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    Shane
    Last chance. Take your tank top back.

    Lily
    no, it's a fucking gift
    keep it

    Shane
    Fine.
    I'll show you what I do with gifts from alphas like you.

    Lily
    what the hell is that supposed to mean???
    hollander
    fuck

    Shane doesn't get injured after Tampa, and Ilya breaks up with him to save both their hearts. (Un?)Fortunately for Ilya, Shane isn't letting him go without a fight.

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    25 Apr 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 47

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    Kaveh has been drowning quietly for months.

    Debt. Work. Alcohol. Silence.

    Alhaitham notices, of course. He always notices.
    He simply assumes Kaveh will handle it, like he always does.

    Until the night he doesn’t.

    A broken vase.
    A forgotten anniversary.
    A quiet riverbank.

    And the terrifying realization that Alhaitham almost lost him.

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    23 Apr 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 3

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    He loves the noise of Kaveh, the excess, the brilliance. The way he takes up the entire space with his fervor, leaving no room for apologies. Alhaitham loves him, and he is certain of this love in the same way he is certain of his own name.

    He also believes, with equal certainty, that Kaveh will leave.

     

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    Alhaitham doesn't go to prom with Kaveh. He quickly learns from this mistake afterwards.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    “You know, you could sleep with other men when we’re not together.”

    Ilya kindly offers to let Shane have sex with other people. Shane loses his mind over it. They both hurt each other's feelings.

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    14 Apr 2026

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    “Three weeks in a row, Ilya.” Shane comments, his own eyebrows raised, “The pans are put back, but always in the wrong place.”

    “Okay, I’m sorry,” Ilya says, fast. Shane turns back around.

    “This isn’t just about the pans,” Shane mutters, low and under his breath, but Ilya catches it.

    “Then what is this about?” Ilya asks, his voice competitive and harsh as he drops his phone to give Shane his attention, “Because you’ve been sighing, huffing, and turning your nose up for the past week, Shane. Is like you are tired of me.”

    Shane’s shoulders stiffen slightly.

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    What starts out as a small, insignificant argument leads to a revelation of emotions that have been building for months, and one comment goes too far.

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    09 Apr 2026

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  6. Public Bookmark 80

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    Shane is playing a game, and then he isn't. After suffering a career-ending injury, Shane must come to terms with a life he didn't plan, picking through the pieces left behind -- finding love through it all.

    “What did the doctor say? I can’t remember.” His pain medicine was wearing off. He could feel it. That glowing hot iron pressed to his knee.

    “Oh, we can look at your paperwork when we get home. I can’t remember the exact words.”

    “No, no. Like —” he pressed his head against the glass of the window. His breath fogged it up. He wanted to wipe it away, make the glass clear again but he was too tired to lift his hand. “Is it bad?”

    “Well,” He heard Ilya tap against the steering wheel. “Yeah, Shane. It’s not good.”

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    31 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 8

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    For a decade, the hatred between Sir Shane Hollander of Valdemar and Ilya Rozanov of Ashrovia has been the stuff of legend. Shane is the Golden Knight, a paragon of honor and discipline. Ilya is the Black Lion, a merciless, unpredictable force of nature. They are the two greatest warriors of their generation, sworn to kill each other on the battlefield.

    But in the stolen, desperate moments a world at war allows them, a shared watchfire in a hostile land, a frantic clash in a tournament tent, the line between bitter rivalry and something far more dangerous begins to blur. The only person who truly understands the warrior in the armor is the one they're forbidden to touch.

    When an injury forces them to confront the terrifying depth of their obsession, they must decide what they are willing to burn down for a peace that can only be found in each other's arms. Honor, duty, and the fate of two kingdoms hang in the balance.

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    30 Mar 2026

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    Shane moved his skates aside and stood to grab his shirt.

    "Yes, Ilya."

    Even with the reassurance something twisted in Ilya's gut. A low warning, a pulse of dread echoing through him.

    Shane had lied.

    Or: Gilbert Comeau can't leave well enough alone. He's sick and tired of Shane Hollander and his husband. About time someone did something about that, right?

    Edit: Now with a part 2 where Comeau get's his shit fucking rocked folks.

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    28 Mar 2026

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    The one where Shane tries to be perfect, Ilya pushes too hard, and an entire hockey team helps search a mountain when one of their own goes missing.

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    28 Mar 2026

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    Shane fussed over Ilya after he got out of the lake. "You're going to freeze."

    “I will not freeze." Ilya allowed Shane to wrap a towel around his shoulders. "I used to get locked outside in winter sometimes. No jacket."

    “What?” The tone confused him; it was light, almost joking.

    Ilya nodded, eyebrows up, like he was just mentioning a boring detail. “Sometimes with snow too.”

    Shane went still, shaken by the casual way Ilya said it.

     
    Or, the Hollanders slowly learn the reality of Ilya's upbringing.

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    27 Mar 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 18

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    Heated Rivalry but they’re firefighters and Ilya is publicly out.

