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“Can we talk?” Mike asks.
“I actually don't think we have anything to talk about,” Will needs to shut this down and he needs to shut it down, now.
He stands up, mindlessly rummaging through one of his boxes. Maybe Mike would catch the way too obvious hint that Will would rather do anything, but talk with him.
“Okay,” Mike slowly shuffles his way into Will's room.
Oh, Jesus, no.
“Let me rephrase that. We’re going to talk, Will.”
And with that, Mike shuts his door and locks it. Will could feel his eyes going wide, his heartbeat quickening. Okay, so Mike hadn't caught the hint. How the hell does he get out of this?
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like a child stargazing (i want it for myself) by roundmango
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
10 Dec 2025
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Mike rotates himself to accommodate this, turning his head to the side while looking down at Will, thinking of a best way to kiss him, when Will says, “I told Jonathan about us.”
Mike wants to be with Will on his own terms. But he is nothing, if not open to negotiation.
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уилл и майк на протяжении нескольких месяцев бегают по углам обжимаются целуются и однажды уилл признаётся майку, что он рассказал джонатану про "них". они с уиллом ссорятся, потому что майк не думал о том, что они встречаются и все такое, но потом в гостях у дастина, когда они собираются все четвером, майк признаётся друзьям, что они с уиллом бойфренды 🥺 и хэппи энд
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It’s winter in Hawkins, and Mike and Will aren’t speaking anymore. Living in Mike’s house, Will tries to be invisible, spending most of his time in the basement.
Then the power goes out — and if there’s one thing he dreads more than facing Mike, it’s the cold.
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Seven nights in which Mike and Will have to sleep in the same bed, even though they’re barely friends anymore.
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ok everyone was right. this is so fucking good
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When Max is sent away for a month for advanced out of state hospital treatment, Lucas is left with way too much time and way too many feelings. So when he notices the unresolved tension simmering between Will and Mike, he decides to do something about it. But before he can even process what that truly entails, he finds himself knee-deep in secrets, feelings, and “friendships” that are a lot more complicated than he signed up for.
OR: What starts as a distraction from missing Max turns into the most complicated plan of Lucas’s life as he shifts from helping Will get over Mike to setting them up together (because he’s the bestest, most supportive friend ever, obviously!)
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I'm gonna die this was so amazing
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A day in the life of Gohin is long and hard. So, what does he do to calm down?
Well, it turns out that the answer is way less simple than drinking or smoking. It may even come as a surprise.
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What happens when an angel sins? They fall from heaven, obviously. And that is just what happened to Aeon. Falling directly onto the grounds of the satanic church, the poor angel is broken and battered. What happens when they’re taken in by the ghouls and the Ministry?
Story about Phantom’s journey after falling from the heavens. Originally named Aeon, a holy creation of God, finds itself on ministry grounds, being looked after by a pack of ghouls. This story follows the transition of angel to fallen angel, and Phantom’s struggles with years of religious following shadowing over them as it tries to accept the fact that it is no longer the holy being it once was
TW: There are depictions of religious (Christian) practices and beliefs, and religious trauma, as well as self harm and other potentially disturbing topics. Any chapters including these will be appropriately warned for in the notes at the beginning of the chapter.
Note: I am not religious, so my understanding of religion and religious trauma is limited, but I will/have research/ed and try my best to capture it within my writing. It/Its and They/Them pronouns are used for Phantom, and they are referred to as Aeon for a bit, before changing to Phantom.Series
- Part 1 of Fallen Angel Phantom AU
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Will and Robin had been spending too much time together.
Mike couldn't stand one more second of it.
Or, Mike Wheeler realizes he might not be straight, thanks to his unexplicable jealousy of Will's newfound friendship with a girl
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It's Mike Wheeler's first day of sophomore year at Hawkins High, and he's completely, terrifyingly alone. Eleven has broken up with him, and he hasn't seen his friends all summer. His world is crumbling around him, and he doesn't care enough to stop it.
Until his English teacher sets an assignment to write a retelling of Romeo and Juliet - and his project partner is his ex-best friend, William Byers, the boy his world once revolved around.or,
Mike Wheeler and Will Byers write a self-insert superhero comic book together about doomed, forbidden lovers and realise that they are also doomed, forbidden lovers.
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“Since you’re the only straight person here… if you had to fuck a guy, who would it be and why?” Hyunjin asked excitedly, his smile so big and bright Minho wasn’t sure if his eyes were even open.
Minho just barely stifled another laugh. How were they all so blind? Whatever, it wasn’t Minho’s business. Jisung was probably about to say something generic like Ryan Reynolds or something stupid and vague like Spiderman to get out of the question.
What Minho wasn’t expecting, was his actual answer.
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It had finally happened. Years of pinning, of stolen glances, of lazy fights just as an excuse to touch each other, flushed cheeks at the quarry and silent desire had finally come to- well, whatever this was.
Richie was on top of Eddie, elbows propped against the soft mattress of his bed. Eddie’s hands had somehow managed to find Richie’s hair and rested there, fingers sunken in the other boy’s dark curls. They would talk in whispers, afraid Sonia would hear Richie and storm into the room like a maniac, though that hadn’t happened. Yet.
Neither boy knew what they were doing. What they were getting into. Eddie sometimes laid awake at night thinking how the fuck was this supposed to end. Where was it even going. Richie would lay awake thinking how long he would be able to keep it up. How long until these precious moments with Eddie that he had fantasized about for so long were over.
Or in wich Eddie and Richie practice kissing and it kind of develops into something else.
