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Déjà vu by NotEvenCloseToStraight
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Apr 2026
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2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.
2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.
When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.
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“So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Papa and their coach used to date?”
“We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”
“No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”
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- Part 6 of Heated Rivalry
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- English
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- 200,090
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- 13/?
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14 Apr 2026
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Unearthed by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 Apr 2026
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Just before Shane’s 30th birthday, his entire world comes to a screeching halt. A stupid mistake in Florida gets him outed, traded, depressed, enraged. And to make matters worse, Ilya Rozanov is right there to witness his entire crash and burn.
OR, Shane doesn’t get hurt playing against Boston, and Ilya does break up with him. Flash forward four years, and Shane finds himself playing for the Ottawa Centaurs, where Ilya has been captain since 2019.
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10 Apr 2026
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Shane’s rookie season is supposed to be the start of his dream. But his new teammate, Thompson, won’t leave him alone. Each encounter is worse than the last, and Shane doesn’t know what to do —or if anyone would believe him, if he told them. When Ilya finds out, he can’t stay out of it—and he’s determined to protect Shane.
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06 Apr 2026
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after the cherry wine. by fizzfics
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Apr 2026
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‘Was he? What you needed?’
‘No. I mean, sort of. But…’
‘Did he hurt you?’
Shane didn’t answer. Instead, his gaze dipped to the floor.
The blood drained from Ilya’s face. ‘Shane?’
‘Um.’
Ilya’s fingers dug into the desk he was leaning on. He watched Shane’s face. That beautiful fucking face. The one he had to force himself not to stare at on the ice in case he got distracted. The face he had known since he was eighteen years old. Whether Shane believed it or not, there were few people who could read his face like Ilya Rozanov could.
And he was reading the truth on it now.
‘Fuck. He hurt you?’
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In which Ilya finds out that Shane's other sexual experiences have not been as safe or pleasurable as he deserves and decides to make things right.
(Please check the tags, this might not be for you!)
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- 19/?
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02 Apr 2026
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The Chains Forged from Fear by dragonsXmaroon
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Apr 2026
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The Montreal Metros didn't take the news of Shane's and Ilya's relationship well.
Shane would've never thought that their hatred could run this deep, until he finds himself lying half-conscious on the floor, with blood coating his lips and face.
In the aftermath, Shane tries to protect Ilya as much as he can, not wanting to bother him with his fears.
For Ilya it feels like Shane doesn't want him anymore, which causes him to spiral.
orAU fic set after Shane and Ilya's involuntary outing. A few teammates attack Shane. Ilya freaks out. Shane shuts everyone out. The following weeks are hell. Shane has to learn to overcome his fears.
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30 Mar 2026
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Changing the Narrative by tmp93
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Apr 2026
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“I think we need a plan.”
“I thought we have a plan?” Ilya asked, gruffly, his brow furrowing in confusion.
“I just mean…” Shane’s face was serious; his eyes were doing that puppy-dog thing that Ilya couldn’t resist, where they looked earnest and soft and serious all at once. "What if we didn’t wait to come out? Rather than waiting until we retire. Maybe, I don’t know, stopped hiding quite so much and just… let people figure it out, eventually.”
Changing the Narrative, or; Hollander and Rozanov's Guide to a Gentle Take-Off
Shane and Ilya are done hiding. Coming out, however, is another story. Between family, friends, fans, teammates, and a league still grappling with inclusivity, changing the narrative might just prove more complicated than they expected.
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28 Mar 2026
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Apr 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
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- English
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- 26/28
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27 Mar 2026
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Day-to-Day (Upper Body) by ReedP0int
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Apr 2026
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The summer before his second season with the Centaurs, Shane Hollander is supposed to have his body and his life under control. He’s married, training hard, doing everything right.
So the nausea, the bone-deep exhaustion, the aching chest and low back, the way his body feels wrong in all the old ways he thought he’d outrun?
He blames stress. He blames the season. He blames anything but himself.
Shane knows his body. He has spent years fighting for it.
But one rushed doctor’s visit turns into an ultrasound, and suddenly he’s thirty-plus weeks pregnant with a baby he didn’t plan, didn’t want, and doesn’t know how to make peace with.
Now he can’t outrun anything anymore.
Not the dysphoria. Not the fear of the league finding out.
Not the family he’s already carrying.---
hi i need more trans!shane hollander. and as a trans man who wants to get pregnant someday obviously i had to make shane pregnant. without him knowing though. sorry bb
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- Part 1 of Day-to-Day (Upper Body) Series
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- 108,208
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- 17/25
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26 Mar 2026
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Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.
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02 Mar 2026
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No Further Questions by pause_to_read
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Jan 2026
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Shane has spent his entire career rising above it.
After one dirty hit, one slur, and one question too many, he stops.
A press conference becomes a confession—and a line is finally drawn.
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11 Feb 2026
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“I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”
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or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.
Ilya has open hands.
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09 Feb 2026
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Your Blood, Your Bones, Your Voice & Your Ghost by TuttleAsHimself
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Feb 2026
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It's the first Ottawa vs Montreal game since Shane signed on with the Centaurs. Tensions are boiling over and it's ramping up to be an intense and brutal game.
