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  1. Public Bookmark 85

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    June 25, 2026 — Sir George-Étienne Cartier Parkway, somewhere off Rothwell Drive

    Shane Hollander opened his eyes and felt relief.

    I don't know. I don't know. I don't know.

    What don't I know?

    It didn't matter. He just needed to not remember.

    And he didn't.

    Good.

    Then everything was black.

    or: a married Hollanov amnesia fic

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    13 May 2026

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    “Do you know where you are?”
    “The hospital. Did I fall on the ice?”
    “Something like that. Can you tell me the last thing you remember?”
    Shane goes quiet, trying to bring up any clear memory. He gets flashes of things. Hands on his waist, speeding down the ice with a smile on his face, lips trailing down his neck, cheers and screams from the crowd, his parents sitting across from him at their kitchen table, falling asleep listening to the sound of a heart beating.
    “Shane?”
    “Sorry, I can’t- There’s lots of little pieces. But I can’t think clearly through this headache.”
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    Shane gets hit. Hard. He doesn't know what year it is, why he's in the hospital, or who the man in the corner with the pretty hair is. His parents are keeping things from him, but this kind stranger (?) starts filling in little details that Shane wishes he remembered.
    And then he accidentally sees the video.

    aka shane gets amnesia and can't remember his husband or his team or really... anything. angst, anxiety, and falling back in love ensue <3

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    13 May 2026

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    The room moves around him, nurses in and out to check on his progress and remove his IV. A new doctor comes in with discharge papers, instructions about PT that Hollander studiously writes down. Ilya lets himself be moved and nods when it seems appropriate. But he hears none of it. The blood rushes through his ears and one word echoes in his chest over and over again. Husband.

    In 2025, Ilya suffers a hit on the ice and wakes up in the hospital. Shane Hollander is there, holding his hand. But the last thing Ilya remembers is a tuna melt (aaaaaaand Rose Landry).

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    07 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 75

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    Ilya hasn’t let go of her since they had entered the room. She’s bundled up in a threadbare burgundy sweater, sucking the tip of Ilya’s thumb, since she wouldn’t take a pacifier.
    The little boy, sits in the corner of the office, oblivious to it all, rolling toy cars back and forward across the floor, making vroom vroom noises.

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    Ilya and Shane have signed up to be foster parents, and receive a call about an emergency placement.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    "I know." Ilya put his hand on the back of Shane's neck, squeezed once, and left it there. "Practice is not until ten. Relax."
    "I'm relaxed."
    "You are never relaxed. But I love you anyway."


    "What's that?" Shane pointed to a small rectangle Nik had drawn off the back of the house.
    "Papa's pool."
    "We don't have a pool."
    "I know. That's why I wrote 'not real.'"


    Shane and Ilya play for the Centaurs and raise twin boys in Ottawa. They built something extraordinary under impossible conditions. Extraordinary is the easy part. Ordinary is where things get missed.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    Shane and Ilya have done everything right, with years of waiting, planning, and hoping. After too many almosts and not-quites, they go to one more adoption event with no expectations.

    But one quiet conversation—and one perfect baby—turn “maybe” into something a lot more dangerous: hope.

    And hope, it turns out, has a way of asking for more than they expected.

    (AKA: hurt/comfort, so much yearning, accidental family, angst with a payoff, and yes—a hard-won happy ending)

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    12 Apr 2026

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    For a second, nothing happens. Just blinking, slow and disoriented. But still alive and still here.

    Shane feels something crack open in his chest so violently it almost takes him down with it.

    Ilya turns his head slightly. His eyes land on Shane and Shane knows, this is it. This is the moment, where it either comes back or it doesn't.

    "I know you," Ilya says.

    The relief hits Shane like a wrecking ball. Shane actually laughs, a broken, breathless sound as he drags a hand over his face.

    "Yeah," he says quickly. "Yeah, you do."

    or

    What does it mean to choose a life you don't remember?

    and it's just another unnecessary amnesia fic

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    11 Apr 2026

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    10 Apr 2026

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    What if things had gone differently after Shane and Ilya's fight in The Long Game?

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    Ilya Rozanov wakes up in a hospital with a concussion, a fractured memory, and a Montreal rival standing at the edge of his hospital bed.

    He doesn’t remember falling in love with Shane Hollander.

    Shane remembers everything.

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    01 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 15

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    He whinced as a firm hand landed on his shoulder, putting pressure on the bruising down his neck. “Morning boss” he mumbled trying to escape the older one’s grasp, while turning to him. “You doing okay Whittaker?” His attending asked, trying to mask his worry. “Yeah, yeah. Peachy, just didn’t get enough sleep last night.” He half heartedly lied.

    Or
    Dennis is a hunter and gets hurt on a regular basis, while being out at night trying to rid Pittsburgh of its literal demons.

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    31 Mar 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 84

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    Shane took a deep breath, his head between his knees and his hands sweaty on his neck. It’s just a hockey game, like any other, you’ve been fine so far . But so far, Shane Hollander hadn’t played against the Metros. He hadn’t seen his former teammates since– since the end of last season. Since before he and Ilya got married. Since everyone thought he had tripped on purpose…

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    Shane's first game against the Metros, now that he's on the Centaurs, doesn't go how he would have liked.

