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  1. Public Bookmark 61

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    Ilya Rozanov’s college life was going smoothly until he received those handwritten letters. Letters that were oddly similar to his own handwritings. Letters claiming to be from his future self.

    Ilya could’ve sworn this was some prank that his roommate was playing on him but things got a bit too real when those letters could actually predict what would happen next in his life.

    What’s worse was that this "future Ilya" kept telling the current Ilya to save his husband from a big tragedy. Of course, the husband turned out to be the campus’ heartthrob band member, Shane Hollander, whom Ilya has never interacted with at all.

    Ilya sighed in frustration, “Hollander, listen to me. I know this is hard to believe but trust me, please. These letters from my future self keeps telling me to save you and-”

    “Okay,” Shane nodded.

    Ilya blinked, “What?”

    “I said okay. Whatever it is, I'll trust you.”

    Or Ilya got these sudden letters appearing on his desk every night, claiming to be from his future self and telling him to save a certain person called “Shane Hollander”, who turned out to be Ilya’s future husband.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.

    Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane’s relationship first—and decide that instead of letting their captain move to fucking Ottawa, they’ll just kidnap a his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    Svetlana: Ilyusha, I have a proposition for you.

    Ilya: What?

    Svetlana: I have a friend - he is very sweet, very handsome. Realized he’s gay but is too nervous to date because he’s inexperienced in bed. Up for giving him some lessons? He’s not out. Would be DL.

    Ilya: No.

    Shane’s breath hitched. Why did he feel so disappointed? This was the best case scenario. Getting sex lessons from his hockey arch rival was the worst thing he could do. This was good. This was how it should be. And his name had never been said, so Rozanov was none the wiser–

    He yelped when he saw what Svetlana had responded with.

    Svetlana: It’s Shane Hollander.

    Ilya: Da. I will do it.

    Or; Ilya Rozanov gives Shane Hollander sex lessons. What could go wrong?

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    18 Mar 2026

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    He mentally summed the list up as he walked, breath fogging up in the cold Montreal air. In just over two months he’d had skin to skin contact exactly six times.

    It had been bad before, during the Canadian winter, when everyone was always fully covered from head to toe, it always got worse than in summers, but this season was a new record low, even for him.

    And he was going mad because of it.

    OR

    Shane has only had skin on skine contact six times in two months. He's going insane because of it, becoming obsessed with every possibility of it. It impacts his sleep, concentration and eventually his game on the ice. In desperation he books a session with a massage therapist, supposedly for his tense muscles. Enter one Ilya Rozanov, massage therapist from heaven, Russian asshole, consent king and all-around good boy once you get past his general demeanor.

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    18 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 32

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    Harry leaves the Dursleys for his first year at Hogwarts. During detention, Snape notices unusual behavior in the young boy in front of him, which confuses him. When he started to ask questions, he wished he had never opened his mouth to begin with.

    It’s a story about:
    What care looks like when it’s imperfect, late, and spoken in rules instead of love

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    06 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander met Ilya Rozanov when he was five years old. Everyone was surprised that Shane Hollander's closest friend was Ilya Rozanov, despite being his biggest competition on ice. Oh, and pretty much everyone thinks they're dating. Except they're really not.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    Odd-Man Rush: The situation that occurs when a team enters the attacking zone and outnumbers the opposing players in the zone.

    Or,

    Shane doesn’t know why he still feels so off-kilter. He should be the happiest he’s ever been—he won the Cup, he feels like he’s maybe starting to have a few friends on his team, and he’s finally starting to believe his parents when they tell him he won’t get traded again. He should be on top of the world, but sometimes he still feels like the lone defender on an odd-man rush, skating as fast as he can to prevent what feels like an inevitable outcome.

    The problem is that he’s not quite sure which outcome it is that he’s trying to stop.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    Nobody knows why Shane Hollander dropped out of the 2009 draft at the last second, and a year later it stuns the whole hockey world when he's signed by the Boston Raiders. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston - but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    "Holy shit!" Vic gasps, gaping at Ilya. "Holy shit," he repeats more slowly as realization dawns on him. "Shane Fucking Hollander is your Montreal girl?"

