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    Montreal comes into Ottawa looking for blood.

    They get a rookie with a mouth on him instead.

    It’s supposed to be just another tight, physical game against the Voyageurs. Hard checks, ugly chirps, Rozanov bleeding a little for dramatic effect, the usual. Shane thinks he’s prepared. Ilya is, as always, one mildly illegal hit away from throwing hands. Bood is having the time of his life.

    No one, however, is prepared for Luca Haas.

    Nineteen. Polite. Painfully earnest. Carries art supplies in his backpack. Has never had an on-ice fight.

    Until he does.

    A story about rivalry, locker room insanity, rookie feral awakenings, and the exact moment Ottawa realizes their baby has teeth.

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    01 May 2026

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    AU — The Centaurs’ plane crashes. No deaths are reported, and that should be a relief.

    Ilya survives. He just isn’t waking up.

    As Shane waits, the world continues on, and he’s forced to confront just how fragile their life truly is.

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    30/30
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    29 Apr 2026

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    After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.

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    Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    Pike was back to calling Roz by his first name. This whole thing was really weird. Zane didn’t even know they were friends. But now Hayden Pike was on the phone, asking about Rozanov like they’re best buddies, or long lost lovers. He’s begging, he’s desperate, and Zane has never been more confused in his life.


    When Zane Boodram receives a text from his wife after their almost plane crash in Tampa, telling him to please call this number because there’s someone on the other end who desperately needs to speak to his Captain, he definitely is not expecting Hayden Pike of the Montreal Voyageurs to be the person on the other end of the call.

    Whilst he tries very hard to listen to Barrett and mind his own business about the whole thing, he’s got one question that he can’t stop swirling around his head.

    Are Ilya Rozanov and Hayden Pike together?

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    Chapters:
    6/6
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    27 Apr 2026

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    Yuna and Ilya might not be close yet, but she certainly isn’t going to abandon him in some random Ottawa hotel room when he’s sick. And Ilya's powerless against these Hollanders — their earnest kindness, and their insistence on caring about him as though he deserves it.

    Or: Yuna + Ilya's mortifying ordeal of being known.

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    14/14
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    11 Apr 2026

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    ILYA: For a long time… this was something I kept locked in my chest.

    His hand presses lightly against his sternum as he says it.

    ILYA (CONT'D): I could not talk about Shane. Not to teammates. Not to media. Not even to friends sometimes. I lived in fear - fear of losing hockey. Fear of losing respect. Fear of losing him.

    Shane, noticing his anxiety, reaches for him - pulling Ilya's hand into his own, running a thumb across his knuckles

    INTERVIEWER: And now?

    Ilya’s expression changes. It brightens, not theatrically, but genuinely. It’s like a cloud clears away, and for a moment he looks radiant.

    ILYA: And now… Now, I finally get to live in the open. I am very excited about that.

    _____

    Or, coming to streaming services this fall: A Crave Original documentary series... The Game Changes

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    18,007

    10 Apr 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 27

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    🚨DO NOT COPY AND POST TO ANOTHER WEBSITE 🚨

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    58/58
    Comments:
    210
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    29 Mar 2026

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    They have spent nine years almost. Almost together, almost over it, almost ready to say the thing neither of them has said. Then one night changes everything and almost stops being an option.

    or: the toxic Hollanov you have always wanted

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    25 Mar 2026

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    'I have seen your charity in her name, Mama should not be forgotten.'

    The note was short and to the point, no love for Ilya from his brother was scrawled into the familiar letters. But there was love for their mother there, and there was the fact that Andrei had sent it at all.
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    Ilya's brother sends a parcel containing home video from Ilya's childhood to Canada. Ilya never expected to receive a parcel from his brother after five years of no contact, and He never expected to hear his mother's voice again.

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    23 Mar 2026

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    “Don’t lie to me!” JJ shouted.
    “Fuck JJ what do you want me to say?!” Shane said, closing his eyes, gaze still trained down at his feet.
    “That you are not fucking Rozanov!”
    Shane took in a shallow breath through his nose; his lungs simply incapable of fully expanding with the weight of the lie that sat on his chest. Not telling his team that he is gay was one thing– a lie of omission– but outright denying his relationship with Ilya was another.

    When the Voyageurs finally convince their Captain to host their end-of-training-camp party… things get out of hand and now Shane and Ilya have to make a choice before it’s made for them.

    or: Ilya crashes a Voyageurs party by accident. Shane and Ilya have to either come out to the public on their terms (now) or be outted against their will (soon). But first... some Voyageurs get punched.

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    Chapters:
    3/3
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    18 Mar 2026

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    Shane and Ilya's peace is hard-won and devastatingly fragile. A phone call from Russia threatens to bring the whole house of cards down around them.