Midly inspired by 'The Greater Fool' by WhiteRoseCottage and 'Crossed eyed and painless' by Bellbawttoms <3
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- Part 2 of Superache
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Best reddie fic ever but SAD ENDING!
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“Yeah. So. Please tell me if you’re starting to hate me,” Mike says. “I thought it crushed me when El …” He shakes his head. “But, I think this would be worse. So. Please don’t let it sneak up on me.”
Will’s mouth falls open, just a touch. Mike has one leg on either side of his dorky offroad bicycle in the middle of a tree-lined street, the weak January sun painting him in a halo ring of white, and he’s asking Will not to leave him.
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Or, Will realizes that teaching Mike Wheeler how to love him might be a lifelong project.(Told through the months of 1988.)
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- Part 2 of Come On, Pilgrim
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But then Scott stopped talking, and Pyro quickly followed suit. The nobleman’s nose scrunched up, his now pointier ears (seriously, how had nobody noticed that? He wasn’t crazy! They just refused to look!) twitched. All that Avid could hear was his own heartbeat. He wasn’t breathing, he wasn’t moving. He refused to let out a single sound. He wasn’t ready, not to go against two of them. Maybe if he’d just come across one of them by themselves, he could have… surely if it was Pyro. Scott he was far more afraid of.
“It sounds like we have company”. Following Scott’s words, everything moved in slow motion. The vampire’s head turned, their eyes locked together, and then Avid was running.
He didn’t know where he was going. There was nowhere for him to run. He was far away from town, outside of any proper path, and, most importantly, nobody believed him. Nobody had tried going after him. He had no allies left. Nobody would have known if he had died.
Avid was going to die.
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or, after running away from Oakhurst, Avid stumbles across Pyro and Scott. He doesn't manage to go unnoticed
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- Part 4 of Stell's VSMP Fixation
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Power by ope-uh-oh (shortjacketlongskirt)
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Superman - All Media Types
16 Dec 2025
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“Oh, you do like to flirt, don’t you?” Lex accused almost playfully, if not for the sharklike emptiness in his eyes.
Bruce sat back as the appetizer plates were taken away and replaced with the entrée: filet mignon in a mushroom gravy, served with truffles, asparagus, and black garlic potatoes. He couldn’t help but think Clark would have appreciated this. And he desperately wished he was here with him rather than Vicki.
He flashed a playful grin at Lex. “Flirting is what makes the world go round, Lex. What is that quote attributed to Oscar Wilde? ‘Everything in the world is about sex except sex, which is about power’. It applies to everything. Make people think you want them, and you’ve got the whole world in your hands.”
After years of living in the closet, trying to ignore the truth, Bruce is finally cornered and is forced to come out in a very public way. This leads to a series of challenges, blending his public and private life in way he can’t escape.
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You’ve got a beautiful brain, but it’s disintegrating, from all the medicine by A1_Lex
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
11 Jun 2025
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Mike Wheeler survived bullying, demogorgons, vecna, the mind flayer, the upside down and falling off a cliff but he never expected the thing that could finally take him out could be his own body..cancer.
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When they beat vecna and his army Mike thought he would be safe, then in the summer of 87’ he gets diagnosed with stage ll sarcoma cancer. He meets a boy in the hospital and finds love where he never expected. Then comes in Will Byers when he moves back to Hawkins.
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girl no i was hoping for byler at first now i want xander x mike to be endgame NO 😭😭😭😭😭😭
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Spring of 1984...
Mike is unexpectedly visited by his cousins Miles and Flora, forced to welcome them and show them around. He didn't expect for his cousin to develop a weird obession with his best friend, Will, who after being kidnapped by his father is now dealing with more than anyone else could have guessed. Miles is determined to reach him.Or I ran out of MilesxWill fics so I made one myself but set in Hawkins
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Also available in trans Billy flavour because that’s my personal trans agenda.
Before, they were only as close as Billy let anyone get, but lately the distance between them has been shrinking. He’s not the kind of guy who likes to talk about himself. Mostly he listens, prods, collects, but never offers. He learned young that when you’ve got a brain like he does you can’t afford to tell people what you’re thinking or how you really feel. Stu isn’t one of those people though, Stu has to keep his thoughts secret too and now this is theirs to keep, between them.
This is mostly only going to be in cannon with the first movie (the movie 3 retcon is not for me), but may also diverge in some places, especially when we get to the events closer to the end of the first movie. More specific tags and warnings will be in the end of chapter notes.Series
- Part 1 of Just Like the Movies (cis version)
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Mike walks in on his roommate making out with another guy and gets really upset about it. For all of the normal, straight reasons.
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Cas found his happiness. Will Dean finally allow himself to find his?
This series follows the love story between Dean Winchester and Castiel after defeating Chuck in 15x19, where Jack brings everyone back and gives up his power to be a toddler again. Dean faces his childhood trauma and internalized homophobia to press forward and seek his true happiness.- Words:
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Mac and Dennis Conduct an Experiment by pavonine
Fandoms: It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia
16 Sep 2016
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Dennis convinces Mac that the only surefire way to prove his straightness is to sexually experiment with another man. Of course that man happens to be Dennis. Of course Mac buys into this as a reasonable plan of action.
Of course it backfires on them both.
Set somewhere in the middle of Season 8. Warnings really only apply later on in the story.
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Changed my life
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Mike and Lucas are best friends. Always have been, always will be. That’s just how it is. Nothing could ever come between them.
Not even Lucas’s stepbrother Will — who Lucas absolutely cannot stand.
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Now on chapter 3 soo good