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    A cough.

    Till's gaze snaps up at the sound, caught between disbelief and the cruelty of a maybe. He waits, dares not even to breathe, terrified that even a single sound would shatter the illusion.

    Another cough, so soft that Till would not have believed he heard it if he had not also noticed Ivan's shoulder jerk. For a single moment, he stays frozen in place as if in a trance. Then, the fog lifts.

    "Ivan?"

    Ivan survives Round 6.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Till won Round 6. He had his first kiss. He’s one step closer to winning.

    He’s also, notably, now being haunted.

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    Ivan comes back as a ghost. Till realizes what Ivan has done for him, and the feelings he buried for him out of fear. They navigate life (and death) as a man and his ghost.

    My first fic, please go easy on me :')

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    03 Sep 2025

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    Till turns his crazed grin and both middle fingers up for the cameras, then he throws himself off the suspended stage headfirst. The momentum rips clear of the cords in his neck, blood streaming behind him from his open wounds. Behind his eyelids are flashes of his life: long pink hair, bruises down to bone, and one night with the sky streaked bright, running hand in hand.

    On the way down he thinks, in the split second before his neck snaps against the hard metal floor, that if he had the chance, he’d keep running next time.

    ~~

    Or, Till tries again (and again and ag- )

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    01 Sep 2025

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    Once was acceptable, twice was a coincidence. Three times though—

    Oh no.

    This was not the first time he’d lived this day. And Ivan had the horrifying, stomach dropping realisation that this wouldn’t be the last.

     

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    An Ivantill timeloop fic, but with one (or two) unexpected twists!

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    26 Aug 2025

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    Ella leaned forward, her grin widening as though she were gearing up for something big. “All right, the kiddie gloves are coming off!” she announced, practically buzzing with excitement.

    Ivan straightened slightly in his seat, already bracing himself. He knew what was coming next. After all, a person doesn’t just release a rejection song without raising a few eyebrows.

    “For those who don’t know,” she began, turning her attention to the camera, “MAPS is a heart-wrenching song about yearning and rejection!” She let the words linger, her dramatic delivery pulling the audience in, before turning back to Ivan with a glint of mischief in her eyes. “So, naturally, everyone has been dying to know—just who managed to break the Ivan’s heart?”

    The room seemed to hold its breath, her question hanging in the air as Ivan’s smile faltered, just for a second. It wasn’t the first time he’d heard it, and it wouldn’t be the last.

    Or I give Ivan Hanahaki and make it everyone's problem

    Or or My take on the Hanahaki trope (i.e trying to make it more logical) because I have beef with how people write it

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    23 Aug 2025

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    Ivan had never experienced love before. Usually, his crushes were short and fleeting, but with Till… It was different.

    Ivan thought throughout his entire life, his sister would be the only person to truly understand him. But when Till came along, he made Ivan feel new to the language that made up his entire being. Like translating text over and finding nuances to words you never would have known beforehand. Until someone took a close look at you and appreciated you in full.

    After only a few months together, Ivan doesn’t remember where he began or where Till ended anymore. They were emulsified.

    Everyone thinks Till and Ivan are dating, which is impossible when Till is in love with Mizi. Hijinks Ensue.

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    Chapters:
    12/14
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    23 Aug 2025

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    Every weekend, Till would come home to the small coastal town he grew up in. And every weekend, Ivan is waiting for him – gachapon in hand.

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    15 Aug 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 36

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    As we rest here alone like notes on a page,
    The finest to compose could not play our pain.
    With a candle through time I can still see your ghost.
    I hate that it seemed you were never enough,
    We were broken and bleeding but never gave up.
    And I hope that I sing through your memory.
    I hope that we meet in another life
    ("Another Life" by Motionless in White)

     

    Ivan looks at the stars, their flickering echoing painfully in his chest, the quiet glow reminding him of familiar eyes.

    "In another reality, if I were to reach out, would I be able to reach your heart?"

    Or Ivan is plagued by blurred memories of his past life, and Till is a suspended college student who seems too familiar to be a stranger.

