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I Dreamed a Little Dream (of You) by Reiven
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jun 2026
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(Post-tuna melt) After his talk with Rose, Shane's only goal is to confess his true feelings to Ilya in an effort to win him back. But before he gets the chance to, his heart stops on the ice after a bad hit during a game.
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“I love you,” he said into the stillness. “I love you so much and I don’t know what to do with that.” He said the last part in Russian because he couldn’t find the words to express it in English, not that it even made a difference. Shane would never hear it. Ilya would never tell him.
At the end of the day, Shane wasn’t his to lose.
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08 Jun 2026
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Convince Me Either Way by isto4u
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
04 Jun 2026
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Hollander huffed and then, slowly, looked into Ilya’s eyes. “What if… what if we didn’t do it all the way?”
“Yeah?” Ilya breathed. “Like?”
“What if it’s just the tip.”
Ilya’s jaw literally dropped. “Who the fuck taught you that?”
Hollander shrugged, then his eyes locked onto Ilya. “Yes or no.”
Fuck it.
Or: episode 4 fuck-montage meets Just The Tip meets down-bad but doesn’t know it Ilya Rozanov meets barebacking
OR: Ilya “just the tip” Rozanov and Shane “just fucking come in me” Hollander
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- Part 2 of Heated Rivalry Episode Inspired
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- 5,057
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04 Jun 2026
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You forgive, you forget, but you never let it go! by Nbeng
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
17 May 2026
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Troy Barrett really wants to be friends with Shane Hollander. Ilya really wants Troy and Shane to be friends. But when they push Shane too far old hurts resurface and Troy is forced to confront the past pain he has caused.
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02 Jun 2026
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What if Shane doesn't go back to his room after the infamous Vegas penthouse suite night? What if he finds himself at the bar with other hockey players and what if Ilya gets a call from Marly telling him this.
What if they both realize how much they've been hurting each other? What if they actually talk?
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“Rozy!” Cliff shouted through the phone and Ilya winced. “Where did you go? You have to get back down here.”
Ilya sighed, rolling his eyes. “I have flight in the morning, Marly. I know what you look like drunk. I do not need to come see.”
“Come on, Roz,” Cliff almost whined. “Even Hollander is down here holding up the bar or maybe it’s holding him up. Kinda hard to tell at this point. Gonna let him be the life of the party when you won the fucking award?”
The fog in Ilya’s brain shifted and scattered at the name.
Ilya’s stomach sank.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.“How many has he had?” Ilya asked, pushing himself up from the bed, glancing around the room until he saw his dress pants and shirt still on the floor by the end of the bed.
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- 2/2
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02 Jun 2026
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Need to (why do I seem to?) by KorgInc
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 May 2026
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Shane looked at Ilya in a funny sort of way, eyes flicking about his face. Thinking. Ilya knew this expression well.
“Tell me,” he encouraged softly. Shane looked at him for a bit longer, weighing something unknown in his mind. Then he spoke.
“You know, I miscarried once.”
OR: A false alarm at the Pike household leads Shane to confess an old secret to Ilya. Cue the tailspin.
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02 Jun 2026
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Talk a Big Game by isto4u
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
28 Apr 2026
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Shane rides Ilya. Ilya comes first. Shane does not stop because he was promised a hands-free orgasm. Ilya lies there and takes it like a fucking champion.
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- Part 5 of Kinky Hollanov Fics for Perverts
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28 May 2026
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The Hollander Trials by Jacksoncourt
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
08 Jun 2026
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“What will the team do? Without Ilya and me?”
“Apologies, Shane, I must not have been clear enough…”
Wiebe’s throat was suddenly dry. This is going to crush him.
“Only you are under investigation. Only you are being benched.”
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Following Shane Hollander’s first game as a Centaur, Crowell launches a formal investigation into Shane, his relationship with Ilya and his former captaincy in Montreal, placing him on indefinite suspension pending a hearing. What follows is angst, frustration, and a much-deserved Shane Hollander crash-out.
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25 May 2026
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Crisp Trepidation by kriskringle222
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 May 2026
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ShaneHollanderHockeyPlayer, 9:13pm: I choose you. Over hockey. Over everything. It’s always been you. I’m sorry we didn’t have more time together. I’m sorry I was so scared. Whatever happens, please try to be okay. For me. Tell my parents I love them. That I hope I made them proud.
Я люблю тебя больше всего на свете, Илья. Я выбираю тебя.OR
The Voyageur's plane goes down. Ilya and Shane are left to deal with the repercussions.
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25 May 2026
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Ilya makes comments about Shane talking too much.
Shane takes him seriously and attempts to stop talking.
It doesn’t go well.
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20 May 2026
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They were only supposed to be hooking up. That’s what it was supposed to be. They were never supposed to become anything real.
Falling in love with Shane Hollander had never been part of the plan.
So he ends it.
Months later, during a heated game, one explosive check from Ilya sends Shane crashing to the ice and fighting for his life. As Shane lies on the edge of survival, Ilya is swallowed by guilt, terror, and the crushing realization that he walked away from the one person he can’t imagine losing, and that he might be too late to make it right.
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17 May 2026
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I Should Have Told You Everything by bambi_coco
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
01 May 2026
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Shane and Ilya have spent years perfecting silence.
