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“Can I ask you something?”
Ilya nods.
“Do you ever feel like a woman instead of a man?”
He doesn't answer right away. He looks at the clock on the wall, instead, watching the second-hand tick. He swallows. He opens his mouth, then closes it. Galina waits.
Ilya doesn't think he knows the answer to that question, is the thing.
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Basically 14k of closeted transfem Ilya Rozanov vs. the feeling of wanting to be pretty
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11 Jul 2026
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Patience and love are the potent mix that makes devotion.
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- Part 9 of win conditions
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- 1/1
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09 Jun 2026
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we'll let everybody stare, i don't care by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 May 2026
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Shane thinks this is probably the first - and last - time in his life that he’s ever been excited about grocery shopping. But it’s their first time doing it together, as a couple, out in public where other people can see them. Where, finally, they don’t have to pretend to be something they’re not.
It’s such a small thing - insignificant to most people, probably - but it’s a luxury Shane never thought he would be allowed to have.
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27 May 2026
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All Our Little Victories (and Losses) by Vee (Vera_DragonMuse)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Feb 2026
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The Pikes had a rough season, but now they may have a path forward to a new home, new friends and maybe some more unconventional changes.
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- Part 2 of win conditions
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- English
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- 74,520
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- 4/4
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29 Apr 2026
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something you can build by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jan 2026
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Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.
It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.
(Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)
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- Part 2 of something you can fix
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- English
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- 96,881
- Chapters:
- 13/13
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- 4
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- 8,635
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24 Apr 2026
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Our House by hollanov_1410
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 May 2026
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A glimpse into Shane and Ilya’s life as dads to three kids: Nikolai (Niko), Maxim (Max), and Mila. This will be a series of oneshots exploring different moments in their parenting journey. All fics can be read as a standalone!
p.s. title is in reference to the song Our House by Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young 🩵
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18 Apr 2026
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Glass and Steel by absurdistaffair
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Mar 2026
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“I pee on a stick every day, take my temperature, app tells me when to fuck,” Ilya summarises succinctly. “App says we fuck today. Possibly tomorrow also.”
“Tomorrow too?” Shane teases. “Are you just trying to get into my pants?”
“If I was just trying to get into your pants I wouldn’t be on bottom,” Ilya points out, and he does have a point there. Not that topping is unpleasant, or anything, but it’s not exactly something Shane tends to do without an occasion. “I also wouldn’t have to use app. I would say ‘Hollander, get your dick out,’ and you get your dick out.”
“Are you calling me easy?”
“Yes. We are both easy, it is the best thing about our relationship.”
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Shane and Ilya want kids, preferably soon. The details of making that happen prove to be slightly more complicated than initially anticipated.
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- Part 1 of Glass and Steel ‘Verse
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- English
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- 90,186
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- 12/12
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05 Apr 2026
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team dads hollanov by Marmeladeskies
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
28 Jun 2026
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02 Apr 2026
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
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- English
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- 222,222
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- 28/28
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19 Mar 2026
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18 Mar 2026
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win conditions by Vee (Vera_DragonMuse)
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
07 Jun 2026
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06 Mar 2026
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This is What Peak Performance Looks Like by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 May 2026
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Shane doesn’t know exactly when he decided he was done hiding and bending over backwards to make other people comfortable. Sometime between going to bed last night and heading to the rink this morning, something in him just gave out.
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12 Feb 2026
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Ghosts that we knew (we'll be alright) by Drake_Rhapsody
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
10 Oct 2025
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After the Empty took Castiel, Dean pushed everything he felt inside a Very Secret, Very Closed Box in his head and swallowed the key. The Box had been intact and hermetic for two years in its corner of Dean’s mind, and because of that, Dean had been able to stay sane and focused. More or less.
But now, with Cas back, with every day they didn’t talk about what's between them, the Box is starting to leak.Castiel isn't complaining, far from it: He has a roof over his head, good shower pressure and food. He’s so grateful he’s afraid. Because he believed to have all those things once before, human and lost and confused, only to have the rug pulled under his feet.
And there’s the fact that, the last time he died, he carved his heart out for Dean to take, and the hunter hasn’t said anything about it.
Maybe that’s as good an answer as he’s going to get.Series
- Part 1 of Mumford&Sons inspired Destiel fics
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21 Dec 2025
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Sharpness and edges come with hunting; Dean knows this. He's lived his life knowing this.
But as he gets older, the edges start to dull.
His life becomes more than getting cut.- Language:
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- 4/4
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19 Dec 2025
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are you starving, darling? (let me put your lips to something) by thiansai for Faster_Than_the_Speed_of_Sound
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
13 Feb 2026
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when cas locks eyes with the man across the bar, the first thing that runs through his head is how much he wants to take care of him.
dean doesn’t think he’s deserving. cas is ready to show him otherwise.
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- Part 1 of lover, come over
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10 Dec 2025
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Dean had been tentatively dreading the Christmas Eve celebration that somehow had come to include both of his parents and all their lovers and children simultaneously. It was a night that his mom swore up and down was steeped in beautiful traditions, but all Dean could remember was arguments, an overabundance of food, an occasional fistfight, or outburst of tears, a weird insistence that they eat pasta with squid sauce, though none of his parents were Italian, and a rotating list of random guests that Mary was compelled to invite so that more people would compliment her cooking and her beautiful family. She certainly didn’t hold any of her invitees in high regard, considering the the tense atmosphere she was dragging them into.
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07 Dec 2025
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chi·me·ra, noun. Definition: a single animal or plant with genetically distinct cells from two different zygotes
chi·me·ra, noun. Definition: a thing that is hoped or wished for but in fact is illusory or impossible to achieve.
chi·me·ra, noun. Definition: a monstrous creature with parts from multiple animals.chi·me·ra
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Definition: a boy who's done too much bad to be considered good and too much good to be considered bad.alternately, Theo's back from hell and there's a lot of shit to sort out. Liam helps with that, sometimes.
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13 Jul 2025
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Quite honestly the best fic I’ve ever read
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you carry my fears (as the heavens set fire) by prettyaveragewhiteshark
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
19 Nov 2021
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In which Vi and Caitlyn have sex four different times
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The author is working through touch trauma with an incredible partner and wanted to let Vi in on that action too
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- 1/1
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30 Jun 2025
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Post-canon, Vi believes she is okay. That she is happy where she is. But she stops her own self from believing in it.
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19k words of hurt
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29 Jun 2025
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The most accurate portrayal of depression I’ve seen in writing and loving someone through the ups and downs. it hit so hard for me
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Theo is drowning, because lately, isn't he always? The water fragments his vision and soaks into bronchioles like it belongs there. It logs his atria, puffs up his skin and disintegrates his fingertips. Theo sees the moon, waving mockingly from above the surface.
Here, is retribution, served like sun-warmed river rocks sewn into pockets. Osmosis slowly replacing blood with water, swollen lungs and lips and teeth scrambling for traction in consciousness.
Maybe this is what Tara felt.
Hopefully, Theo thinks, this is worse.
Just as he thinks the buzzing black in the corners of his eyes will consume him, a hand plunges into the river. It is strong, and bloody, and beautiful. Because Theo knows whose hand it is. Knows the blunt human nails and bitten off cuticles.
Choking on relief and conflicting disappointment, Theo wonders if he should reach for salvation, or if salvation is something that could be done to him, something that could just happen.OR Theo reads the book, goes through hell, is in love with Liam the whole time and remembers what it feels like to be loved
AKA me projecting my OCD on my comfort character.
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- Part 1 of Greiving from the grace of God
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28 Jun 2025