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Today is Dazai’s birthday.
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- Part 3 of Dazai Osamu Angst
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Dazai just went to have a drink. That’s all it was, but now he finds himself back there again.
OR: Dazai is taken advantage of when drunk and calls Kunikida. Kunikida does his best.
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- Part 2 of Dazai Osamu Angst
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repentance by skduar
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
16 Jan 2024
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Despite him apparently not having done anything wrong, Izuku can’t help but feel like he’d defiled himself. He felt as if he’d let himself down by letting someone violate him the way he had been, and it felt inexcusable.
OR: Izuku was raped and he is terrible with dealing with it. Fortunately for him, he has support systems.
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- Part 12 of Izuku Midoriya Angst
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Connor doesn’t know why the male traci caught his attention so distinctly. He knew he had to tear his eyes away, to continue the investigation, but suddenly it was as if he were entranced.
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OR: Androids aren’t supposed to be attracted to anything at all. And yet, Connor is, but– but he isn’t supposed to be. (He isn't allowed to be).
(A coming to terms with your sexuality story, instead told with androids).
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- Part 3 of inner child
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“Are you sure it was consensual?” Ned had said. He looked at him with a disturbed expression, one of which he had never seen on his face before. It was contorted in a mockery of Peter’s own inner turmoil, and Peter hated it. It perturbed him. It made his heart stop. Made him doubt.
“W-what do you mean?”
Ned, with worry in his eyebrows, asked, “If he didn’t offer you money, would you have done it?”
Peter didn’t respond for a moment, only biting his lips. He shrugged, averting his eyes to his fidgeting fingers. “I don’t know.”
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Peter is in a friends with benefits with one of his best friends, Skip. It takes Peter a while to realize it’s not consensual.
**SKIP AND PETER ARE BOTH 16**
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- Part 2 of peter parker angst
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Izuku Midoriya Angst by skduar
Fandom 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia, 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
16 Jan 2024
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just me venting and projecting onto mido. also some self indulgent stories here because,,, i love him
edit, march 2026:
it’s been 5 years now since i’ve started this. i was truly at the lowest point of my life. i almost died because of what i suffered. i promise you, these words sound empty, but they aren’t: it does get better. it gets so much better, and one day you will understand what it means to live. i promise you with my whole heart, do not give in yet, soldier. do not surrender. you will make it through this, and you will be happy. i never thought i would be, yet i am. i promise you, my loves, there is so much waiting for you on this planet.- Words:
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just me projecting onto a fictional character again!!
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me projecting my grieving inner child onto connor despite the fact that i am a child (both of us deserve better)
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me projecting onto peter parker :3
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After Arthur has a run in with the Nite Folk, he finds himself letting his guard down around a stranger that invites him in his home.
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Based on the canonical rape Arthur can endure in the bayou, and how I wanted him to react to it.
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28 Mar 2026
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First, he was kind, and perhaps that is the deepest shame I have felt by LitaCakes
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
29 Jun 2025
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Shame.
What an inconsequential word. It rolled off the tongue with little effort. Izuku had heard all possible thoughts involving shame, but he'd never felt shame. He's never been ashamed of himself. Izuku had never once bothered to let a silly thing like shame sink into his bones. He couldn't afford it. Survival was paramount, and sometimes, one had to do many shameful things to get by when life only handed you heartache and hatred.
There was no time to worry about the shame of all he'd had to do just to get through another day,
even if Izuku knew in the depths of his aching chest,
he was lying to himself.
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OR: Izuku is saved from the roof by Overhaul, instead of meeting All Might after the Sludge Villain incident. His life takes a very different turn.
TW: Discussions of suicide, rape/non-con, child abuse, quirk abuse.
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PLEASE read the tags <3
I DO NOT own the MHA/BNHA universe, only this original plot.
Please DO NOT re-post my work, or bind/sell. Please ASK to podfic.
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Posted: 6/29/25Series
- Part 28 of MHA One Shots (20k+ Words)
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10 Mar 2026
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Hounds of War by Razi_Hikari
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
04 Mar 2026
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In a world where heroes are celebrated for their image as much as their actions. Izuku Midoriya, once a bright-eyed teen dreaming of saving lives, is drawn into a far grittier conflict. When the Central Asian Alliance calls for international volunteers to fight in their brutal war against the Renewed Soviet Republic, he answers, hoping to become a real hero.
But what he finds is not glory. It’s war. A frozen battlefield of collapsing empires, weaponized quirks, and moral ambiguity. In this shattered world, survival matters more than symbols, and justice often comes at the barrel of a gun. As ideals fracture under fire, Izuku must decide what kind of hero he truly wants to be… or whether heroism even exists here at all.
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10 Mar 2026
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When Dexter gets taken to the interrogation room in cuffs, he thinks he is done for. Of course, not everything is that simple, and the very thing he tried escaping comes to bite him right where it hurts the most.
The memory of that night is still fresh, if not a little muted.
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The one where Dexter is still profoundly traumatized.
(A continuation of part 1 but can be read on its own. Summary of part 1 to be found in AN.)
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- Part 2 of purple hyacinth
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09 Mar 2026
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“Dexter washed away the blood, the dirt and the grime. He washed away the physical reminders of his abduction as if that changed anything. He washed away the past ten hours and ignored the slumbering Passenger. He washed away the thoughts of bloodlust and vengeance, however weak they were. He washed away the man he had become for a brief moment in time.
He’d almost been human.
But nothing could wash away the wet, sticky and burning shame nestled between his legs and at the crook of his neck where a violent maw had left its mark.”
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Dexter gets abducted by two serial killers and bad things happen, featuring whump!Dexter because I need more of it!
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- Part 1 of purple hyacinth
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09 Mar 2026