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    Ilya Rozanov is tired of hearing people say that he's no good for Shane. So, he decides to do something about it. Which maybe scares Shane and everyone else a little bit in the process.

     

    Or 5 times Ilya acts like a completely different person because he thinks he doesn't deserve Shane.

    + 1 time Shane reminds him why he fell in love with and married Ilya.

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    02 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 57

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    "I chose you"

    The words were circling Shane Hollander's head as he watched Ilya walk out the door after stating he needed air. But what started as a way for them to both calm down, quickly turned into a night of heartbreak as Ilya is hit by a car on his walk.

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    What if instead of Ilya telling Shane to leave after the fight on boxing day, he takes a walk and gets hit by a car.

    Featuring Shane having hard conversations with both David and Troy about communication and being brave when you're in love.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    A night out at the Kingfisher during a team roadtrip to New York leaves Ilya cursed with a truth spell. Worried this will ruin everything for Ilya and Shane and their very secret relationship, Ilya scrambles to break the curse before saying anything he can't take back.

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    14 May 2026

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    Ilya's been getting migraines since he was a teenager, and he's gotten very good at hiding them. But now that he and Shane are spending more time together, hiding isn't an option - and Shane's autistic panic about symptoms that "can't possibly be normal" would be funny if Ilya didn't feel like his head was splitting open. Eventually, Shane calms down enough to become exactly what Ilya needs: someone who understands sensory overwhelm.

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    12 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 41

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    At the World Juniors, Shane hears that Rozanov is sick enough to miss a game. He's smug about it (mostly). Then he hears what Rozanov said in his fever, and something he can't name goes quiet in him. Ten years later, he finally understands why.

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    11 May 2026