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    “It’s not that I just—I don’t know how. I’m not like… attracted to them. I don’t know what to do,” Shane admits. His cheeks warm right on their peaks. Ilya laughs again, loud and barking. “We had sex twice. And I’m not sure either of us… you know… came either time.”

    “I could teach you.”

    “What?”

    “I said–” Ilya leans up from his spot on the couch, nearly crawling atop Shane. He grins down at Shane. “I could teach you how to make a girl cum.”

    Ilya gets Shane off like he's a girl.

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    12 May 2026

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    Yuna and Ilya might not be close yet, but she certainly isn’t going to abandon him in some random Ottawa hotel room when he’s sick. And Ilya's powerless against these Hollanders — their earnest kindness, and their insistence on caring about him as though he deserves it.

    Or: Yuna + Ilya's mortifying ordeal of being known.

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    06 May 2026

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    Shane has always just dealt with it —
    the tension, the discomfort, the things that don’t quite feel right.

    When finally, Ilya starts to notice the pattern.

    It just takes him a while to realise it all comes back to something as simple as a haircut.

    or

    My theory as to why Shane grows his hair out for The Long Game

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    07 Apr 2026

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    Rather than give him the joint, Ilya takes it back between his own lips and sucks in a deep breath, the tip glowing as he does so. Then, before Shane can process it, he’s reaching up and sliding one large hand around the back of Shane’s neck, pulling him down so their lips meet.

    Shane gasps softly, and Ilya takes the opportunity to blow smoke into his open and waiting mouth.

    Oh, God. Are you there? It’s me, Shane Hollander. We’ve had our differences, but I think I’d like to convert for real this time. I’m ready. Open the pearly white gates. I’m coming up.

    Shane goes to a house party, gets high, then gets on his knees. bon appetite
    now a multi-chapter saga bc i couldn't help myself

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    06 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 95

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    Ilya couldn’t sleep thinking about the familiar burn of the warm closeness, and how he craved it again. The burn was comfort, security. It’d made him pick up his phone and text without concern for embarrassment anymore, even if Shane was right—he’d just had it a few hours ago. But he wanted more, craved it now.

    I’m outside, Shane’s text reads. Ilya smiles to himself.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    Shane’s steps for hockey success are clean cut, precise, and scientific, easy to give in a tidy, pre-packaged answer: a tried and true fitness plan, a macrobiotic diet and meal prep, yoga for relaxation, and a disciplined bedtime routine—yes, even on the weekends and the off-season.

    And also celibacy. But that one he usually leaves out during interviews.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    “I mean, you— you say I’m perfect. That it’s, that everything we do together is… is perfect.”

    Yes, perfect,” Ilya says adamantly.

    “Okay. But. I mean. I like feedback, you know. If there are things you haven’t said because you don’t want to hurt my feelings, you could say. If there’s any judgement of my technique, like, that you’ve been doing silently in your head.”

    “I never judge you silently,” Ilya says. He pulls back a bit, twisting his neck so he can look Shane in the eye, frowning. “I judge you loudly. Is no fun if I don’t see your reaction.”

    “Ha, ha.”

    “Shane,” Ilya says. “Is this real worry you are having? I must know. You think I have… criticism of you, of sex with you? You think it is not perfect for me?”

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    Shane and Ilya navigate their sexual relationship, now that they're finally a couple.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    After a difficult meeting with her father, Vex returns to Whitestone determined not to let his voice follow her home. Percy knows better.

    There is a hot bath, careful hands, and children finishing their lessons down the hall.

    In the south sitting room, surrounded by firelight and family, Vex remembers exactly how large she truly is.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    “I want to eat you,” Ilya tells him.

    Shane laughs, loud and bright and carefree, and Ilya feels it blooming inside of his chest like a sunflower. It only makes the desire to consume him grow even stronger. Not in a crazy way (probably), but because he feels like he can never get enough of this man. His Shane. His husband. No amount of time, no amount of closeness, ever feels like it could be enough.

    He wants them both to be eternal, wants to live with their ribcages locked together and their hearts thumping against each other.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    It happens in an instant.

    Over Ilya’s shoulder, Shane sees the doctor and Wiebe give each other a look, and in a sudden bout of impatient anxiety, Shane ends up saying the words that come to ruin everything.