No shared rooms on game days. No lingering touches. No words that mean too much. Just stolen moments and careful distance, built around a rivalry the world believes in.
It works. Until it doesn’t.
When a hit on the ice turns catastrophic, everything they kept hidden is dragged into the open in the worst way possible.
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17 May 2026
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cardiac tamponade by asthestarsforetold
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Apr 2026
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Cardiac tamponade: pressure on that heart that prevents it from filling and beating adequately.
Shane thought he knew two things: his move to Ottawa would cause chaos, and that the Ottawa Centaurs were nice.
As it turned out, he only knew one of those things.
(Or: the Cens are still a team of professional hockey players. They're going to fuck up.)
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17 May 2026
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Have the Night (But Leave the Day) by poading
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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They’re alone at the bar now. No one is watching. He could press a finger to Hollander’s lips, wait for Hollander to open for him. He could slide the pad of his thumb across Hollander’s tongue, tip his chin up, and pour the liquid into his mouth. He could watch the bob of Hollander’s throat as he swallows it down.
Ilya takes a drag from his cigarette instead.
“What?” Ilya asks as Hollander stares him down, not unlike an enraged bull. “You are going to tell me not to smoke? Is Vegas, Hollander. No one cares.”
“Neither do I,” Hollander mutters, turning away toward the bar. “Are you going to give my drink back?”
Ilya glances down at the shot glass in his hand and shrugs. “No. Is mine now.” He throws the shot back, suppressing a wince at the taste of subpar hotel bar vodka. When he looks up again, Hollander is already walking away from him into the sea of brightly colored slot machines.
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After hooking up at the MLH awards, Shane doesn't go back to his room. He goes to a party. Ilya can't help but follow him to the casino where he realizes something is wrong with Shane.
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16 May 2026
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all these people think love’s for show, but I would die for you by 221BSunsetTowers
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Jun 2026
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If Ilya is dead, Alexei figures he’ll still stand to inherit all his brother’s money. But he doesn’t count on Shane jumping in front of the bullet.
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- English
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16 May 2026
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Shane doesn’t respond right away, he just looks at him for a moment longer, before he nods back, mouth curving into a faint smile. A sad smile that Ilya didn’t expect.
He breaks the eye contract, turning his face to the side as he starts blinking hard, like he’s trying to force something back.
And oh.
Ilya’s chest constricts sharply when he realises what the other’s doing.
Shane is doing it again. Hiding his feelings before they can spill over. Stopping himself from crying. It’s an odd habit Ilya has noticed from the very beginning, the fact that Shane never truly lets his tears fall. Doesn’t matter how heavy the shine around his eyes becomes, they’re always swallowed back inside.
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Wherein Ilya comforts Shane after stupidly proposing the idea to marry Svetlana for a citizenship.
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13 May 2026
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Friendship In Retrospect by HH_Arrow
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Jan 2026
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Cliff Marleau gets assigned to keep the new Russian rookie out of trouble. Fifteen years later, he gives a speech at Ilya's wedding.
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- Part 1 of A Formal Study of the Heart
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- English
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12 May 2026
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“We cannot keep doing this, Hollander. I am getting bored.”
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Shane never gets hurt on the ice, so Ilya goes through with his plan to break things off with Shane. Shane tries to chase Ilya and ends up crashing. Hurt and alone, Shane must face the possibility of his life ending without the chance to fix things with Ilya.Bookmarked by jayjayiscool
10 May 2026
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limelight by anyabarnes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Mar 2026
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“Mr. Hollander.” Ilya swallows. “Is a pleasure to meet you, sir.” Pleasure is an understatement, but he can’t parse through English definitions fast enough to find a better word.
“Congratulations.” Mr. Hollander holds up his glass and nods towards Ilya. “No one deserves it more than you, kid. Your work ethic…” Mr. Hollander shakes his head, eyebrows raised, and lets out a low whistle. “You’re hungry. It’s impressive.”Ilya Rozanov is the best damn rookie the NHL has ever seen. Shane Hollander, captain of the Metros and three-time Stanley Cup winner with over 700 career goals (not that Ilya is counting, thank you very much), just wants to help him celebrate.
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- Part 1 of ilya rozanov, top-dog
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- English
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- 8,492
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- 1/1
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09 May 2026
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When injured former hockey player Shane Hollander agrees to tutor campus hockey golden boy Ilya Rozanov, he expects ego, missed assignments, and mild annoyance.
He doesn’t expect hand-holding on empty ice.
He doesn’t expect protective texts and post-game smiles meant only for him.
He definitely doesn’t expect his abusive ex to resurface — watching, threatening, refusing to let go.As fear bleeds into something far more dangerous, Ilya makes one thing clear: Shane is done surviving alone.
or: Ilya helps Shane leave his past abusive relationship, and bad things happen.
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06 May 2026
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Shane sends him a text that says 'thinking about your cock' with a picture of his rippling abs, and even though Ilya really appreciates the abs, all he can think about is the faint bruise blooming on Shane's ribs, and whether it hurts him very badly, and whether there's anything Ilya could do to make it hurt less, if he were there. He wants to be there, he realizes. He wants to be there for the rest of his life.
He has to duck out of the team weight room so he can cough up a fistful of petals.
So.
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Or: Ilya gets Hanahaki disease.
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- Part 6 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
- Language:
- English
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- 10,703
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04 May 2026