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“Are you having a stroke?” Wilson asks, genuinely alarmed now.
House waves him off. “No, no. Just trying to figure out why, in this charming reality, we’re not having sex.”
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Or, where the "other" House from a universe where he and Wilson are married, gets sent to the canon-typical universe where... they're not.
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- Part 2 of The Multiverse of Houses
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Squee!
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Ja Nuku Rauhassa, Rakas Poikani by periwinkle_bumper_cars (Sunsets_Beget_Starlight)
Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF
29 Jan 2025
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Sometimes Keke looks at his child and sees only a girl: a girl with big bows who loves exploring Mama's makeup, and who has a big pout whenever she doesn't get her way.
Sometimes though, Keke is unable to see his child as anything but a little boy.
Keke hopes it's not a bad thing.
Or, Nico is trans. It changes everything, yet also nothing at all. His life, through Keke's eyes.
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The Crucible by Dreadnought
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America (Comics), Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
18 Feb 2017
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Therapy's a bitch, but PTSD is worse. An in-depth character study of Bucky Barnes as he reconciles his years with Hydra in the wake of Civil War.
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I don’t really know who I am. I do know that James Buchanan Barnes is dead. He’s a pile of bones at the bottom of a ravine. He’s a side bar in some other guy’s museum exhibit that might not even exist anymore. James Barnes would puke if he could see what he became. His parents and sister and friends would cry.
I don’t know what’s left over now, but I know it’s not good. And I don’t think it can ever be good.
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The Crucible
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Therapy's a bitch, but PTSD is worse. An in-depth character study of Bucky Barnes as he reconciles his years with Hydra in the wake of Civil War.
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I don’t really know who I am. I do know that James Buchanan Barnes is dead. He’s a pile of bones at the bottom of a ravine. He’s a side bar in some other guy’s museum exhibit that might not even exist anymore. James Barnes would puke if he could see what he became. His parents and sister and friends would cry.
I don’t know what’s left over now, but I know it’s not good. And I don’t think it can ever be good.
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“How obvious?” He asks, unsure, despite what should be the blaring sign that hides under his layers.
Robin smiles at him, humor lacing her words as she answers.
“Let’s say the, uh, snowball became an avalanche.”Season 5 rewrite ft. #mwtfdydgate and Omegaverse
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Will and Mike sleep together, Mike says it doesn’t mean anything, one time thing. Will feels used and thinks mikes still with El. He’s pregnant
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В Хоукинсе зима, и Майк с Уиллом больше не общаются. Живя в доме Майка, Уилл старается быть незаметным, проводя большую часть времени в подвале. Затем отключается электричество, и, если и есть что-то, чего Уилл опасается больше, чем столкновения с Майком, так это холод.
Или: Семь ночей, в течение которых Майку и Уиллу приходится спать в одной постели, хотя их уже едва ли можно назвать друзьями.
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answers you seek will never be found at home by miwiheroes
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
04 Dec 2025
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Will’s not supposed to be hiding in corners, forcing a fake smile when Mike asks him if he’s okay. He’s not supposed to brush off insults like they're jokes. He’s not supposed to vanish for six hours during a school day, leaving Mike feeling like he’s slipping away all over again.
Whoever said that beating Vecna’s going to fix Hawkins’ problems, Will’s problems, Mike’s problems—they deserve an earful. They deserve to feel this weird, hollow dissatisfaction chewing away at their chests.
aka mike begs will to escape their small town after too many run-ins with homophobic small-town bs. he knows will's meant to find himself elsewhere, but he never expects to find an answer to the age-old question of his own fate. prom, gay bars, sleazy hotels, train stations, two lesbians and their not-so-legal marriage - they aren't the traditional sources of wisdom, but he can't complain.
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Love is a fickle thing.
At least, that’s what Mike’s dad had always told him. So Mike assumes his love for his best friend will fade away and disappear into the deep recesses of his mind until he ultimately forgets it ever existed. Except it doesn’t, and it won’t.
Love is a fickle thing.
Just not for Mike.
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After a thoughtful talk and subsequent breakup with El, Mike has to renavigate his friendship with Will and the overwhelming feelings that come with it.
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this is canon to me
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you took my heart (i was sleeping) (mike pov) by dearaeris
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
18 Dec 2025
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A rewrite of lameparties fic from Mike’s pov! All credits to them.
It’s winter in Hawkins, and Mike has nearly stopped speaking to Will entirely. Mike hardly sees him, but he avoids him just the same, afraid to confront what’s been on his mind these past months.
Then the power goes out—and an idea enters Mike’s brain. But he shoves it aside.
Seven nights in which Mike and Will have to sleep in the same bed, even though they’re barely friends anymore. -
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Picks up from Season 5 Volume 1- Dual POV
Eighteen months of growing closer, and Mike can no longer ignore what his heart has been screaming, but Will is unravelling. His powers are consuming him, turning him into something he doesn't recognise, something dangerous, and Will is left with an impossible question: how do you save someone when loving them is what puts them in danger?
This fic is updated almost daily!
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i feel like this is gonna be good i haven’t read it yet but i’m saving it for later
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Making a Baby (Is Easier Than Saying I Love You) by Anonymous
Fandoms: Hazbin Hotel (Cartoon)
18 Dec 2025
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“Vox.” Vel looks so disappointed when she asks, “Did you actually commission the science department to build you and Val a baby?”
