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    Shane Hollander doesn’t do cheat days.
    Not with his training. Not with his diet. Not with his life.
    Then a ridiculously attractive Russian-Italian chef in Milano force-feeds him the best ravioli he’s ever had and calls him a good boy and things spiral from there.
    Between Olympic pressure, impossible expectations, and a connection neither of them is ready to name, Shane finds himself unraveling in ways he doesn’t understand.

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    21 May 2026

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    “What do we do?” Shane mumbled, the words spoken into his lap, “They’ll terminate my contract, they won’t let me play again,”

    Regardless of what he said, the footage remained, living behind his eyes— a relentless, looping image that haunted his peripheral vision. It haunted him like a bad replay on arena screens; blown up, pixelated, and stripped of all context.

    The original, quiet intimacy was gone, replaced by a voyeuristic nightmare, where every single frame flattened something sacred into something cheap and consumable.

    ─── ・ 。゚☆: *.☽ .* :☆゚. ───

    What if Shane hadn't been seriously hurt in that game against Boston and Ilya had ended things? What if 3 years later, Vegas footage was leaked?

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    20 May 2026

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    “Well, they had pretty good steak, but I don’t know if they’d have anything you would like,” Hayden says, and kicks off his shoes. He falls onto his bed with a contented sigh, then looks over at Shane, who hasn’t said anything yet. “Shane? You good?”

    Shane means to say he’s fine, but what comes out instead is: “Rose is having a baby.”

    Hayden sits up abruptly.

    “Whoa,” he says. “You’re serious?”

    “Yeah,” says Shane. “She just called me. She took three tests.”

    “Been there, brother,” says Hayden, his eyes wide. Shane puts his head in his hands again.

    ~

    A few weeks after Rose and Shane split up, Rose discovers that she's pregnant. Overwhelmed by the prospect of fatherhood, Shane puts off confronting Ilya about his feelings, and they never hook up at the All-Stars Game. They find their way back to each other anyway.

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    20 May 2026

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    “Why do I taste blood in your mouth, solnyshko?”

    “I told you, my ex said it’s annoying when I’m too loud during sex. I guess it’s a habit. I bite my tongue sometimes so you won’t have to hear me that much.”

    “And I told you, I need you to give me the name of this ex so I can kill him with my bare hands. Is very serious matter.”

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    20 May 2026

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    As he left, the manager stopped him again.

    “You’re doing well, you know.”

    Seungmin wished the words eased the pain and shame twisting in his chest. They didn’t. He smiled anyway.

    “You’re the balance, Seungmin. This team wouldn’t work with three omegas.” He heard it every time, like it needed reinforcing. Like he didn’t repeat in front of a mirror every night.

    “Thanks, Hyung," Seungmin said.

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    The classical seungmin is a beta. But is he really?

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    19 May 2026

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    Chan's been in love with them since the beginning of time; there was never a version of him that didn’t revolve around them. So what if they only love each other and not him? So what if they are dating everyone else but him? So what if even after they started dating him, he feels like he’s watching the people he loves love each other, and he’s been allowed closer but not quite inside?

    It's just all part of the sacrifice he has to do for them, right?

    --------

    And he gets it. They also have six other boyfriends, and they were still learning to divide their time properly, but why was he the only one asking them out? Why had Chan never gone on a date with his boyfriends unless it was him asking them out?

    It was a slow realization, and it made him spiral more and more and more.

    Was he really just their leader? Just their protector? Just the wall between them and the management?

    Was he just their pity case and not their boyfriend?

    ~ <3

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    18 May 2026

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    “There is one more thing. Given the nature of your fall and the force of impact, we ran a full battery of blood tests to check for any internal issues. Everything looks normal, except for one result that… stood out.”

    Shane’s stomach tightened. Stood out?

    “Given your secondary gender presentation and hormone levels, we also ran a standard pregnancy panel,” she said, her words measured and clear. “And the test came back positive."

    For a moment, the words didn’t land. They floated in the air like dust in the sunlight.

    Positive.

    Pregnancy panel.

    Then, all at once, they crashed into him.

     

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    Shane Hollander discovers he is pregnant while at the hospital after getting hit in the ice by Marleau in a Boston vs. Montreal Match and after inviting Ilya Rozanov to his cottage.

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    18 May 2026

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    ”It’s not bad” says his mom, carefully. “Very Canadian, sponsors are happy about that.” That, and not much else, he can tell. A loon is neither masculine nor impressive. A disappointment, to those who hoped he’d have something like a wolf, himself included. His dad tries to bake him the traditional settling cake, in the shape of the new adults’ daemon, but his cake decorating skills aren’t great, so it mostly looks like a grey football. And Shanes’ strict diet doesn’t allow for cake.

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    Shane Hollander, the soul he didn't choose to have, the boy he didn't choose to love, and the life that, despite all odds, might just end up worth living.

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    13 May 2026

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    “But we have always kissed, we -”

    “I know.” Shane says, face blushing crimson. “But like I said, I don’t want to do that anymore. We can still see each other, because I like what we do, but we have to keep that part out of it. Please.”

    Ilya breathes in and out. He tries to be rational. Shane’s requesting that something change in their arrangement. It should be a simple answer. Yes. Of course. If that’s a boundary he wants to set, then Ilya should obey it.

    But the feeling of loss is so overwhelming he can barely stomach it.

    or, after Vegas, Shane doesn't let Ilya kiss him anymore when they hook up. Ilya doesn't take it very well.

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    13 May 2026

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    The first time they’d done this, in Ilya’s bed, Shane had been mystified at Rozanov’s insistence that he not enter the nest without Shane’s permission. Now, Shane feels something akin to smugness flexing its claws in his chest. A primal satisfaction at the rightness that he is the one with the power - at present, if not for much longer - alpha just outside the nest and at his mercy.

