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Jeremy slips both hands under the legs of Kevin’s underwear. He massages the junction between Kevin’s thighs and pelvis, thumbs rubbing the base of his cock. “Mhmm. Look in the mirror and tell me you have pretty eyes.”
“But—you didn’t say—“
“You’re right. Jean says you have long eyelashes, and he says you have a pretty green color, and he’s obviously right but you don’t believe him. Say it like you mean it, and even if you don’t, you’re going to look me in the face and act like you do. Maybe if I force you to do that enough times, you’ll start to understand,” Jeremy explains. Kevin looks completely mortified, blushing so hard it burns against Jeremy’s temple. The back of his neck glows pink, chest rising and dropping fast with his breaths.
They look at each other in the reflection, Jeremy giving an expectant brow raise.
“You’re mean,” Kevin says.
“I know.”
Kevin sighs.
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AKA: Jeremy notices Kevin treating himself like he’s expendable in their relationship, so he forces Kevin to acknowledge his own worth. And he makes Kevin wear Jean’s jersey. Just for fun.
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11 Jun 2026
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Seems that things have turned around by telonulea for poetic_ivy
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
20 Feb 2026
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After returning from rehab, Kevin thinks that things are bound to turn around for him. He's sober, he's in therapy, but more than that, he's determined to win the championships to prove just how much better he's faring. Things get complicated when Jean gets traded to his team and old wounds begin to bleed anew.
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11 Jun 2026
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Kevin learned long ago that love and pain go hand in hand. So when his relationship with Daniel turns controlling, cruel and eventually violent, Kevin convinces himself he deserves it. He hides the bruises, withdraws from his teammates and slowly makes himself smaller trying to become easier to love. But when Jean Moreau transfers to New York, he recognizes the signs almost immediately: the fear, the flinching, the exhaustion. Jean has seen Kevin survive monsters before and he refuses to watch Kevin lose himself to another.
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10 Jun 2026
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It’s Kevin’s senior year at PSU, and things are…okay. But that changes when a single question from a nosy reporter sends his life spiraling. The descent is slow and maddening – memories and trauma from his past weave together to form the image of the man that stands there today. As Kevin begins to look around him with a new and critical eye, though, he’s no longer sure that man is who he wants to be.
So the question is - when faced with the truth, is it a case of Kevin finally getting what he deserves? Or is it about time to prove a lot of people (including himself) wrong?
Aka the fic that’s all about Kevin Day.
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- Part 1 of A Falling Star
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- English
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- 101,589
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01 Jun 2026
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Two hands by Stardustwrites17
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 May 2026
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For the rest of his life, Ilya wouldn’t remember what had happened after he had found his mother in that bed.
For the rest of his life, Alexei would remember it all too clearly.Bookmarked by chemonya
31 May 2026
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Is okay if you have sex with other men... by OliviaCastleWrites
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
17 May 2026
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Shane Hollander thought he understood the rules and boundaries of their relationship, until Ilya says something so unexpected, it knocks the entire framework off balance.
Or: Shane makes sure Ilya never gets another stupid idea like that again.
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29 May 2026
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re: hi by fleezerweezer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Apr 2026
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At eleven years old Ilya Rozanov's class is given an assignment:
They will be randomly paired with a student at another school in Canada via email. In order to get full credit on the assignment, they must send at least five emails back and forth and gather enough information to write their project.
After seven years, Ilya is pretty sure he's done enough for 100%
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Shane and Ilya sending emails throughout the years. What happens when they meet?
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- Part 1 of re: hi
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28 May 2026
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False Colors by sxfthope
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 May 2026
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Moving to the Ottawa Centaurs was supposed to fix everything. Ilya finally had his own space, a spot in the same province as Shane, and a standing invitation to watch away games on the Hollanders' couch. It’s warm, loud, and exactly where he wants to be.
Until a basket of apples and a home-cooked meal threaten to expose the one secret he’s guarded since his youth hockey days in Moscow.
Because Ilya Rozanov can read a defense perfectly, but he can't see the color red. And the Hollanders are starting to notice.
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27 May 2026
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if you get to know me at all, will you run? by 87srivalry
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
25 May 2026
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He knew that stuff because he loved him. And Shane knew the same because he loved him back.
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the one where ilya lets shane help
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- Part 1 of hot boys have stomach issues
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25 May 2026
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“Did you have his poster too?” Ilya asked, leaning against the couch lazily, his legs thrown over Shane’s lap and Shane’s hand warm on his ankle, just under the cuff of his sweats. Other people were around and he could touch Shane; he could probably kiss him and really only risk minimal chirping.
“I- yeah- no- I- what?” Luca’s voice squeaked and he looked like his mind might break, like the gears were jamming.
“Be nice.” Shane said, swatting at Ilya and laughing. Ilya wondered if it would be dramatic to say he’d suffer a hundred plane crashes for this.
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Back in Ottawa with Shane, Ilya learns to ask for what he needs.Series
- Part 2 of Through Fire
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24 May 2026
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Shane Sleep Aid Hollander by Dandelion_After_Dark
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 May 2026
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Ilya Rozanov hasn’t slept more than four broken hours a night in over a decade and still managed to win a Stanley Cup through sheer willpower and spite.
After one night in Shane Hollander’s bed, Ilya wakes up rested for the first time in years and realizes the rest of the league should be very, very worried.
