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  1. Public Bookmark 89

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    “The Centaurs’ plane had to make an emergency landing.” Yuna said, her voice the same kind of gentle she reserved for bad news. “There was a fire. I haven’t gotten a hold of Ilya yet, but from what I do know, it sounds like everyone will be ok.”

    “Holy shit.” Shane leaned forward, covering his face. “Holy shit.” He breathed. His whole body was numb with panic now.
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    AU where the emergency landing was worse than the book.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Ilya doesn’t even realize when Arthur slips from his thoughts. There’s no sharp turn, no clear moment where the article stops being about a little boy who loves reptiles and starts being about the man lying beside him in bed. It just… happens. The way his mind always seems to find Shane eventually, like water finding its lowest point.

    a character study on shane’s undiagnosed autism

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    16 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 54

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    The Cens have to learn and get used to the pretty neurotic badass that is Shane Hollander. A series of time the Centaurs had to learn how to interact with their newest teammate and deal with his protective husband.

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    16 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 75

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    Hayden had been expecting this call for months.

    He had known somewhere deep within himself that it was coming, ever since the Centaurs' plane crashed and his best friend lost the love of his life – even if Hayden had never cared that much for the man himself.

    Watching Shane receive the news from J.J.'s careless mouth, watching him bend over at the waist like someone had scraped out his inner organs–

    Yeah, Hayden knew.

    He was weirdly proud of Shane for holding out this long.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    When Lindsay, the team operations manager, had pulled them into a meeting to discuss the rooming arrangements for the season, he’d been expecting Shane to get flustered, and turn bright red, and stammer out something like we wouldn’t want to make anyone on the team uncomfortable. Ilya, in fact, had just opened his mouth to say as much to her, but Shane beat him to the punch.

    “If it can be arranged and doesn’t throw off anything, that’d be great,” Shane said.

    Ilya gaped at him. “You want to room together?”

    Shane just looked baffled. “What do you mean? We’re married. Of course we’re rooming together.”

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    Or: Shane says he wants to room with Ilya on the road. He tells the team he wants to room with Ilya on the road. He tells Ilya he wants to room together on the road. But Tanner Dillion is an idiot, and now Ilya can't stop thinking what if Shane gets sick of me?

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    15 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 61

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    14 Mar 2026

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    after the plane incident and realizing just how fragile life can be, shane and ilya come out to their teams, with varying levels of success.

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    He tries to sit and do a puzzle David had given him for Christmas, but he’s too anxious and agitated to do much more than just the perimeter in the end. Then he tries to eat some lunch, but he doesn’t have much of an appetite, so most of it ends up in the garbage. His stomach is in knots thinking about Shane.

    And then, around two hours after Shane’s last texts, he gets a text from Jackie Pike.

    Jackie: Hey, Ilya! Have you heard from Shane? He’s ignoring Hayden’s calls, and we’re a bit worried.

    Ilya’s brow furrows. Shane’s supposed to be practicing with his shitty team, why is Pike trying to call him? A pit of dread opens up in his stomach at the implications.

    Ilya: I haven’t heard from him since he arrived in Montreal

    Ilya: Did something happen, Jackie?

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    14 Mar 2026

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    “Can’t hang out tonight, Hayd. I have plans.”

    “Bullshit,” Hayden responds. “You never have plans.”

    Objectively, this used to be true. Nowadays Shane has many, many plans, between his nightly plans to look at Ilya’s penis through Skype and his various long-term plans laid out helpfully in his notebook, Canva (For Ilya’s sake. He is a visual learner), and more recently, Excel. Shane loves that excel sheet. He’s colour coded it.