“Not on purpose!”
“That makes it worse, Vee!”
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It was just supposed to be a little mock up of an idea! Just an idle thought! It wasn't supposed to be alive and flying about the room!
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Vox squints his eyes. “Who?”
Val and Vel both stare at him, dumbfounded.
They share a look with each other, just as confused as him. Vel clears her throat. “The Radio Demon?” she tries, like he should recognize it.
He doesn’t.
“Radio?” Vox furrows his brow, thinking. “Kind of outdated, isn’t it? Aren’t we in the modern era of television right now?” He makes a wide sweeping gesture. “Out with the old, in with the new!”
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or, an amnesiac box-head era Vox.
Featuring a very much meddling Alastor.
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Seokmin swallows. Looks up at him. “I need you to help someone make a nest.”
“Excuse me?” Mingyu puts his milkshake down, coughing slightly.
“You do that, right? I’ve been looking at your channel. You do a nest consulting service.”
“I guess.” Mingyu shrugs. “I mean it’s not like a job or anything. I’ve done a few for the channel, they’re kind of set-up, but… I mean I guess if this omega wants to be on the internet…”
“Oh no, nothing like that. This can’t get filmed or go online.”
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Omega lifestyle vlogger Mingyu is approached to help omega idol Yoon Jeonghan with nesting. Simple enough, surely?
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insane (positive)
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My Boy Builds Nests by halotolerant
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“Hyunjin is dead,” Jeongin breathed. He looked up to see the others stare back at him with wide eyes, Hyunjin towering over them at the back, the light from the window in the hallway lighting up his figure. “They told me he was dead.”
Hyunjin's dark eyes found Jeongin’s tearful ones.
“Not dead,” Hyunjin said with a poisonous smile. “Just gay.”
Or: Jeongin has spent years mourning the loss of his first love, a love he was told by his church was sinful and wrong, but one he just couldn't stop from blooming in his chest. Now, years later, Jeongin meets Hyunjin again, very alive and also very different from how he used to be back in their shared church.
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- Part 1 of We Strive For The Forbidden
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a SOCK, ON Jesus????
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The Science of Love by lewis_brandy7
Fandoms: Rapunzel's Tangled Adventure (Cartoon), Tangled (2010)
11 Aug 2021
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Love is something Varian has never understood. In true scientist fashion, he decides he needs to experiment and learn for himself.
The margin of error is far wider than he ever could have anticipated.
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- Part 1 of Science of Love
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Harry is all set to go on the first holiday he’s ever planned, his honeymoon, to the beautiful French Caribbean of La Désirade. A stunning tiny island that is literally called The Desired, how perfect is that for newlyweds to enjoy romantic time together after their wedding?
The only problem is that the wedding never happened…Harry decides to go anyway. He’s already paid for it and right now escaping the country seems like a very good idea! Two weeks of beaches, swimming, cocktails, sunsets, boat trips, massages… Definitely sounds better than sorting out the mess that is his life after Ginny left him at the altar.
Except that when he gets there he has to try and explain to the receptionist that he knows he still has to pay for the Honeymoon suite but he’d really rather not sleep in it. Surely there is a spare standard room he could stay in instead?She is not very helpful at all so he asks to speak to the hotel manager.
The last person he expects to step out from the office and try to recover his holiday in paradise is Draco bloody Malfoy.- Language:
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Wicked Through and Through by Daniel_eating_beans
Fandoms: Wicked - All Media Types, Wicked (Movie 2024), The Wicked Years Series - Gregory Maguire
17 Dec 2025
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"-and I am proud to announce the Gale Force's very own automata will be joining the Wizard's team to keep Oz safe." The speakers rang softly after Captain Tigelaar finished speaking, people in the crowd wincing at the noise before erupting in cheers. With Glinda gone it was a rare sight to see, and even Boq's stoic frown lifted slightly. He glanced down at the bold letters now indented on his metal skin-"Gale Force Property"-and couldn't help but feel a dreadful shudder run down the gears of his spine at the smile on Fiyero's face.
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Or- What if Glinda had gone with Elphaba instead of Fiyero? What if the Prince became the new figurehead for the slowly rotting reign of the Wizard?
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- Part 1 of Tincrow/FiyerBoq
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"Taehyung has never committed a sin.
But aren’t we all born sinners?"
Church boy Taehyung is devoted to the Lord and is not easily led into temptation. When queer volleyball player Jungkook enters his life, Taehyung realizes giving in to his desires might as well take him to a different kind of heaven.
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Ilina Falke is a mercenary who's been through the wringer more times than most. After her last client goes under, she has to figure out how to fit into a new company and a new team.
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Ilya feels alone. He knows he isn’t alone.
There’s Svetlana. His best friend. His chosen family and a member of the pack neither one of them ever actually build for real. Still, they are each other’s safe haven nonetheless.
Ilya tells Shane about her, about how much she loves him and about how Ilya loves Svetlana just as much.
Now, with a heavy heart, Ilya wants something else. Another kind of love.
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Sieun didn't think Suho liked the quiet, bookish types. But Sarang is pretty. It makes sense. Of course it makes sense.
So why does he feel like vomiting all over his shoes?Or, Suho has a new girlfriend but there's one problem:
She's a carbon copy of Yeon Sieun.- Language:
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when theres yuri in my shse yaoi fic