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    Troy Barrett has always been sensitive, it's something his father tried and failed to beat out of him. It was engrained into his very bones, but he'd learnt to push it down to only crack once alone. He laughed with the jokes, joined Dallas's name calling, or starting fights, and trained hard.

    He'd done everything he could to keep his job stable in his team. And he'd been traded, to fucking Ottawa after making the dumb decision to tell Coach that Dallas was being weird. He could have handled it, but he had to go and tell.

    Ilya Rozanov was an arsehole, but a carefully curated one. He didn't act like Barrett did, he was careful, and now said arsehole was going to be part of their team.

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    Troy gets traded to Ottawa sooner than cannon, and I just give Troy a million and one of my health issues, and we pretend he'd be clear to play and drive with these.

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    02 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 84

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    It was a hard decision to take in Luca Haas.

    Ilya had spent weeks thinking it over, confirming over and over with Shane that he was okay with it. Confirming over and over with himself to make sure he could handle it. Two littles in one house would be tough, especially considering how particular Shane could get. But Shane had promised he didn’t mind, both while big and little. And Ilya had made sure he could change his mind at any point, but after a trial period, Luca would be there to stay.

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    A series of one-shots about Shane and Ilya and Luca. Shane and Luca are littles, and Ilya is a caregiver.

     
    Planning to update every 5-6 days, more or less often by a bit but I am committed to making this pretty long!
    Chapter titles are kind of descriptive of each one's content so you don't have to search for things blindly if you want to skip!

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    29 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 58

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    After Macklin Celebrini and Will Smith fall in love while playing for the San Jose Sharks, their lives changed forever while against their rivals, Will suffers a catastrophic injury that leaves him seriously injured. Overnight, both men are forced to navigate grief, fear, and the terrifying uncertainty of a future neither of them planned for while they stay by each other side through it allz

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    23 May 2026

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    As it turns out, no one ever taught Luke how to tie a little green baby to his back one-handed, but Luke thinks he's pretty gods-damned good at problem-solving under pressure, thank you, and the baby is at least semi-cooperative. When he's sure the kid is strapped in as tight as he can get, Luke pauses, and reaches back. His fingers graze the wide point of the baby's fuzzy ear. "Well, kid," says Luke, and his voice is a little rough, but not bad, all things considered. "Carrying you on my back while getting the absolute banthashit kicked out of me, at least this feels familiar."

    The baby coos in his ear, and then kicks him hard in the kidney. Yoda used to do the exact same thing. Somehow, it's a lot more endearing now.

    Or: Luke Skywalker solves a number of life-or-death problems, makes some new friends, falls abruptly in love, and gets shot into space, all in the same day.

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    19 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 72

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    Will and Mack weren’t supposed to kiss.
    They definitely weren’t supposed to get mono from it.

    Now they’re sick, benched, stuck together, and their entire team is losing their minds about it.

    This fic is equal parts chaos and comfort, the kind of story where everyone is slightly unhinged, slightly overinvolved, and slightly too fond of each other for their own good. It’s sick‑day softness meets locker‑room feral energy, with a generous sprinkle of “why are these two like this.”

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    15 May 2026

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    The Toronto Guardians trade Troy Barrett one game into the season to the Ottawa Centaurs.

    Troy's new team hates him, and his new captain, Ilya Rozanov, has no interest in him. However, when Ilya realizes that Troy barely talks and has been struggling on the ice for weeks, he begins to investigate. But the more Ilya learns about Troy and the Toronto team, the worse it gets for Troy.

     

    {A Role Model rewrite with more angst}

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    10 May 2026

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    Following a forced and early retirement from the NHL, Shane Hollander finds himself spending his days working at the local Omega Shelter where he can still make a difference with his life.

    One evening in early autumn, a bloody and bruised Ilya Rozanov walks into his arms and changes the projection of his life forever.

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    25 Apr 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 42

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    “Every time I let myself get close, I keep expecting you to prove me right. That I’m just another omega here to serve you and you’ll cast aside when you’re done. But I want to be wrong. I just don’t know how to trust that yet.”

    “I know you think you’re just here to serve me, but you mean more than that to me. I won’t let anyone hurt you again.”

    In a world where hockey is a game of power, Macklin Celebrini, the first overall pick, is treated like royalty. Will Smith, an omega, is drafted the year before and brought in to serve Macklin—a tool to keep him safe and satisfied. But after months of mistreatment and abuse, Will’s belief that he’s nothing but a servant is challenged when Macklin steps into his life. As the two collide, Will’s struggle between submission and trust intensifies. Will Macklin prove to be the protector he’s secretly hoped for, or will Will remain the pawn in a game he never asked to play?

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    24 Apr 2026

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    Hockey comes first. Will knows this. He's always known.

    So when he finds out he's pregnant with Macklin's baby, he does the only thing that makes sense: he doesn't tell Macklin. He books an appointment, takes the pill and handles it alone.

    He just doesn't expect it to hurt this much.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    Reverse AU!