     

    In 2017, Shane Hollander spirals and proposes to his boyfriend of 4 days (or 7 years, or 9 years, or not his boyfriend at all, depending on how you look at it), which leads to a lot of plans, weird theories in the Montreal Voyageur locker room, some Twitter drama, and Ilya Rozanov entering his WAG era.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    Bood: Good morning team! Is everyone alive?
    Dykstra: define alive

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    A look into the Ottawa Centaur's team chat the day after winning the MLH cup.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    Ilya knew his husband was beautiful, ethereal, a mystic being who probably appeared once in a century to tempt weak mortal men like him. People may call him whipped or lovesick, and they would be right, but it wasn't without reason; after all, it's not paranoia if they're really out to get you.

    And Ilya never backed down from a fight, even if the fight involved half of the internet.

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    13 Mar 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 30

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    Maybe he should have actually said something, like all the others did. Unfortunately Ilya is a little too much like Icarus, and Shane is his sun.

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    13 Mar 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 61

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    Ilya goes to the hospital to visit Shane, but instead of catching him while he's alone, his parents are at his bedside. Shane, in his loopy state, says a bit too much about their relationship, leaving Ilya alone in dealing with the aftermath until Shane sobers up.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    Denny Terry and his three fellow rookie teammates are invited to Bood's house for an unofficial but mandatory "orientation meeting."
    No coaching staff, no Captain Rozanov, and no Shane Hollander.

    Why does Troy Barrett have a white board?

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    13 Mar 2026

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    After a year and a half of playing with Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov, the Centaurs could agree on one thing about the couple: everyone still knew almost nothing about their relationship.

    The conclusion was very clear: if they wanted answers, it was time to send in the SAPs.

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    5 times the Centaurs send their partners on an investigation for the truth about Shane and Ilya's relationship, and one time the team gets the answers for themselves. And then they freak out about it in the group chat.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander had lived in Hell for 60 months.

    After being a living bloodbag for 5 years, human Shane Hollander is bought by Vampire Ilya Rozonov.

    Rozanov didn’t want to own anyone, but when he saw the teary-eyed human, he knew he needed to save him.

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    11 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander, Ottawa Centaur, is struggling to settle into his new team. He also has more support than he knows.

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    Five times the Centaurs noticed something was off and one time they did something about it.
    (A companion piece to UNDER REVIEW)

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    10 Mar 2026

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    A Wyatt Hayes POV of Shane’s first year with the Ottawa Centaurs feat. the Centaurs realizing the rivalry is still real, Shane’s no PDA rule, workplace ‘professionalism’, an unreasonable amount of Tim Horton’s discussion, and Montreal getting their ass kicked as they deserve.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    Tweet by @OttawaCentaursOfficial
    March 1, 2022

    You asked, we…did something slightly different. Tune into our Instagram starting next week for Centaurs on Centaurs, a brand new series of short episodes where you’ll get to see your favorite hockey players interview each other!

    Or, the Ottawa Centaurs' version of Actors on Actors.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    "You know how I live in Montreal and work a lot of Voyageurs home games, right? I’ve been seeing some weird shit with Hollander and Rozanov and I had to come tell you.”

    Red raised his eyebrows. “Weird like how? Rozanov’s got a mouth on him, gets into it with a lot of guys. I gotta tell him to cool it all the time.”

    “Not weird like chirping, not with Hollander. Weird like flirting.”

     

    Or, Shane and Ilya believe that they have done a good job keeping their relationship a secret. They forgot about some key people: a group of perceptive, extremely foulmouthed, and surprisingly wholesome MLH linesmen who have witnessed their flirtatious faceoff interactions.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    ✨Secret✨ Support Group

    January 22 2017

    Hayden Pike has added JJ Boiziau to the chat

    Cliff
    welcome to the group chat, grab a case of beer, lol

    JJ
    I refuse to be in a group chat with a Boston player 😡

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    Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander are many things - generational hockey talents, captains of their respective teams, hopelessly in love... One thing they are not is subtle.

    When their friends and associates start to catch on, they have to turn to each other for support, lest Hollander and Rozanov discover that their secret is the worst kept in the league.

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    08 Mar 2026

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