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    9-1-1 if it was sexy and gave us what we want.

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    25 Mar 2026

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    Shane finds out on Twitter.

    Not from a lawyer or a teammate or even one of the journalists who've been calling nonstop since the FanMail video went viral. He finds out at 6:47 am, still in bed, that Russia is coming for Ilya. Propaganda charges. Passport revocation. Return to the Russian Federation required.

    What follows is weeks of watching everything fall apart. Ilya's career. Their safety. The system that was supposed to protect them. Shane keeps playing while Ilya can't. The lawyers file paperwork and say to wait. Montreal demands silence.

    Shane faces a choice: keep his head down and trust the process, or burn down his career and force the world to pay attention.

    He chooses fire.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Shane watches Ilya shove a hand through his hair, waits for him to meet his eyes. “You pretend to want things, pretend I can have things that we both know you won’t let me have,” he says, his newfound self-esteem carrying him past the point of no return. He wishes he’d never discovered it, because it’s making Ilya’s face do something awful.

    “Oh, you mean I hurt your feelings?”

    Close enough, Shane supposes, his chest aching again. He goes to lift his hand again, sees Ilya zero in on the movement, doesn’t. “I guess so.”

    Ilya scoffs, mean and sharp. “So sorry, Hollander, I didn’t mean to make you get so emotional about a casual fuck.”
    Asshole. So many times he has lobbed the word at Ilya in exasperation, reluctant affection and disbelief, but now he thinks it with vitriolic anger. “I think you should go.”

    Shane finally decides that Ilya's ability to weaponise sex isn't enough for him anymore. Ilya doesn't take it well, but Shane holds firm. Then they start to text about it. Sort of.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    “You are very angry at me. That is okay.” He looked up and met Shane’s eyes. “Tell me. I can take it; I will not get angry. But please, say it all, so I know, and so you do not keep carrying it. I do not want it to rot in here,” he said, jabbing a finger at his chest.

    Ilya took another deep breath, “Please. I cannot fix it if I do not know. Is it because I was too needy?”

    “No, it fucking wasn’t, Ilya!” Shane shouted, eyes shining. “There is quite literally nowhere else that I would rather be. I have moved heaven and earth to have you in my life. You make me. Do you understand that? Loving you makes me who I am. It is a privilege to be here when you are having a hard time. But oh my fucking god, I am so tired of you treating me like absolute dog shit when you get sad. It has to fucking stop."

     

    Ilya Rozanov is being a vicious asshole, and he won't let himself think about why. But after a fight with Yuna and Shane, he's forced to confront what's actually below the surface. Shane Hollander shows up to take good care of his sad lover.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    Dennis lays in the bed with a stillness so absolute it feels staged. A ventilator breathes for him in measured sighs, the sound too rhythmic to be human. It almost looks like he’s a kid pretending to sleep in the backseat of his parents’ car, hoping to be carried inside by strong paternal arms. 

    Robby would do anything for that to be the case. Instead, it is sedation that has smoothed away the sharpness from Dennis’s features.

    It is a heart attack that has made him so still. 

    Or,

    Dennis Whitaker fails to clear and gets shocked by a defibrillator. He takes it as a punishment for sinful eyes that can't seem to look away from Dr. Robby and decides not to tell anyone. The ER keeps moving, but Dennis's heart doesn't. It terribly, horribly doesn't.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    “Where’s Robby?” Perlah demands to Dana, breathless.

    “What’s going on?” Robby asks.

    Perlah turns to him, still in a panic. Robby’s chest tightens in preemptive terror. “It’s Whitaker. Attacked by a patient in triage.”

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    Or; It takes Dennis being attacked by a patient for Robby to realize that his feelings for him go far beyond the bounds of student and teacher.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    Dennis has been living in the abandoned eight floor of PTMC for two months. Tonight standing at an open window, he's not sure he wants to keep going.

    Dr. Robby finds him there... and reminds him that drowning alone is never the only option.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    There are cops in the ED when Dennis arrives for his shift.

    Not necessarily unusual, sure, but he could've done without the unwelcome news that there's a knife-wielding maniac on the loose in their immediate vicinity.

    Figures this would happen on a Monday.

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    Dennis gets stabbed

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    07 Mar 2026

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    The door is ajar. She pushes it fully open.

    "Oh my God," Dana whispers, staring down in shock at the scene before her.

    Dennis, laid prone on the cool floor of the private exam room, blood all over him and the floor.

    ☆☆☆

    Or, what-if the ER Valentine's Day stabbing happened in The Pitt to our favourite punching bag, Dennis Whitaker.

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    16 Feb 2026

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  20. Public Bookmark 37

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    There are a number of things that make Robby feel alive. A long drive on his motorcycle, taking turns a little too sharp, his helmet strapped to the seat behind him. Saving a life when the person is mere inches from death, like he’s playing god. And the thing that makes him feel most alive, which also makes him feel a little dirty on the inside, is having Dennis Whitaker, his student doctor turned intern, on his knees in front of him.

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    14 Feb 2026

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