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  1. Public Bookmark 44

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    On their first wedding anniversary, Shane gives Ilya a box of letters he secretly wrote throughout their relationship, beginning the day they met in Regina in 2008 and continuing through every major milestone of their lives together.

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    21 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 12

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    “Hey, did you order something? You just got a huge box dropped off,” Shane asked.

    Ilya smiled. “Ah, it’s here?” he asked.

    “Yeah, something really light. In a huge box,” Shane answered, “What is it?”

    Ilya called Anya to come and he walked past Shane into the house. Shane trailed after him, so curious, and nervous, about what was in that box.

    Ilya picked up the box and put it on the counter. He opened the drawer where they kept what Shane called the ‘multipurpose scissors’ and cut the tape on the top of the box. He opened the flaps of the box and stopped.

    “You can not be mad,” Ilya said to him.

     

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    Ilya orders a "decoration" without telling Shane

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander accidentally comes out to his hockey team after years of hiding his sexuality behind carefully crafted personas and unfinished coming out speeches. As the Metros slowly begin icing him out on and off the ice, Shane spirals between rage, grief, and self-discovery—while Ilya refuses to let him forget exactly who he is.

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    21 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 99

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    5 times Shane Hollander passively let people know that Ilya Rozanov was his and 1 time he let a bitch know.
    You know you wanna read thisssss.
    5+1

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Shortly after the Olympics, Shane’s friend Joe and his husband Viktor passed away in a car crash. Shane had agreed before to be their newborn daughters godfather. Never expecting to actually fill the role.
    When Ilya finds out they quickly come up with a plan, Ilya rushing ahead before fully thinking up what it could all lead to.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    When Shane and Ilya got the call that a Russian-Canadian 3 year old had been taken from her abusive parents and needed an emergency placement, they agreed to it immediately.

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov give a traumatised 3 year old a home and a dog. (The dog is important, just ask Anastasia)

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    19 Jun 2026

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    “No vodka?” Rozanov asks, tsking in disapproval but looking amused. “What then? What does the great Shane Hollander want when he does a good job? What is your vice, Hollander?”

    “Hmmmm, mangoes,” Shane sighs out wistfully. It’s not a dangerous allergy for him, but it does mean being itchy and sometimes a little queasy for a couple of days after. Really he knows that he should probably avoid them altogether, but with every other restriction he has and with how controlled he is with his life even outside of that, it’s his one little indulgence, a pressure-relief valve of one bad choice to let some steam off at the end of a season, when he carves out time in his cottage when he can make his annual bad choice and enjoy a few days of wild mango madness before he makes himself buckle back into the restraints he usually keeps his life in.

    He looks up when he hears Rozanov snort.

    “Mangoes?” Rozanov repeats, tugging his shirt over his head. “Really?”

    “They’re good,” Shane defends. “Better than vodka,” he adds, pointedly.

    (shane has food allergies but makes an exception for mangoes) (5 times ilya didn't find out about this allergy and 1 time he did)

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Shane is 40 weeks pregnant with their first child and is a few days past his due date. Ilya Rozanov reacts in a predictable fashion.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    When Ilya casually suggests marrying Svetlana, Shane remembers he's The Shane Hollander and calls Ilya on his bluff.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    “I don’t want you to lie. That’s not who you are.”

    Shane Hollander was a consummate liar, and the twisted irony of his mom’s baffled statement told him more than anything that he needed to tighten up. He was done with messing around, done with letting people down, done with indulgences that he couldn’t afford. The path before him was clear; all he had to do was walk it.

    (This, he would acknowledge later, was the biggest lie of all.)

    OR: Shane learned how to lie with his words and stillness. Unfortunately his body speaks a language of its own, and it's one Ilya Rozanov never needed a translator for. As Rozanov lets Shane get away with anything except lying to him, this causes problems until it solves them.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    “Kip, help,” Scott says. “Rozanov’s trying to make us play never have I ever because he never matured past the age of twelve.”

    “I am trying,” Ilya slurs more than says, “to make memories.”

    “Yeah, because you’re definitely gonna remember this tomorrow.”

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    18 Jun 2026

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    "My point is that Rozanov, like, talks Shane down before he even realizes he’s panicking. He makes him snacks with fucking buckwheat in them and he even gets Shane to take a day off once in a blue moon. He’s an asshole,” Hayden says. “He’s obnoxious and rude and frankly, unpleasant. I’m not saying he’s a good guy. But he is a good husband.”

    Or: 5 times Hayden defends Ilya behind his back, +1 time he defends Ilya in front of him

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.

    Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Lily: You left your shoes here.

    Shane frowns, looking down at his feet that are only covered by his black dress socks. Fuck. He walked out without shoes? He hadn't even noticed.

    or, Shane leaves the Vegas penthouse without his shoes. He might also be having a panic attack.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    “I can’t believe you're here.” Shane says, blushing like he's embarrassed.

    “You said you wanted me to be.” Ilya shrugs, trying to be cool. “And you do not seem like someone who asks for things very often when you need them.”

    or, in the summer of 2016 when they don't normally see each other, Ilya gets a text from Shane that changes everything.

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    18 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 54

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    It feels like a dam has broken inside of him.

    All he wants is pizza. A donut. A milkshake.

    If he can’t have Ilya - if Ilya doesn’t want him - maybe he can have pizza instead.

    It’s a stupid thought. A dangerous thought. But it won’t leave.

    Or, Shane doesn’t get injured in the game and Ilya breaks it off between them. Shane’s eating disorder spirals out of control as a result.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    “I am a Slavic man from Moscow born when the USSR was still unified,” Ilya says bluntly as if that explains everything. Annoyingly, it kind of does. “I just thought you were, I don't know what word is, quirky?”

    “Quirky?” He can’t keep the disbelief out of his voice. “Really, Ilya?”
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    Shane Hollander is autistic. Everyone knows he's autistic, but they didn't know he knew he was autistic.

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    18 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 44

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    Shane is just hanging out in the gym with the guys. Ilya is doing a particularly intense workout, and the guys ask him what he's training for. Ilya being the asshole he is, just winks and carries on. The guys, as a joke, ask Shane how much he weighs to insinuate Ilya is training to fuck him. This rubs Shane the wrong way through and makes him confront some insecurities and a bit of animosity he holds within himself.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    They had three chairs up at the countertop. 

    If he sits in the second one, something bad will happen. Everyone will die. The house will explode. You can warn him. He has to sit in the first one or the third one. If not, everyone you love will die and it will all be your fault. 

    Ilya moved to sit in the second chair. Shane bristled, hands trembling. 

    “Don’t.” Shane snapped. Ilya froze, glancing at Shane with a concerned and confused expression. Shane inhaled, then exhaled. Guilt crawled up his throat. He was being fucking insane. 

    Still though, what if he wasn’t being insane? What if there was a 0.1% something bad would happen to Ilya? 

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    shane hollander has a bad ocd day. luckily, he has people to help him through it

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Shane and Ilya attend a barbecue party hosted by Boodram. Shane unintentionally makes Bood upset by refusing to eat his food. Shane swears it’s fine but Zane sees something wrong in his thoughts.

    Or. Shane ED angst

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    17 Jun 2026

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