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    Chapters:
    20/20
    Comments:
    3,162
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    197,012

    16 Mar 2026

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    11 Mar 2026

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    Stiles Stilinski moved to Poland after the events of the Nogitsune. He's been away from Beacon Hills ever since. Now, several years later, he's back and he's bringing a few familiar faces with him. The Nemeton has been visiting Stiles's dreams, telling him he needs to come home - so that's what he's going to do. Oh, and he's going to rebuild the Hale Pack, too, no matter what True Alpha Scott McCall thinks about that.

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    11 Mar 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, Captain of the Ottawa Centaurs, has never sat still a day in his life. But a plane crash has left him with a broken body and a fractured mind. Shane Hollander is prepared to give up everything to take care of Ilya and get him back on the ice where he belongs. But with Ilya facing life changing injuries, can love be enough to help him heal?

    Or

    The Centaurs plane actually crashed leaving Ilya seriously injured.

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    10 Mar 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 48

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    Any normal person would think he was insane for being on the brink of tears while brushing his teeth or taking a shower and just thinking about that made him feel like the most incompetent person in the world.

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    Or, Ilya experiences his first intense depressive episode since him and Shane got married.

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
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    09 Mar 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 51

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    The plan is finally working, but the cost of greatness is high. Ilya Rozanov knows how to be a captain, but he’s still learning how to be a team player, a son, and a boyfriend in a city that doesn't yet feel like his own. In Ottawa, the Great Rozanov is a stranger in a new jersey, fighting the instinctive urge to stay isolated. This is a story of tethers — finding them, keeping them, and learning to trust them.

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    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    38
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    248
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    51
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    5,096

    07 Mar 2026

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    ''What the hell happened, Stiles?!'' He hisses.

    Stiles tries not to flinch from his dad's tone, but he fails miserably.

    ''I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I - I woke up and everything in my room was in flames, even the bed, dad, I - I don't know what is happening.''

    As soon as he said it, his dad's face closes off.

    ''You're telling me that you don't know? You didn't remember? Is it possible that you're - you're poss-''

    ''NO! No, no! No! It can't be. It just can't.''

    ''But you don't remember Stiles. You don't know what happened.'' His dad remembers him. His eyes are boring into Stiles's.

    Stiles falters because no, he doesn't remember, he doesn't know what is happening, but the Nogitsune is gone, he saw it happening, he knows it's gone. He can't be possessed any more.

    ''Dad-'' before he can finish his sentence, his dad lets out a weary sigh. And a sob escapes his dad when he looks at the burning house.

    ''I - I don't know if I can deal with this son.'' His dad confesses. And - and that's it. Stiles stops doing anything for a moment until a sob escapes him, and he can feel his heart break into a million pieces.

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    Chapters:
    8/8
    Collections:
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    04 Mar 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 23

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    Shane thought watching his husband Ilya on SNL would be simple. He was wrong. Between fake injuries, plunger-assisted floor crawling, leopard-print underwear, and Disney-level knees, Shane’s life—and dignity—is shredded in front of his mom. Yuna, of course, fully encourages it. Chaos, embarrassment, and parental sabotage ensue. There is no recovery. There is only laughter… and trauma.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    14
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    102
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    23
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    1,363

    02 Mar 2026

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    The house where his mother killed herself is nothing but a pile of ash. It should satisfy him, maybe, that the building that was once her prison is gone. It was his prison too, for years. But something about the way the charred brick has crumbled in on itself makes him feel empty.

    Suddenly, Ilya Rozanov is a single parent to his orphaned niece. Suddenly, he has a whole lot more to lose.
    The only way to keep his love safe, is to keep it secret.
    (Its not like he doesn't have enough of those already)

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    Chapters:
    20/20
    Comments:
    323
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    37,457

    02 Mar 2026

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    “Maybe you don't have to-”

    “Uh-uh. No backtracking now.” Hayden pointed a finger at him. “If you tell Shane, fantastic. Would love that, quite frankly, but until you do, I want those goddamn pictures, Rozanov. Am I clear?” Ilya wanted to make some quip about Pike trying to get a different kind of picture out of him, but given the circumstances... He just nodded. “Good. My kids tragically love the fuck out of you, so figure this out.” Ilya nodded again. “Alright then.”

    Silence followed. Ilya eventually got up, and Hayden awkwardly walked him to the door.

    “Ilya,” he said, surprising him with the first name. “I know what I say doesn’t particularly matter, and I am mainly just a fail-safe for this situation, but…” He opened the front door and clicked his tongue. “For what it’s worth, you’re a good guy and don’t deserve the shit your brain apparently puts you through.”

    "I'm a married man, Pike."

    Or

    Ilya’s depression shifts into some self-harming tendencies, despite how well he can justify most of it. An unexpected cavalry comes together.

    (AKA I found a story filled with sex and decided to hone in on my other favorite things: mental health and complex family dynamics)

    Language:
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    Words:
    28,240
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    385
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    3,113
    Bookmarks:
    954
    Hits:
    43,332

    19 Feb 2026

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