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Maybe I'm all messed up, Maybe I'm all messed up in you by behold_me, starrypawz
Fandoms: The Magnus Archives (Podcast)
20 Dec 2025
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Camden 2003, Gerard Keay crosses paths with Nemo Ainsley, Avatar of the Lonely, shenanigans ensue: Smut Edition
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the hazards of friendship by behold_me for Sebena
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
10 Nov 2025
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Yelena Belova is the strongest person Bob knows - emotionally, at least. She’s a bright spot on even the hardest days, on the worst missions, in the middle of the most harrowing things Bob's brain can throw at him.
Bob realizes early on that this means that most people forget to care for her. He decides to pracice looking after her, if she'll let him.
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In which Bob learns to paint nails, Yelena gets a cold, and the Thunderbolts* have a Halloween party whether they like it or not. -
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Like many tales, it starts like this:
Dream falls in lust with an older man across the pub.Like others, it almost ends like this:
Hob stumbles in to give his first lecture of the semester, shocked to find the man he's already half in love with in the back row.Series
- Part 1 of between the shadow and the soul
- Part 8 of dreamling bingo 2023
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Dream of the Endless creates a new nightmare. He takes the Corinthian to bed to ensure he's fit for purpose.
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Dream doesn’t even last a single day in Hob’s flat without him before he goes snooping.
In his defence, there aren’t many places in the flat Hob hasn’t actively encouraged him to root around in at some point. There had been a weekend where Hob had happily shown Dream every single photo they could find in the house, some of which had left Dream in fits of giggles, some of which had made Dream want to climb him like a tree, a few of which had left Hob with sweet, crystalline tears running down his cheeks for Dream to kiss away.
So, it’s not exactly like Hob’s flat is a den of secrets.
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Hob goes away for a few days. Dream misses him.
They have phone sex about it.Series
- Part 3 of between the shadow and the soul
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You should've raised a baby girl, I should've been a better son by behold_me, starrypawz
Fandom: The Magnus Archives (Podcast)
20 Dec 2025
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Various fics about Gerry Keay, welcome to the chaos
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the honk zone by BeatnikFreak, behold_me, chaosheadspace, CourfeyracFredMariusCratchit, notallsandmen (notallmaenads), Quilling, tharkuun, The_KickIt_Domain, Wildshadows
Fandom: The Sandman (Comics), The Sandman (TV 2022)
04 Mar 2024
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Everything Beautiful and Different by NyxEtoile, OlivesAwl
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
09 Dec 2025
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Yelena turned out the light, and in the darkness Bob said, “You can still use me to warm your toes.”
"You sure?" she asked, sounding a little skeptical.
“Yes. For all I know it’s an integral part to either of us sleeping. Like a sensory thing.”
"That's a good point. We shouldn't disrupt the routine." Her toes wedged themselves between his calves. There was in fact something grounding about the difference in temperature, reminding him where he was even though it was black in the room.
Maybe it was bad that this woman had become a touchstone of safety for him. But also he had so little, it was foolish not to take what was given.
They were facing each other on their sides. “Just so you know, nothing you needed from me would ever be a burden.”
"Same to you. Just so you know.”
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- Part 2 of All Along the Watchtower
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06 Dec 2025
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cedar and smoke by neonheartbeat
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types, Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
10 Jun 2021
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Professor Rey Nieman is working very hard on her second year teaching Muggle Studies at Hogwarts: after all, it's a brand new required class in this modern day and age, and she's fresh out of grad school. As a Muggle-born, she brings a valuable viewpoint to the curriculum.
However, not every professor is as welcoming as most of her peers, and as the year progresses, Rey begins to uncover dark secrets lurking in the very walls of Hogwarts.
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30 Nov 2025
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Upon finding herself thrown back in time to 1987, Hermione decides to befriend a young Potions Master. He has other ideas.
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- Part 1 of Twelve Pomegranate Seeds
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30 Nov 2025
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we could plant a house, we could build a tree by Like_A_Dove
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015), Star Wars - All Media Types
19 Dec 2018
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Ben takes a deep breath. “It’s—it’s a project. Conceptual art. You wouldn’t get it.”
Rey presses her lips together to keep from laughing. She plans her next words quickly and carefully, determining what will get her the best reaction. “Really? Looks like you ruined a bedsheet to me.”
His reaction does not disappoint. “Get out.”
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Seven-year-old Rey decides it's her duty to annoy the crap out of Ben Solo every single day she's alive.
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- Part 1 of we could plant a house
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30 Nov 2025
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Yelena has Alexei for a father, Bucky for a mentor, Ava and Walker for teammates, and Bob for—whatever she needs Bob for.
// Bob having such low self-esteem he manages to pine for Yelena while in a relationship with her, the fic.
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- Part 1 of And boblena
Bookmarked by behold_me
10 Oct 2025