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The Only Meaning As I Knew It by Wants_To_Write
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Feb 2026
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"That's right Tom, a car seems to have crashed into the downtown Ottawa business center, it lit up in seconds. But the tragedy isn't over yet, another car spinning out and crashing into the first one-"
The words faded from Ilya's ears.
Ottawa Business Center
"Wait, isn't that where Shane and Hayden-"
Ilya was out of the room before he could finish speaking.
Or: Shane goes to help Hayden secure a brand deal. He didn't realize he'd be trying to survive a fire in the process.
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18 May 2026
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i’m saying your name (when i think the plane will crash) by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 May 2026
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Ilya had told Shane to leave because they needed space - they needed some room to catch their breath so they could talk about things properly. So they could say sorry and fix the mess they had made. But one day apart stretched into two, into three, into a week, and suddenly Shane was on the other end of the phone, saying, ”Maybe this isn’t going to work, Ilya.”
At least Ilya is good at that part; he’s an expert in being left behind.
(Or, Ilya and Shane breakup. Then the Centaurs’ plane almost crashes.)
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18 May 2026
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biting my tongue swallowing it down by yellobaby
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 May 2026
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Shane can’t look at him. He can’t really look at anyone but he manages to lift his head and stare right back into Troy’s glistening eyes.
“I never had that advantage, Troy. I never got to take it out on anyone, for any of it. All the times I got on that ice to play some hockey and some… fuckwit idiot like Kent, or whoever was calling me slurs— whether they were gay ones or racist ones… I couldn’t just hurl them back and call it a day like you did.”
He swallows hard. He thinks he might be sick a little bit in his mouth.
“You know how fucking lucky you are? To have gotten away with it? They love you, Barrett. This team loves you! You’re fucking celebrated because you overcame this big, terrible thing but for me it’s—”
He thinks about his mom in that very split second. His beautiful, wonderful mom who’d coached him his entire life on how to be polite, how to be well behaved. How to answer to teachers the right way, to coaches, to cops to the press to the general public to his fucking teammates—
He looks away. The fight suddenly drains right out of him and he goes back to his bag.
or: shane decides to confront troy if no one else will
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16 May 2026
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“Dude, Mack.” Will huffed, exasperated. “I don’t hate her.”
"But you don’t like her.” Mack prodded. “Why?”
It was just minutes after practice had ended, in the locker room. The usual chatter, laughs, and chirps were replaced by a deafening silence—even though the entire team was crammed in there—aside from the two arguing linemates that have been supposedly going at it all week.
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16 May 2026
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cardiac tamponade by asthestarsforetold
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Apr 2026
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Cardiac tamponade: pressure on that heart that prevents it from filling and beating adequately.
Shane thought he knew two things: his move to Ottawa would cause chaos, and that the Ottawa Centaurs were nice.
As it turned out, he only knew one of those things.
(Or: the Cens are still a team of professional hockey players. They're going to fuck up.)
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14 May 2026
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“Will,” Macklin says again, pulling back just enough to look at him. "Will, baby, please–”
Will turns his head toward the blank wall, “She died three hours before your plane even landed.”
[Will and Macklin deal with the loss of their baby.]
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- Part 2 of willmack fics
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- English
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- 5/8
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10 May 2026
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not okay ? by goldfishsyndrome
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Dec 2025
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What if Ilya and Shane never had that fight on Boxing Day? What if he never told Shane how he felt about hiding their relationship?
an alternate(sadder) version of how that conversation in chapter 22 could have gone, set in the long game :(
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10 May 2026
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My Lunch with Rose by the_writers_block15
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
08 Mar 2026
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After the disastrous dinner with Hayden and Jackie, Shane meets Rose and comes to some realizations to fix his relationship.
There's some Hayden bashing but he isn't irredeemable, he's just working with outdated info.
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10 May 2026
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champagne is pouring out (i can raise a toast) by egosummoeru
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
17 Apr 2026
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“I was thinking… Would you like to dance? With me?” The man offered his hand as if there was even the slightest possibility that Shane would agree.
He had a fucking husband – couldn’t he see it? It was always so obvious, with Ilya glaring at everyone who even dared to touch Shane and showing off not only his ring but also Shane, as if he was his most precious possession. They belonged together and it was ridiculous for anyone to have a nerve to even ask for a dance. It was only a matter of time before Ilya made his life a living hell, claming Shane in every way possible and maybe more, and then–
Except the man was still looking at him, expextantly, and Ilya wasn’t doing any of the things he should.
Or: Taking Wyatt's advice, Ilya's tries to stop being 'too much' for his husband. For Shane, it is an obvious sign of upcomming divorce
(Or: 5 times that Ilya thought he was doing good by distancing himself from his husband and one time Shane proved him wrong)
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09 May 2026
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Oh I'm Tricky But You Figured Me Out by TigerCrossbow
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Mar 2026
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Based on a tumblr post from @notahungrywish, ending with:
Just Shane casually assuming he'll always have to share and never be enough for Ilya and Ilya horrified to realize just how resigned Shane is to assuming Ilya will never be satisfied with him the way Shane is with Ilya.
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- Part 1 of Not a Safe Bet, But You're All In
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05 May 2026
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You Have a Little Life in You Yet by OrYouCouldHaveMine
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Mar 2026
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PLANE CARRYING OTTAWA CENTAUR’S HOCKEY TEAM, COACH, PERSONNEL, REPORTEDLY LOST CONTACT, PRESUMED MISSING -
Shane’s eyes scan over the words, once, twice. It’s not true. It’s some mistake. He knows it.