The Centaurs have a teammate to protect on the ice. Ilya has a husband to worry about. And Shane has something to prove to the old team that dropped him like he was nothing.
When a hit is taken too far, no one can predict just how wrong things can go.
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01 Feb 2026
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Before Sunrise by capybaraaaa
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Feb 2026
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It’s not like he’s gonna have to personally babysit Ilya Rozanov through summer camp, right?
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Canon divergence. Where Shane and Ilya broke up before the Cottage. Shane Hollander is now the best assistant coach in the League and Ilya Rozanov is a part-time retired-yet-still-internet-famous NBC hockey commentator, and a full-time hockey dad.
They are reunited at a hockey summer camp.Bookmarked by Indus
18 Jan 2026
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back and forth from new york by alphalupi
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Apr 2026
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After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.
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Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.
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- Part 1 of back and forth from new york
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- 255,418
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- 55/55
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15 Jan 2026
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Karma Is the King Coming Straight Home to Me by azraelriego
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
02 Jan 2026
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Prince Henry is no longer just the spare. In 2033, Britain crowns him King and with Alex and their twins by his side, the world watches to see if love can survive the weight of history. But the timing couldn’t be worse. Sabotage rattles NATO. Panic sparks talk of war.
As the Crown is tested, Henry and Alex find themselves pulled between duty, danger, and each other. How do you protect both a country and a marriage? And, most of all, how do you stop history from repeating itself?
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- Part 2 of Guilty as Sin
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- 261,562
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- 33/40
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11 Jan 2026
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And In The Dark, I Found You by Ziggy12
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)
29 Apr 2026
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Four years ago, seventeen-year-old Alex was kidnapped by a man he was supposed to trust. In the aftermath, he disappeared from the spotlight with his father, quietly rebuilding his life. Now, his mother insists it's time for him to return to the world, starting with a very public reappearance at Prince Phillip’s royal wedding.
There, Alex meets Prince Henry, and the connection between them is instant and electric. But as their relationship deepens, Alex finds himself torn between falling for a closeted royal and preparing to face the man who once shattered his world in court.
Then, just as he begins to reclaim his voice and his future, a shocking revelation from his mother about the truth behind his abduction threatens to upend everything. Can Alex and Henry hold on to each other through the storm, or will the weight of secrets and scars be too much to bear?
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- English
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- 145,175
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- 40/50
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11 Jan 2026
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Ice in Their Veins by Anonymous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Jan 2026
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Scott Hunter (25) never expected the hardest part of playing for the Boston Storm would be keeping his feelings hidden, especially from Kip Grady (25), the calm, quietly brilliant assistant coach who has no idea Scott’s heart has been tied in knots for two years.
Thankfully, Scott has his best friend Ilya Rosanov (25), the Storm’s pride and problem child. Ilya is confident, talented, stubborn and the center of the team’s spotlight. The two of them have always been inseparable.
But everything changes the day Shane Hollander (23) joins the roster. Shane is sunshine wrapped in skates charming, golden, effortlessly brilliant. He becomes the media’s new favorite overnight. And worst of all? Ilya can’t look away.
Watching the team’s golden boy fall for the new golden boy is the last thing Scott needs, especially while Kip Grady accidentally breaks Scott’s heart with every kind smile and oblivious compliment.
As the season unfolds, friendships shift under the pressure of rising fame, jealousy, and unexpected chemistry.
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- English
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- 78,032
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- 24/?
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10 Jan 2026
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Joseph waits his whole life for the perfect alpha son who will make him proud. The son who follow his father's footsteps and serves their country at war. And then, Steve Rogers is born. He is not strong, tall or muscular. But above all he is not an alpha. Betrayed by his own son, Joseph shuns him away.
Enter James Barnes. Tall, muscular and strong. The perfect alpha.
When Joseph saves his life on the battlefield, he asks him to marry Steve in return...
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02 Jan 2026
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"Ilya, they can see us." by intothedeepbluesea
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
25 Dec 2025
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Struggling with the negative media attention and speculation following Game 7, Shane goes skating on the lake and falls through. Minutes before the Ottawa Centaurs are set to face the New York Admirals, Ilya receives a phone call.
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02 Jan 2026
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change your ticket by lupus (lupuswrites)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Dec 2025
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Under the guidance of his doctor and mostly out of desperation due to his last annual heat being severe enough to nearly land him in the hospital, Shane Hollander knows he needs to take a heat partner for the first time if he doesn’t want to end up in a cycle facility.
With his options between hiring a comfort alpha or asking one Ilya Rozanov for help, the choice is clear to Shane. Even if it feels like he’s losing every shred of his dignity to ask his - rival? fuckbuddy? - whatever Rozanov is to help him through his heat, Rozanov is the only alpha he trusts enough to take care of him.
Rozanov is due for his own rut and is more than happy to finally, finally have heat sex with Hollander. Which is why he says yes with no hesitation. No other reason, of course.
Now they both just need to survive the week with their hearts intact, which is something far easier said than done.- Language:
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01 Jan 2026