    OR: Ilya's teammates go with him to visit Hollander at the hospital and a high-on-painkillers Shane can't keep his mouth shut. Ilya learns that when it comes down to it, ice is thicker than blood.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    Shane finds himself pregnant and is left with two options; abort, and save his career/ keep his identity hidden, or quit the NHL and go awol. It should be known by now; Shane Hollander never does things the easy way.
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    “Okay with it?” Ilya parrots, his voice just as raw as Shane’s. “Why would I not be okay with it?”
    Shane shrugs one shoulder, unsure of the answer himself, unsure of exactly what to say besides the ugly truth hidden within his chest; because it means I am a pathetic man.
    Ilya seems to read his silence anyway. He walks forward, then, and this time Shane doesn’t try to stop his progression. He has enough time to brace himself for it before strong, familiar arms are wrapped around him and he’s entirely engulfed by the Russian.For the first time in weeks, Shane feels himself snap back to reality so violently his body quakes.
    He clings to Ilya, burying his nose in the Alpha’s chest, inhaling his deep, pine scent and allowing it to fill him entirely as something in his chest cracks open and he sobs.
    “There you are.” Ilya murmurs as he buries his nose in Shane’s hair, taking an audible deep breath.“Do you know how long I have waited to smell you, Shane? To know you fully, just by this?”

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    23 Feb 2026

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    When Ilya walks into the showers and finds Hollander experiencing his first heat, he finds himself having to assist more than he ever expected to.

    “What is it?” Rozanov asked in thickly accented English.

    “Uh…Do you know what I should do about this heat…?” Shane asked, feeling like a total idiot as he hadn’t prepared what he should say.

    “No one told you?” Rozanov said irritably.

    “Um, no. I thought I was a beta. No one gave me suggestions for this.”

    “Oh, Jesus, Hollander. You’re asking me to walk you through your heat?”

    “…Please?” Shane begged.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Standing at the door of Ilya’s hotel room, Shane prepares his speech in his head. Everything he wants to tell Ilya, to explain to Ilya. To apologize for running away when things started to feel too real. What he didn’t prepare for was Ilya’s arms wrapped around him as the man cried into his shoulder.

    -

    Or how one night in a Tampa bay hotel room changes their lives and careers forever

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Everyone's back for 8th year, and Harry and his friends seem determined to spend their last year in school running around at night, hyped up on coffee and alcohol and Honeydukes candy, doing all the childish things they didn't have the chance to do before. Draco watches as he's always watched: from afar, quiet and bitter and hopelessly in love. That is, until Pansy decides she's had quite enough of it.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    When practice is done and he’s showered, he checks his phone.
    The 16 messages from Lily are expected with Ilya traveling to Detroit this week. Ilya has a strong but unsupported hatred of Detroit. The ‘vibes are bad Shane’ was the last claim Shane had heard and he is prepared to read even less substantiated claims.
    He’s unprepared to see a group chat he’s been added to.
    Shane is only a part of a few group chats. One that Rose put together with a bunch of her not out queer friends that he keeps muted but likes to scroll through every once in a while (they have good memes). The group chat with the whole team he only keeps up with for Captain Reasons but keeps it muted too. The one with both of his parents that his mom uses more often than her single thread with him cause ‘Your Dad deserves to be in the loop too’. And finally the one with Jackie and Hayden which is mostly him and Jackie bullying Hayden and Hayden being increasingly frustrated with their antics.
    This is not even close to those
    OTTAWA WAGS

    or Shane gets added to the Ottawa WAGs group chat and maybe learns something about himself along the way
    Previously: Shane Hollander and the Magic of Friendship

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    21 Feb 2026

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    It was now nearly one in the afternoon, and Will was still baffled by what had happened. So baffled by his own panicking gay thoughts, that he suddenly could see Mike clear as day through the fog. He blinked and shook out his head. But when he opened his eyes again, Mike was still there, his face beaming.
    “William!” He shouted while raising an arm.
    But Will was going too fast, and the ground was too slick. He swerved the handlebars and squeezed the hand break, but it was too late. He fully crashed into Mike.
    Their bodies collided as will fell off the bike, and it occurred to him suddenly that Mike was wearing metal. But as he opened his eyes and took in the body beneath him, he saw what it really was. Mike wasn’t just wearing metal. He was fully decked out in knight’s armor, and now wasn’t moving.