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    17 Mar 2026

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    “Of course you’d defend the traitor fag-“

    There was a distinct thud as Captain Hayden Pike’s fist connected with the underside of the chin of one of his own players.

    Everything descended into chaos.

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    Pike and Hollander have been ride or die since day one, no amount of decade long secrets or team transfers could change that.
    That is an unfortunate fact for the Montreal Voyageurs.

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    16 Mar 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 97

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    “Took Haasy five days to stop shaking like chihuahua around me.” 

    “Oh,” Shane’s lips formed an O shape. Then his eyebrows furrowed. “Why? Was he sick?” 

    “No, solnyshko. Haas was fine. He grew up with posters of me in his room,” Ilya explained with the sincerity of a grade school teacher, “He was struck with stars.” 

    Bood snorted, “It’s starstruck, Roz. Not struck with stars.” 

    “Whatever. It’s the same, no? I am star, he got struck by me. Plain and simple,”

     

    Zane knew it was about to be a damn long season.

     

    OR

    five times the ottawa centaurs get to know shane hollander for the better and one time they get to know him for worse

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    16 Mar 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 72

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    “I’m exhausted, Shane. I’m exhausted from waiting and pretending I’m okay with waiting. I am exhausted from being patient and stable and impressive in interviews and then coming home and staring at an empty room upstairs. It’s exhausting to remember that after all of this, after the interviews and the classes and telling strangers about our childhoods and our relationship and our finances and every private thing we have ever survived, that someone still has the power to decide if they think we’re good enough.”

    “The crib is built,” Ilya says, voice shaking now. “There’s a tiny mobile with woodland creatures hanging above it. The car seat is in the closet. It’s been so long, the nursery doesn’t even smell like paint anymore. We’re about to go into the most intense month of the year, and I don’t know how to hold both things in my hands without dropping one and shattering the other.”

    It begins with small moments like glances that linger a second too long, the quiet realization that maybe they want more. When Shane & Ilya decide to adopt, they think they’re prepared for the waiting, the interviews, the scrutiny, the careful hope. But they aren’t prepared for how much of themselves it will ask for.

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    16 Mar 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 44

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    It's Ilya's birthday, the first one since Shane and Ilya had come out and gotten married so Shane decides its time to go all out. With a small suggestion from their good friend and social media manager Harris. A great scavenger hunt is set up for Ilya.

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    16 Mar 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 31

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    Ilya watched his husband’s eyes search the ice and land on where Ilya was still slowly getting to his feet. Shane’s eyes lit up in that special way they only did when looking at Ilya. But his eyebrows quickly drew together with worry as he took in Ilya’s tired posture, quickly moving over to him.
    “Are you okay? That was a rough hit.”
    “Not as rough as what you are getting tonight after that sexy goal,” Ilya drawled in Russian.
    He enjoyed watching a flush spread across Shane’s cheeks. It was the same one that he had peppered with kisses after their morning blowjobs several hours earlier.
    “Ne na rabote,” Not at work, Shane scolded through his teeth, but the slight curve of his lips and heated stare let Ilya know his teasing had worked.

    Or: Ilya and Shane navigate their public reception post-coming out. Shane struggles with anxiety and his diet, and Ilya tries to protect him from the world.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander, Ottawa Centaur, is struggling to settle into his new team. He also has more support than he knows.

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    Five times the Centaurs noticed something was off and one time they did something about it.
    (A companion piece to UNDER REVIEW)

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    12 Mar 2026

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    “I can’t wait for Ilya to get here. He always makes the pain go away,” he said, wiggling his brows suggestively and letting out a childish giggle.

    Hayden raised his brows and clamped his mouth shut. If he had any words, they got stuck in his throat. Maybe he had misspoken, he tried to rationalize with himself. Maybe he was so hopped up on drugs that he was getting words confused.

    Wait. Ilya? He couldn’t mean… no way. There’s absolutely no way. Hell to the fuck no.

    “Oops,” Shane covered his mouth with the hand of his uninjured arm. “I shouldn’t have said that. He won’t like that.”
    He paused for a second, lowering his hand, smiling innocently, and said something that Hayden would literally never be able to unhear.

    “Maybe he’ll bend me over and spank me for being a bad boy,” he said with a giggle.

    ---
    OR: Shane Hollander gets injured by a bad check to the boards and asks Hayden to contact someone who Hayden thinks is Boston Lily.

    Only, Shane gets a little too honest while on pain meds and Hayden finds out Lily is in fact not a she but Ilya Rozanov.

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    12 Mar 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 34

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    A conversation with Ilya leaves Shane unsure of their future and relationship. He holds on anyways.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    "Is she everything I'm not?"
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    Everything is finally going the way it's supposed to.
    Then Ilya Rozanov drunk-dials Shane, and Rose answers for him.

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    13,505

    23 Feb 2026

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