    “Don’t touch me.”

    The effect is instantaneous. Ilya’s hands fly to his sides, and Shane gets a front row seat as Ilya’s heart breaks before his very eyes. Eyes dimming and lips trembling in slow, painful technicolor.

    It causes Shane’s heart to break, too, and he vows, immediately, never to see such a look cross his husband’s face again.

    OR Shane embarks on a mission to heal his husband’s heart, one PDA at a time.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    He looks at Yuna, who looks at him back, seeming like she wants to say something but doesn’t know how.

    “Shane says you have been a Metros fan for your entire life,” Ilya offers.

    It’s a good starting spot. Things they both know. Shane. Hockey.

    Ilya is determined to earn the right to love Shane the way he’s had to earn everything. He doesn’t expect for that to extend reciprocation, but it does, anyway.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, get loved.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    “Ilya,” he breathes into Shane's open, slightly panting mouth. Shane jostles their position, pointing his thumb at his own chest in an exaggerated manner.

    “Shane,” he replies. Quietly, like it's a request, not a statement. Ilya's eyes gentle, and he kisses Shane's nose.

    “Shane.”

    Or: another "Shane stays post-tuna melt scene" fic.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    Over the first few months after their time at the cottage, Shane makes it his mission to learn everything there is to know about his new boyfriend.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    Five times Ilya Rozanov doesn’t know how to ask for help (but gets it anyway) and one time he does.

    Or: the author writing gratuitously about all the times big strong Ilya Rozanov finds out it’s okay to be not so big and strong.

    Chapters can be read in pretty much any order or as standalones.

    Sister work to "Brick By Boring Brick!"

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    30 Jan 2026

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    “Did you… Did you get a whole roll of wrapping paper for it?”

    “Yes. And ribbon.”

    “You’re cute.”

    “Shut up.”

    // shane’s birthday is next week. ilya has gifts for him.

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    27 Jan 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 35

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    Ilya gets his first full vision in the worst place possible: the Raleigh airport.
    It’s very clear, very bad, and ends with him sending a goodbye text he hasn’t actually sent yet.

    So he does the only sane thing: hides in a storage closet and calls his whitelighter.

    Paige shows up with her sisters in tow. Then Shane gets abducted from his cottage like “hi bestie no time” and is instructed to drop an ice storm on an entire airport.

    Nobody dies. Everyone needs therapy. And Shane and Ilya still have to deal with the fact they were mid-fight when the universe tried to kill Ilya for fun.

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    1,889

    26 Jan 2026

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    Shane has been so happy to be moulded by Ilya, pushed, pulled and prodded. He never really considered how easy and natural it has always felt because it has never felt otherwise. He likes it when Ilya guides him into doing what he wants: is happy to beg, to stave off an orgasm, to perform and show off for Ilya.

    Now? Shane wonders, what is the difference here? What is new about this? Shane looks at the love of his life and all the little things he keeps in his heart about Ilya. The tunnel vision clears somewhat, and Shane thinks, oh, he needs it, like how I need it. Ilya isn't just a happy participant in Shane's inherent submissiveness; he's actively seeking it

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    Shane somehow doesn't realise that Ilya likes Shane's submissiveness because it makes him feel important etc. He catches on, and they have very sloppy sex about it.

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    18 Jan 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 76

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    “Then show me,” Ilya gasped. “Show me you have me. Show me you’re never going to lose me.”

    Shane had never seen a more beautiful man than this.

    He let go of Ilya’s curls, bringing this hand to the cut of his chin. Then, dizzy eyes on each other, Shane dragged four blunt fingernails fiercely down Ilya’s throat and over his collarbone to dig at the centre of his sternum.

    “I know you,” Shane whispered, feeling Ilya’s hips lose their rhythm as his pupils dilated at this. “I know you,” he repeated. “I’ve got you.”

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    18 Jan 2026

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    it's FLU SEASON BABYYYYYY

    or, ilya comes down with the flu. don't worry, shane does too. eventually

    or, banging pots and pans together, yelling that ilya rozanov hasn't been taken care of in nearly two decades

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    17,817

    05 Jan 2026

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