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    12 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 29

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    The knight's freckles were more prominent than Mike’s, and his skin was slightly more tanned. Pink dusted his cheeks, as if slightly sunburned or permanently blushing. And he wore silver armor, decorated with a dark red heart engraved in the middle. It was ornate, but it was weathered, lived-in. Will stepped back, his face burning. “N-no. YOU aren’t real. You’re–I painted you.”

    “William, you have painted me a thousand times. My features look divine when painted by your masterful hand.” He smirked, stepping toward Will again and caressing his face with the back of his hand. “Where are your robes?” He paused, brow furrowing once more. “You look…different."

    --
    Only a few days after defeating Vecna, a rogue swarm of demobats tries to kidnap and kill Mike. Will, in the heat of the moment, uses his powers to destroy them, and accidentally opens a portal between worlds, but not the Upside Down or the Abyss. He sends Mike to the Kingdom of Haukyns, and accidentally brings Sir Michael the Brave, his twin from an alternate realm, to Hawkins, Indiana.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    “Thanks for taking care of me, Mike. I didn’t mean to drink this much.” Mike locks the dorm door behind him with a quiet click. “I could’ve had Carlton walk me back. If you wanted to stay at the party.”

    Mike rolls his eyes, taking a deliberate step closer. “Yeah, I bet he would've loved that. And, please... stop saying his fucking name, okay?”

    Will swallows. “Sorry, I just meant…I’m so happy you’re here, but I know you’re not just here to see me, and you probably want—”

    Mike cuts him off without a second thought. He grabs Will’s arms, and shoves him lightly but firmly against the wall. Their chests collide. Will freezes—but Mike doesn’t back down. “Will…you have no idea what I want,” he whispers, eyes dropping to Will’s lips. Every shred of control he’s ever clung to around him melting.

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    10 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 38

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    Mike is spiraling. Will is back, and nothing feels simple anymore. Every thought, every glance, every small interaction is magnified, twisting confusion, longing, and fear into a knot in his chest. He’s desperate to understand where he stands, with Will, with himself, with the feelings he can’t quite name.

    Their friendship is fragile and charged, a mix of comfort and tension, laughter and silence. Ordinary moments—boxes, blankets, movie nights- become emotional minefields, exposing how much Mike’s world revolves around Will and how much he’s struggling to keep control of his own mind.

    Amid the quiet, the jokes, the arguments with friends, and the small gestures that linger too long, Mike’s inner life dominates everything. He’s trying to reconcile curiosity, attachment, and fear, all while the line between friendship and something more starts to blur, leaving him anxious, frustrated, and completely consumed.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander had a plan. It was a good plan, just as every other plan he’d ever made was a good plan. Then he watched a video of a burning plane carrying the love of his life and it became the only plan he’d ever changed.

    or...

    Shane goes to Tampa. The next morning, Troy Barrett receives a text from Ilya:

    “Bringing boyfriend to breakfast. Tell team to be not weird.”

    The Centaurs are, unsurprisingly, weird about it but become the best support system they could ask for as Shane and Ilya navigate the choice to fully begin their lives together and love each other out loud.

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    10 Feb 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 18

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    “Have you talked to anyone in your classes?” Eddie asks, pointing his fork mindlessly at Will.

    “Uh, not really, well, other than this guy in my math class, named Mike, on the basketball team.”

    Dustin and Eddie pause, eyes wide, staring at Will.

    “Mike, as in Mike Wheeler, the guy who only talks to his girlfriend, Lucas, and Max.”

    Will looks at them, confused, mid-bite of his sandwich.

    “Well, yeah, he started the conversation, why,” Will’s sarcastic tone from just a few seconds ago slowly slipped to a confused one.

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    09 Feb 2026

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