐จ ๐๐ฉ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ง๐ฃ๐จ ๐ค๐ช๐ฉ, ๐๐จ ๐๐จ ๐๐๐ ๐๐จ ๐ฅ๐๐ค๐ฅ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐จ๐๐ง๐๐๐, Sirius thought to himself as his limp body was dragged through its stone entryway.
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ค๐ข๐ข๐ค๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ค๐ฃ๐จ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ ๐ฉ๐๐๐ฃ ๐ฅ๐๐ค๐ฅ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐จ๐๐ง๐๐๐, he mused as he was chucked carelessly onto the damp floor of his new home.
๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ซ๐๐ง ๐๐จ๐๐๐ฅ๐, ๐โ๐ข ๐๐ค๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐ช๐จ๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐พ๐ง๐ช๐๐๐๐ฉ๐ช๐จ ๐ค๐ฃ ๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ง ๐ช๐ฃ๐ฉ๐๐ก ๐๐๐จ ๐จ๐๐ง๐๐๐ข๐จ ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐จ ๐๐๐ข๐๐ก๐๐๐ง ๐๐จ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐จ๐ค๐ช๐ฃ๐ ๐ค๐ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ค๐ฌ๐ฃ ๐๐ง๐๐๐ฉ๐๐๐ฃ๐.
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aka a quick exploration into Sirius's mindset as he is thrown into Azkaban and how he is able to cope
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A series of stories diving deeper into the characters of the Stranger Things characters.
Giving more depth to the characters and expanding on their past and futures!
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A series of stories from the aftermath of The Battle of Starcourt.
Basically the missing scenes we all wanted but didnโt get
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Two stories told from Jules' perspective, detailing her relationship with Rue, and the night they went to leave on the train.
In one, Jules gets off. A daydream. How we wanted the story to end.
In another, Jules doesn't. Reality. How the story did end.Jules vs Rue
Daydream vs RealityOne story from Rue. How she views the world, and how Jules fits into that.
Chaos and the calm.
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Ilya hadnโt known the video existed. If he had known, he would have paid someone to have it destroyed. Would have paid someone to murder Kuznetsov, maybe, just for redundancy's sake. But it was peak stupidity, to keep evidence of your homosexual perversion around in a country where that crime could get you sent to jail for several decades, and Ilya hadnโt thought that Kuznetsov would be that dumb.
Now here Ilya was, watching a video of his fourteen-year-old self on Twitter getting fucked by his former hockey coach.
So. There go the plans for the rest of his life.
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Or: in 2018, during Ilya's last year with the Raiders, an old video is leaked on Twitter. Ilya reacts, or overreacts. Shane does, too.
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- Part 21 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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Bookmarked by azumarheart
29 Apr 2026
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Two-Four-Eight-One-Oh-Eight (Ilya Hollander. Shane Rozanov.) by callmeautumn
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
06 Feb 2026
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โMaybeโmaybe Lily is sleeping,โ she says. Bargaining, she realizes numbly. Sheโs bargaining for more time. And for whatever is unfolding here to stop unfolding and in fact fold itself back up. Her thumb shifts away from the call button. โAnd you should be sleeping too, mister.โ
โHeโs not sleeping.โ Shane flares his nostrilsโanother gesture Yuna hasnโt seen in so many years. โHeโs waiting for me to call a third time. Mom. Please. Heโsโheโll be so worried.โ
Yuna shifts her thumb and lets it drop. Is Yuna a bad mother if she hopes "Lily" doesnโt pick up?
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or: Shane needs to call someone the night he's laid out by Marlow, and Yuna reflects on her quietly, obsessively devoted son.
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- Part 1 of sailing, sailing
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26 Apr 2026
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Day-to-Day (Upper Body) by ReedP0int
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Apr 2026
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The summer before his second season with the Centaurs, Shane Hollander is supposed to have his body and his life under control. Heโs married, training hard, doing everything right.
So the nausea, the bone-deep exhaustion, the aching chest and low back, the way his body feels wrong in all the old ways he thought heโd outrun?
He blames stress. He blames the season. He blames anything but himself.
Shane knows his body. He has spent years fighting for it.
But one rushed doctorโs visit turns into an ultrasound, and suddenly heโs thirty-plus weeks pregnant with a baby he didnโt plan, didnโt want, and doesnโt know how to make peace with.
Now he canโt outrun anything anymore.
Not the dysphoria. Not the fear of the league finding out.
Not the family heโs already carrying.---
hi i need more trans!shane hollander. and as a trans man who wants to get pregnant someday obviously i had to make shane pregnant. without him knowing though. sorry bb
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- Part 1 of Day-to-Day (Upper Body) Series
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26 Apr 2026
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ballad of the bisexual terminator by pressuretoparty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Apr 2026
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Partying and pining in New York, situationship-era flirting, and semi-ironic marriage pacts.
Just a day in the life of Ilya Rozanov.
Bookmarked by azumarheart
21 Apr 2026
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Hi Mr. Hayden,
Weโre pretty sure youโve never noticed, so you might find this funny. Over the years, a few of us have been piecing together the Rozanov-Hollander saga from your fanmails.
In mine, Ilya Rozanov was chatting in Russian in the background saying some very colorful things about someone's something.
For a second, I actually wondered if he was your secret lover. But at this point, arenโt we all just second-guessing?
or: Hayden Pike finally realizes he never actually double-checked any of his videos
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- Part 1 of felt cute, might delete
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Bookmarked by azumarheart
14 Apr 2026