    Or: Shy Ilya × Confident Shane

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    23 Apr 2026

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    “If hockey was that important for geopolitics,” María deadpans, leaning across the table to stab another pelmeni with her fork. “The Chinese would’ve gotten into it by now. The Russians want international concessions, and this is a cheap trick to get it. To be completely honest—”

    She dunks the pelmeni into her bowl. It almost looks like she’s drowning it when she twists the fork, coating it in fragrant orange soup. It almost looks like it’s a thrashing animal.

    “—it’s really annoying me. From a purely tradecraft perspective, from one lawyer to another, it’s a cheap trick,” María continues, pelmeni between her teeth. “Canada isn’t even the country who’s detaining Russian arms dealers. That’s US shit. It’s fucking annoying.”

    Shane doesn’t say anything. Shane’s looking at the pictures splayed across the table, face-up, and thinking about how if this all ends here, all Shane will have to show people when they ask about Ilya are six mugshots from when he was transferred from the Moscow jail to the Siberian penal colony, where his cheeks are hollowed out and his eyes are vacant.

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    23 Apr 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 90

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    Geno had him first. Then Nate. Both of them let him go. Leon finds Sid on the floor of a service corridor wearing his hoodie and shaking, and the only coherent thought in his head is: absolutely fucking ridiculous, both of them, to give this up.

    Sidney Crosby has spent every heat since January alone. Leon Draisaitl was never supposed to change that—but Sid stole his hoodie by accident, mistaking it as Nate’s, went into heat in a back corridor, and Leon has never been particularly good at walking away from things that matter.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    Luca Haas has spent his whole life chasing the NHL. When he finally makes the Ottawa Centaurs roster, he ends up living with the team’s captain (and his childhood idol) Ilya Rozanov. Luca plans to keep his head down, stay out of the way, and prove he belongs in the league.

    Unfortunately, Rozanov seems determined to make room for him anyway.

    Or: How Ilya Rozanov accidentally became a dad.

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    21 Apr 2026

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    It's a long standing hockey tradition for veteran players to take in a rookie player for their first year, but when Coach Wiebe came to Ilya about taking in promising prospect Luca Haas, the last thing he expected was to actually agree.

    Luca had just moved from Switzerland to Ottawa and the transition had been anything but smooth. More stressed than he had ever been in his life, unsure how he was going to get through the season, and the last thing he expected was to be taken right under his childhood idol's wing. In what turns out to be a manageable season with the newfound mentorship of Ilya Rozanov.

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    18 Apr 2026

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    “Good, well then that brings me to the real topic of conversation.” Another sigh from Coach Wiebe, “As I’m sure you’ve already guessed, those highlighted names have been offered rookie contracts and they’ve each expressed interest in living with a vet for their first year.”

    Ilya felt his heart fall into his stomach, afraid of the next words to come out of his Coach’s mouth.

    “We asked the rookies who they’d like to live with and, well, LaPointe wanted to board with you, Chouinard. And Young with you, Bood,” Wiebe then turned to Ilya who had frozen on the spot, “And Roz, Haas wants to live with you.”

    Bood and Chouinard chuckled as they watched Ilya’s eyes widen in horror.

     

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    Luca Haas was drafted 2nd overall by the Ottawa Centaurs in 2018. Two years later, he anxiously moved halfway across the world to play his rookie season with the team. He requested to live with Ilya Rozanov and they slowly became family.

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    17 Apr 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 94

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    Luca didn’t feel well. He wasn’t really sure how to categorise it though. It was something small, a pinprick of discomfort that he couldn’t place which made it feel like it was coming from everywhere. It was driving him sort of crazy. It had been going on for a few days. At first he hadn’t thought that much of it. It started as a tiny ache in his jaw, one that he’d put down to grinding his teeth on his mouthguard during the game a bit too much and forgotten all about. But then for some reason he hadn’t been able to sleep, which had given him a headache, which made his eyes itchy and his ears feel weird, and from there it just hadn’t stopped.

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    16 Apr 2026

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    Stand upright. Chin up. Feet planted strong beneath you. Let the world condense into a line between yourself and your target. Envision in your mind what your heart calls you to do.

    The words of Wylan’s tutors echoed in his ears, but they served little help. His heart didn’t want him to do anything but turn and run.

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    Wylan Van Eck is supposed to be a hero. That is the legacy he was born into and the expectation he's been raised under. Now he's sixteen and somehow still powerless, certain that he will keep failing to defend himself until at last he cannot outrun death.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    Pope is a frequent flyer in the Pitt, notorious for unsettling the entirety of the staff and only letting Abbot treat him.

    Until Dennis.

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    14 Apr 2026

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    08 Apr 2026

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    Trinity Santos is the go-to person for gossip. If you want to know something, you ask her. No one knows how she gets her information. She’s never at the scene of the crime. And somehow, she’s always the first to know. They don’t figure it out until one day.

    Or: nobody notices Dennis Whitaker. He's as quiet as a mouse, accidentally overhears everything, and supplies Trinity with a steady stream of workplace gossip.

    He does have standards, though.
    Some secrets are worth keeping.

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    04 Apr 2026

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