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    James Barnes is slipping through time. The skin of the Winter Soldier frays with every moment he loses - a second skin he’s been fighting for years to shed is asserting itself into his existence. His grasp on reality weakens, his nerves raw and frayed, and his thoughts spiral into violence and desperation. There’s only one hope left. One salvation, a thread he is desperate to hold onto. His handler. Baron Helmut Zemo is still and silent, in a glass prison beneath the ocean.

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    29 Apr 2025

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    A collection of stories and standalone oneshots that all deal with Steve's PTSD and issues.

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    25 Apr 2025

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    Hyrda soldiers

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    Therapy's a bitch, but PTSD is worse. An in-depth character study of Bucky Barnes as he reconciles his years with Hydra in the wake of Civil War.

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    I don’t really know who I am. I do know that James Buchanan Barnes is dead. He’s a pile of bones at the bottom of a ravine. He’s a side bar in some other guy’s museum exhibit that might not even exist anymore. James Barnes would puke if he could see what he became. His parents and sister and friends would cry.

    I don’t know what’s left over now, but I know it’s not good. And I don’t think it can ever be good.

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    30 Sep 2024

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  4. Public Bookmark 81

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    On how Moon Shingun survives the military.

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    01 Mar 2024

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    Steve brought Bucky back to the tower. They used his POW status to get him declared not guilty of any of the Winter Soldier's crimes. Everything was supposed to be smooth sailing from there.

    But it wasn't.

    Bucky won't eat. Won't willingly sleep. Won't interact with anyone except to demand to be returned to his handler.

    Finally, in desperation, Steve reaches out to the only handler left alive, Brock Rumlow, who would much prefer to stay in the tower and take care of his Soldier rather than go to prison.

    If only Sam Wilson would get out of his way and let him.

    **Edited for clarity and storyline focus 1/23/26

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    10 Jul 2023