“Lost contact?” Hayden asks, his tone a mix of concerned and confused. “What’s that mean? Like they lost their ability to communicate? Won’t that make landing hard?”
J.J. frowns. “I do not think they will be landing,” he says solemnly.
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The Ottawa Centaurs plane crashes in the Canadian wilderness. Shane tries to get answers while Ilya tries to stay alive.
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27 Apr 2026
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The Long Shift by the_weight_of_small_things
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Apr 2026
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When their private charter plane is slapped out of the sky over the Canadian wilderness, a romantic getaway is reduced to the brutal mechanics of survival.
In the freezing silence of the trees, Shane and Ilya must discover exactly how much they can carry for each other.
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26 Apr 2026
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Grow Loved & Grow Strong by Born_in_the_flame_of_exhaustion
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Apr 2026
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Charlotte Irina Hollander-Rozanov, welcome to the world, babygirl.
He's two weeks overdue and miserable and ready for their baby girl to make her appearance.
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23 Apr 2026
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A cancer diagnosis forces Shane and Ilya to stop pretending they have time. They don’t slowly fall into each other—they crash into it, trying to make up for seven years of almosts and what-ifs. But illness doesn’t magically fix who they are. The same walls, fears, and habits that kept them apart are still there—only now they have to face them while fighting something much bigger than themselves.
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- Part 2 of Something Worth Hanging
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- 37/37
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21 Apr 2026
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“Did you like them? My parents?”
Ilya squints at him. “I love them,” he says simply, like it should be obvious. “They’re your parents.”
But, Shane thinks idly, there's a difference, isn't there, between loving them and liking them?
(5 times Shane thinks Ilya doesn't like his parents and 1 time he finds out the truth)
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20 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander's PDA Agenda by virtual_typewriter
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Mar 2026
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It happens in an instant.
Over Ilya’s shoulder, Shane sees the doctor and Wiebe give each other a look, and in a sudden bout of impatient anxiety, Shane ends up saying the words that come to ruin everything.
“Don’t touch me.”
The effect is instantaneous. Ilya’s hands fly to his sides, and Shane gets a front row seat as Ilya’s heart breaks before his very eyes. Eyes dimming and lips trembling in slow, painful technicolor.
It causes Shane’s heart to break, too, and he vows, immediately, never to see such a look cross his husband’s face again.
OR Shane embarks on a mission to heal his husband’s heart, one PDA at a time.
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19 Apr 2026
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Staring at the Sun by Nerve_Itch
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 May 2026
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The first sound Ilya hears is a thin, discordant symphony of beeps and whirs. Something vibrating.
The next thing he hears is…wet. A sort of shaking, gargling sound, that feels like the ugliest crying he’s ever heard. And through it, Shane’s voice.
“I’m with him now, mom. He’s— he’s not fine. He’s not. I know—”
Ilya wants to ask who's not fine, but he can’t feel his own body, his mouth, enough to ask.
“Yeah,” Shane is saying, only slightly calmer. “I know. He wasn’t breathing—"
Ilya knows there's a link, between the clinical musicality of medical settings, Shane’s audible, awful distress, and his own physical incapacity. It’s just, it’s so tenuous, and the air around him is so thick, so heavy. It would be easy, to sleep, a little.
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Footage of the last game between Ottawa and Montreal is everywhere; it’s breached containment from the sports world, and now it seems like everyone is baying for Montreal’s blood. Except, Ilya is oblivious. Not exactly blissfully so, but as the fight for accountability within the league rages on without him, Ilya just wants someone, anyone, to tell him what happened.- Language:
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14 Apr 2026
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you know this moment, don’t you? (time is strangely calm now) by barnes_romzanov
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Dec 2025
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It’s dark, and Ilya’s not quite sure where he is.
His entire body is numb. His shoes are soaking wet from trudging lazily through the snow. His nose is running, and his lips are chapped.
Selfishly, he wishes Shane would fuss over him now. Pull him close, whisper “I forgive you” even though he shouldn’t, because Ilya would never change, because something inside him- in his family line, in his soul- was broken.
Ilya wondered how long ago it had clicked- when Shane had realized that Ilya wormed his way into this country and tricked the Hollanders into caring for him, then returned the favor by botching their language and leaving a trail of mess in his wake. He still can't help but wonder if that will be part of his punishment- being doomed to miss him in death, too.
or: Ilya’s mostly been able to cope with the fact that he’ll never be able to articulate himself fully in this country- but he’s also never been good at talking about feelings in the first place.
"I'm tired" is the best he's got. It definitely doesn't capture what's going on in his head, and Shane can't read minds.
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- Part 1 of Merry Christmas, Please Don't Call
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- English
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- 15,440
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11 Apr 2026
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It has come to Mack's attention that Will apparently doesn't understand that they're a real couple (which they absolutely are). Mack finds a bucket list for couples for them to do, in order to ensure Will gets on with the programme.
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(At least) Five times Mack loves Will silently, and at least one time he's loud about it.
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11 Apr 2026
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het voelt alsof mijn hart mijn hoofd verraadt (it feels like my heart is betraying my mind) by nogunsmanyroses
Fandoms: Men's Hockey RPF
11 Apr 2026
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How the gold medal game should have gone, as told through the POV of one highly caffeinated Will Smith with the emotional capacities of a watermelon.
(Disclaimer: games are games and what's done is done blablabla but I draw the line at having had to see near-crying Macklin Celebrini on a sunday afternoon at the end of my break. God did not make me this strong tyvm.)
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11 Apr 2026