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Today 3:57 PM
Jane: Hey so. I need you to sext me like a girl
Today 10:18 PM
Lily: what
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Or, Shane Hollander becomes Captain of the Metros, and Ilya doesn’t take kindly to what happens after that.
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Wag Ilya
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something you can fix by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Dec 2025
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Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.
“Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.
And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.
Just once. Just a single nod.
Why did he have to nod?
“Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”
“Of course.”
Of course.
“Was it better?”
“Yes.”
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Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.
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- Part 1 of something you can fix
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Sherlock Holmes and the Wizarding World by Pale_Blue
Fandom Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Sherlock (TV), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms
26 Mar 2023
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House's bad day at work means feeling like a burden when Wilson wants to take care of him. This pisses Wilson off more than actually having to do it.
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Shane wears Ilya’s jersey....and Ilya? Ilya short-circuits so hard he nearly forgets how to stand.
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Would be a good hr fic but the author used ai:(
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Shane Hollander, a lonely and longing househusband, calls pool cleaning services at the beginning of summer.
Ilya Rozanov the pool boy shows up.
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Such a Pretty Crier by Bruja_oscura
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Dec 2025
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Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.
Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.
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i keep closing my eyes but i can't block you out by stardustvx
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Dec 2025
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Shane has a migraine before the game. He thinks he is good enough to play up until the second when he throws up all over Ilya Rozanov’s jersey. Yes, on the ice.
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"Something… happened at lunch."
That was surprisingly ominous, even for Ilya. Shane was immediately freaking out. Something was wrong. Very wrong. Shane's mind immediately went to very dark places. Someone got traded. Someone was seriously injured. Someone was dead. He tried to keep his voice even as he said, "Okay."
"I don't–" Ilya's face crumpled as he knelt on the floor in front of Shane. "I'm so sorry."
Okay. This was an Ilya thing. Oh god. Shane couldn't stop the spiral. One of them was getting traded. Or their sex tape had been leaked. Or he was dying. Or–
"I think I have a kid."
Or, Ilya had a kid with a one-night stand. Shane handles this a whole lot better than anyone (even himself) expected.
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“Jax?” the second voice says. His eyes snap toward her voice, and he sees a strange, cartoonish jester. She's looking at him with a furrowed brow and worried eyes. “Are you… okay?”
It clicks into place. They are talking to him. Jax is him.
“Why are you calling me…” he starts to say, then trails off when he realizes.
He can't remember his name.
Or, Jax loses all memories of his time in the circus.
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oh, don't cross your fingers (i'll still be right by your side forevermore) by fluescere for Wittich_Tara
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
11 Jul 2025
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Alhaitham, whether the other knows it or not, is very aware of Kaveh’s issues.
He is a burning candle, a crumbling building, a cattle with perfected lines drawn into his body. He is a perfectionist, a people pleaser, a person unable to let the world see him as anything less than what he has shown. Kaveh steps into the world as perfect and prim, just like the architect that everyone thinks that he is.
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or; a deep dive into kaveh, bpd, and a very caring alhaitham- Language:
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Everyone who has BPD and thinks or thought in the past that they're a monster should read this
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Han Jisung doesn’t date. Don’t waste your time.
I heard he has erectile dysfunction.
He’s weird.
Never seen that dude with a hickie.
I’m gonna break him.
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“What’s your name?” The guy asks.“Minho,” Minho offers. Clears his throat. “Lee Minho.”
“Nice to meet you, Lee Minho.” The guy smiles. “I’m Han Jisung.”
“Do you have erectile dysfunction?” Minho finds himself blurting out. Oh god. Why would he say that?
Jisung barks out a laugh. “So you’ve heard about me, huh?”
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- Part 1 of you kissed me (just to kiss me)
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in every universe
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I'll be your sword, your shield, your camouflage tonight by Multifandom_damnation
Fandoms: Power Rangers (2017)
30 Oct 2019
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4 times Jason helped his friends when they needed it most and 1 time they helped him.
(A Black Lives Matter march, a pride parade, a traditional Indian celebration, chess with a mother and a much-needed support group. What else could you expect from the Power Rangers?)
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Right now, everything is way too loud (got tired of it all somehow) by soul_wanderer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Mar 2026
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Shane sometimes needs deep pressure after games to calm down again.
Ilya learns about this when Shane crashes and is willing to help.
It becomes their ritual, and Ilya is supportive - but he is, true to himself, a little funny about it, too. -
Genetic Predispositions (summer edition) by Stellasole
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Mar 2026
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Shane loved summers at the cottage more than most things in the world. He’d loved them when he’d first had the place built and it was just him grabbing peace and quiet anywhere he could, carving it out when he’d needed to. He’d loved them as soon as the cottage became a shared sanctuary for him and Ilya, summer after summer of beautiful sun-kissed memories lodged solidly in his heart.
And now? Well, he’d be lying if he said the summers that the Hollander-Rozanov family spent at the cottage weren’t an actual dream come true. Even if this particular dream come true involved his husband managing to sprain both his ankles, and having to explain this was not life threatening to his first born.
Or: Shane and Ilya and their 3 kids spend a summer at the cottage; Ilya manages to sprain both his ankles.
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"most serial killers kept an item from their victims as a token," "and what about me?" "You made them into art."
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Make Love, Not Smoke by TheQueenofKink
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Mar 2026
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Shane finally takes it upon himself to get Ilya to quit smoking. (completely and for real this time) Shane’s not the most convincing person on the planet, but he does know how to speak Ilya's language and that language involves his body. He just hopes he can be more addictive than cigarettes.
“I had an idea, though. An idea you might like…you might also hate it.”
Ilya cocked an eyebrow, “Okay?”
“What if, if you really need a cigarette, instead, you use your favourite distraction?”
Ilya scrunched up his face, “What is my favourite distraction?”
“Me…I mean…I thought…right?” Shane instantly second-guessed himself and got embarrassed.
Ilya had a beaming smile, “Yes, you are very good distraction, definitely my favourite.” Ilya brushed a hand against Shane’s cheek and gave him a quick peck on the lips.
Shane beamed at the gesture, “So instead of smoking…if you’re craving a cigarette, instead you can do anything to me you want.”
“Anything I want?” Ilya's eyes widened at the notion.
“Anything you want, but if you fail and you do have a smoke…then you don’t get me at all.”
Or: Shane uses sex to make Ilya quit smokingSeries
- Part 2 of Hollanov Smut
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Figure Skating for Hockey Players by thisisnotthenerd
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime)
12 Mar 2026
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The problem, Shane muses in hindsight, is that he commits to things too hard.
He puts his all into everything. He wouldn’t be who he is without it.
The fact that he can’t resist a challenge, even if it’s stupid, is more of the problem than anything else.
In which Shane has hidden talents, Ilya runs to catch up, the internet spirals, and Yuuri, Viktor and Yuri are dragged along for the ride…
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- Part 1 of crackin' open a cold one
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Rites of passage by L0stboy83
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Mar 2026
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He is about 20 minutes out of Montreal when his phone buzzes for the first time. Then again. Then again. He pulls in at the next rest stop.
It's Ilya.
Omg Shane. You are probably driving now. But is bad news. I think Troy choose bad restaurant for lunch today.
I got sick. He just text me saying he is sick too.
Don't worry please! You can see your parents. I will be okay. ILY <3
Fuck.
He calls Ilya straightaway. It rings out.
'Hi, this is Ilya. I will never listen to your voicemail.'
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Shane and Ilya's weekend plans are derailed when Ilya gets sick. Set somewhere in the timeline close to Role Model and The Long Game pre-plane incident. POV shifts between characters. 1/? - more to come