Or morning after their first night at the cottage and Ilya sleeps through the night
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- Part 5 of Hollanov Headcanons
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24 May 2026
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Kickstart My Heart by SmolderingFlame
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
18 Apr 2024
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Bucky Barnes is an Omega police officer who is trying to earn some respect in a workplace he isn't welcomed in. When an undercover assignment is offered to him, he gladly accepts, though, he doesn't realize all he is getting into. Nothing was simple or safe when it came to becoming notorious mafia don, Steve Rogers, mistress.
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- Part 10 of Dark(ish) Steve Rogers
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- English
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- 65,793
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- 18/18
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14 May 2026
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Stars, Hide Your Fires by YellowDistress
Fandoms: Iron Man (Movies), Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
26 Aug 2018
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Starks didn't create beautiful things.
They created weapons that destroyed beautiful things. That was the way it had always been.But when the four-year-old's wide eyes blinked at him, Tony was struck with the sudden realization that maybe that had been a lie.
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- Part 1 of What We Are
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- English
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- 43,426
- Chapters:
- 8/8
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12 May 2026
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Kid by thanksfrank
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
12 Apr 2025
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“Dude, he’s gonna notice,” Ned whispers from somewhere in the dark.
“For the hundredth time, he won’t. Quit fucking distracting me.”
“Like we didn’t even think about the cameras—”
The safe pops unlocked without a squeak of complaint. Peter shifts on his elbows to crawl back and let it swing open. He huffs a relieved laugh under his breath. “See, he trusts me too much.”
“God knows you haven’t given him any reason to,” Ned grumbles.*
Or, Peter resorts to desperate measures to fulfil his spiralling addiction to heroin.
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09 May 2026
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the long game by niniblack
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
12 Jun 2023
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“Your prints were a match for a missing persons case from ten years ago. A little boy who was kidnapped.”
The officer pulls out a picture that she turns toward Peter. It’s a little boy around four years old, with curly brown hair. “That’s you,” she says.
Peter shakes his head.
“Do you remember how you got to that park? Who left you there?”
“Lady, I don’t remember jack shit,” Peter says. “I was like four. No one remembers shit from when they were four.”
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Or: the biodad au where Peter gets arrested for selling drugs, and that actually improves his life.
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08 May 2026
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All I've Waited For (Where You Belonged) by JAWorley
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Iron Man (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
07 Aug 2023
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Peter Parker knows that Tony Stark is his father. He knows and hates him for it. With nowhere left to go, Peter goes to Stark Tower to inform Mr. Stark that he’s Peter’s father but is thrown out of the tower by security without seeing Tony. Peter Parker needs help. Who is this kid that showed up at the tower? Tony needs answers. What does he know about raising a kid? How the hell is he supposed to help a son he just discovered he had sort through trauma when Tony’s been stuffing his own stress and trauma down for years? Tony knows one thing for certain: he doesn’t want Peter to grow up to be like him… to stuff all of the crap he’s been through down and end up pushing everyone around him away. Well shit… that means Tony will have to lead by example.
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Peter has been through a lot. He’s been through the kind of things that change a person. He’s bitter and sarcastic. Peter has to find his way back to who he once was with the help of a man he’s known about his entire life, but has never known.Series
- Part 1 of All I've Waited For (Where You Belonged)
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04 May 2026
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John never thought of himself as talented.
Growing up in rural Georgia, there wasn't much around but the school and the Chevron gas station up a few miles from his house that he would park his dad's old two-seater truck at and squint at who was working the counter through the window before heading inside. His buddy, Shawn, wouldn't ID him for the Kodiak dip if he paid in cash and let the guy take a few dollars off the top.
His high school wasn't anything special either. Mostly outdoor and the majority of funding going towards the football field— not that he ever cared as he was the captain of the football team anyways. He was always fascinated during the shows the band did halfway through the games. The loud instruments, the formations, the flying flags, even the uniforms had him curious.
John's father told him once that he would rather have a pathetic football player son than a faggot trumpet player one. He never brought up joining the school's band again.or,
John Walker is secretly musically talented and gets exposed, has a panic attack, and kisses menBookmarked by chemonya
29 Apr 2026
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Faint Now Or Forever Hold Your Peace by Marvelous_Writer
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Iron Man (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel
04 Oct 2022
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In which Peter tries to hide a stab wound from everyone on the day of May and Happy’s wedding… only it doesn’t go as he hoped it would.
Whumptober Day 4: Hidden Injury, Waking Up Disoriented, and Can’t Pass Out
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- Part 4 of Whumptober 2022
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- 16,517
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- 1/1
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27 Apr 2026
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Take it easy on me by scarletseeker113
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Jan 2026
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After bottoming for the first time, Ilya feels a little clingy.
“Did you feel like this afterwards every time? Open and vulnerable, and wishing I would hold you tighter?”
“Mostly I wished you would hold me at all,” Shane whispers.
“Moya lyubov, I’m sorry.”Series
- Part 2 of Fuck him right up the ass
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24 Apr 2026
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the heart is hard to translate by catknives
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Jan 2026
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Shane is twelve when he realizes he can understand Russian.
Or, in a world where you can understand whatever language(s) your soulmate speaks, it takes Shane and Ilya an embarrassing amount of time to realize they’re soulmates.
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- Part 1 of all this and heaven too
- Language:
- English
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- 20,867
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- 3/3
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Bookmarked by chemonya
23 Apr 2026