    Like Shane will only yield for someone who has earned it. He can draw out Ilya’s suffering just a little longer, make him earn it.

    Shane rakes his gaze over the delicious chest and bicep muscles bunching above the edge of the nest. “Waiting for something, Rozanov?”

    “Are you going to let me into your nest, omega?” His pronunciation of the endearment is more Russian than English, accent thickening around the syllables.

    “Depends. You gonna give me your knot?”

    “Hm, does not sound like begging yet to me.”

    Some months after Shane recovers from rejection sickness in Ilya's bed, they share their heat/rut together at the cottage, both clinging to the delusion it's still casual.

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    11 May 2026

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    "Wooyoung... I don't— I don't know what to do, something's really wrong with me…"

    The words rip violently out of Hongjoong chest, flaying him open at the sternum. He begs, for nothing and for everything at once. He exposes his raw, barely-beating heart, and waits for it to be crushed by rejection. Crushed by judgment. Crushed by anything at all, because Hongjoong's body has trained him to expect pain in every move he makes.

    Wooyoung, as soft as a flower petal and as tender as a doe, deflates. His chin trembles he steps towards Hongjoong and takes his hands.

    "Oh, baby …" Those two words carve a new chunk of guilt out of Hongjoong's gut, because he doesn't want Wooyoung to see him like this. Not him — all sweet sensitivity, all devoted loyalty and invigorating care. He's younger. He's more precious.

    And here Hongjoong is, with the delicate touch of a freight train, forcing him to witness the self-destruction of the century.

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    09 May 2026

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    Jongho had never liked living in society. He was a loner by nature. A dangerous predator too. Re-education wasn't the worst thing that could happen to him.

    It wasn't like he believed anyone could re-educate him.

    He'd like to see them try.

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    09 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander wasn’t stupid. He knew his body was changing. It was hard to ignore the imperfections that made him question if he truly had any control left and made him unable to look at his body without feeling disgusted. But he wasn’t pregnant.

    He couldn’t be.

    He was an omega. Ilya was an omega. It was impossible. Biology didn’t work that way.

    However, he learned far too late that impossible didn’t mean much to Ilya Rozanov.

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    Shane Hollander doesn’t realize he is pregnant until he is giving birth and, despite only giving birth to one child, he somehow ends up with two.

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    09 May 2026

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    Shane had so many hopes, so many dreams. He wanted to be drafted by the Metros, wanted to play hockey in the NHL, wanted to see what would happen if he continued to let Ilya Rozanov flirt with him.

    He would never get this chance. Not when the world comes crashing down around them, the world taken over by the undead.

    Zombie apocalypse alternate universe, can Shane and Ilya find each other in every universe or are they only destined to find each other through their love of hockey?

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    07 May 2026

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    At a team BBQ at Bood's, the Centaurs and WAG's find out about Buzzfeed's NHL boyfriend quiz and decide to take it. 'Answer these 8 questions and we will tell you who your NHL boyfriend is'. Ilya has one goal: to answer it so that the result will be Shane. Which results in a slightly frustrated and very determined Ilya when the quiz outcome(s) are not to his liking...
    If you haven't read The Long Game, be aware of spoilers.

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    06 May 2026

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    The Boston Raiders tease Rozanov about his mystery long distance girlfriend, sending Jane stories and embarrassing pictures of Ilya. Shane and Ilya don’t think much of it - until Theo Michaud gets traded to from Boston to Montreal and updates his contact list.

    Set during Ilya's last year as a Raider and Michaud's first day as a Metro.

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    06 May 2026

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    He didn’t see the thunder coming.
    He flinched so hard his body almost lifted from the mattress. Shane understood.
    “Oh, Ilya,” he said it so gently, like he was speaking to a child, or a scared puppy. Or maybe both. At the same time, “Come here, sweetheart. It’s ok.”

    “I just can’t sleep. And you always said I could come to you if– If I needed it,” Luca’s voice was low, he was staring at the floor.
    “Yes, Luca, you should come to me when something is wrong. I am captain, so I am like mama duck with her ducklings."

     

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    While in Tampa for a game, a tropical storm hits the city and both Ilya and Luca find out how much easier it gets if you let yourself be vulnerable enough to get comforted.

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    05 May 2026

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    “I, uh, came to ask for a ride."

    Luca glanced sideways at Boodram, who was frozen with one arm in his jacket. It truly would have been hilarious, the way they all watched this scene unfold like a car crash, if it didn’t also feel like one.

    They shared a confused glance, turning back when Rozanov’s incredulous “A ride?” rang through the locker room.

    “Yeah, I, uh, figured I could use one since I just…quit the Metros,” Hollander said slowly, heaving an exhausted sigh afterwards.

    In which Shane Hollander overhears his teammates talking about him before a game and ends up in the Centaurs' locker room, asking Ilya Rozanov for a ride.

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    05 May 2026

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    Shane and Ilya are roommates. Sometimes Ilya speaks in Russian. Shane also happens to know how to speak Russian.

    Ilya does not know that Shane knows how to speak Russian.

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    05 May 2026

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    Shane has known since they met that Ilya Rozanov was the endgame. The painful path to get there was always going to be their biggest problem.

    -Or-

    Shane and Ilya meet at hockey camp at 12 years old. They grow together, learn languages, learn they are soulmates, but for the sake of their careers choose to resist their bond and only hook up when their paths cross. A story of 9+ years of feeling half- alive and wildly in love, of grief, of endlessly pining, seeking the other, and how their sun-drenched happy ending was always waiting in the wings.

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    01 May 2026

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