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    12 Aug 2025

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    Till is a phenomenon, a famous actor, a living legend. When the new movie he is starring in has a global press tour, Till needs a translator to get him across the world and make sure his words are heard. And there is nobody more fit for this job than his close friend Ivan, a polyglot who is also the screenwriter of the movie.
    In a whirlwind of tangled words, things always get lost in translation. But feelings? They are not so easy to hide behind the boundaries of language.

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    11 Aug 2025

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    It can't be.
    It isn't possible.
    The hair is different. Longer, wavy. He's more muscular, too, than Till remembers him being, bulging visibly with his arms crossed like that. There's a scratch on his nose that's in the beginning stages of healing, and his clothes are stained with what looks like segyein blood.
    But the look in his eyes is nothing like the cold, despising gaze that haunts Till. It's warm and red and alive.
    Till chokes around the word.
    It couldn't be, but there he is.
    Ivan.
    _______
    Or, in short, Till and Ivan find themselves in a life beyond their original expectancy. Now what?

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    07 Aug 2025

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    Dropping the mic sounds out like a death knell to him; the final nail in his soon to be made coffin. Ivan’s long since made peace with the maw of the void, so stepping up to its open mouth isn’t why he’s afraid.

    What actually scares Ivan, is having to live with the consequences.

     

    [Title Song]

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    29 Jul 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 23

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    He was fourteen when it started, and twenty-two when it ended, if it ever really did. The dates are important. They matter because any blurriness in them and bad words start getting thrown around. Words like abuse and taken advantage, things that really don’t apply to him and certainly didn’t then, when he had wanted everything he got.

    After managing to go a year without contact, Arthur receives a letter that brings him right back into Dutch’s orbit. He’s dying, and despite his usual theatrics, this time he means it.

    Or, how Arthur watched his abuser die and got his groove back.

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    21 Dec 2024

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    In which Arthur becomes a famous artist entirely by accident, and everything turns out alright.

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    13 Dec 2024

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    12 Nov 2024

  15. Public Bookmark 58

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    A compilation of my main work - "The Matthews Family" - and also a smattering of "bonus features" that I couldn't make fit into the main narrative but desperately wanted to publish anyway.

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    25 Oct 2024

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    Tang Fan writes a new romance novel that reaches new heights of obvious pining, Wang Zhi takes matters into his own hands, a guest comes to stay, and Sui Zhou continues to be a irresponsible combination of jealous and oblivious.
    (This takes place somewhere nebulously in the middle of the series, but really it could happen at any point, no spoilers)

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    26 Aug 2024

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    “It’s like my ad says,” Tang Fan says. “We can talk. Or you can talk, and I can listen, or I can talk to you. About anything. Or … I could talk dirty to you?”

    Tang Fan does have regulars who want sex stuff, but really, what he does only qualifies as phone sex maybe one call in twenty. Mostly, it’s just Tang Fan chatting with lonely people. But he can handle the sexy stuff, obviously, and if the Man with the Sexy Voice wants sexy, Tang Fan is very willing to — actually, he decides, a little unnerved by his own enthusiasm, better not to finish that thought. This is a business transaction, after all. This is the gig economy.

    “Not this time,” the Man with the Sexy Voice says, almost apologetic, like he’s forgotten that he’s paying Tang Fan for this. “Just — maybe if you could talk to me about something you find interesting?”

    In which Tang Fan develops some rather inconvenient feelings for a late-night caller to his phone sex line.

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    22 Aug 2024

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    To crack the Yunhe forgery case, Tang Fan and Sui Zhou must pretend to be a couple and gain Ma Lin's trust.

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    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    164
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    6,316

    21 Aug 2024

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    Missing scene from Episode 40: what happens immediately after THAT part.

    Sui Zhou just wants to take Tang Fan home. If it can still be called home.

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    16 Aug 2024

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    Damen and Laurent break up. Nicaise brings them back together.

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    Comments:
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    1,262
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    172,577

    10 Jun 2024

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