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    “Fuck, Hollander, are you hard?” 

    “No!” Shane’s voice comes out in a squeak. His skin flushes, and he has to put effort into keeping his hands where they are instead of pressing them into the crotch of his sweats to cover up… absolutely nothing. Nope, definitely not his stiffening cock. 

    – or, ilya calls shane “princess” as an insult, and shane reacts by… getting a boner?

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    After the Others rescued him from the Darién Gap, Manousos wakes, and finds a face he does not expect.

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    In this quiet, cramped corner of the Squawk’s basement, Mike finds Will just out of the shower. But he doesn’t notice how his shirt is half on, or how damp hair clings to his forehead, faintly scented with leftover soap.

    Only the redness under his eyes.

    Timestamp: Post Stranger Things Season 5, Episode 4 (Sorcerer)
    Author's Note: I’ve decided to end this fanfic at 4 chapters since the Duffer Brothers have shared a snippet of what happens after Episode 4, Season 5 of Stranger Things, on the Tonight Show Starring Jimmy Fallon.

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    Blah blah blah doomed yuri

    While thinkin always thinking of Toga Ochako always puts down her feelings for her

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    He still does not move for the air conditioner, nor does he ask Dojima if he can. He has forgotten why they’d stepped into the car or where they were even headed. There’d been no call to action. No freak accident just off the main road. No cats stuck in trees. No grandmothers lost in the woods. No murder. No murder. No murder. The thrill wasn’t there when there was no anticipation. This is when horror movies get boring. When there’s no guts being spilled on screen, or no beautiful women taking up the mantle.

    Adachi looks at Dojima again.

    Rise Kujikawa is taking her sweet time, he thinks.

    Adachi and Dojima go on a car ride.

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    “I didn’t know you were queer.” He said simply.

    “Netheir did I, until a few hours ago, that is.” Ponyboy said, “Are you mad?”

    “About you bein’ queer? No, why would I be?”

    “I don’ know, most people aren’t cool with queer people, y’know?”

    Soda considered this for a moment before speaking again.

    “Yeah, you’re right, but I don’t mind.” He said. “Now go to sleep, you got school tomorrow.”

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    Johnny and Ponyboy kiss and Ponyboy doesn't know how to feel about it.

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    After randomly coming out as gay to the whole of the Armed Detective Agency and crying about not knowing if it's normal or not.

    Dazai Osumu offers to become Atsushi's Sex Coach, obviously Atsushi starts to feel that these lessons are making him a different way entirely, after fighting his Enemy and being held down, he became turned on by Akutagawa.

    What will Atsushi do?

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    When Mira's father starts reaching out again, Mira has issues connecting with Rumi and Zoey, who don't quite understand where she's coming from.

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    Sometimes, being close felt like standing on the edge of something dangerous. Tadashi memorized the shape of Kei's shoulders without meaning to, the way his voice softened when he was tired, the quiet weight of his presence in the room.

    He told himself it was normal. That friends noticed things like this. Of course they did.

    Being this close was enough; this awful state of almost, maybe.

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    Kiss the prettiest person in the room.

    So Mike did. Or he tried.

    It’s the alcohol’s fault. It’s Lucas’s fault for wording it that way. It’s El’s fault for not taking him by the hand and steering him in the correct direction. It’s Max’s fault for kissing El in a dare earlier and making Mike forget that shit like this isn’t normal. Maybe it’s different for girls for some reason? Mike can’t really keep up with the rules right now. He’s been following them his whole life and now one stupid drunken mistake is going to topple everything.

    It’s Will’s fault for being so mindnumbingly beautiful.

    or, that one scene from The Perks of Being a Wallflower but make it Byler

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    It isn't romantic, when you kiss him.

    Maybe in other circumstances it would have been, in a timeline where it wasn't misery and loneliness forcing you two together.  You've spent the last two years moving closer and closer against the gaping void of the meteor; first sniping at each other from across the room, then grudgingly sharing meals when nobody else fucking showed up at dinnertime, then mocking each other's movies from opposite sides of the couch, and now...

    Now it's 3:47 AM, in as much as any kind of Earth-based measure of time is a thing that exists anymore, and it's been weeks since you even saw anyone else, and something deep in your core is hungry with loneliness.  So you kiss him.

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    Many had marked their calendars in anticipation of what they were effectively calling “Judgement Day” for one loathsome sinner. The event itself was rather absurdist, the first of its kind, for no sinner had ever caused such an uproar that they demanded a second Judgment post-mortem.

    What punishment, everyone thought, would be fitting for a man who made such history?

    Once, this creature was a man whose voice and manner were adored by the many who followed him. Now, he stood alone, chained, and without the strength to raise his head.

    “Let the Judgement of the Media Overlord, Vox, commence.”

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    My personal take on a post-Season 2 redemption arc for Vox - yes, this is a RadioSilence fic

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    'Will, for his part, was aware that Mike was still looking at him. He could feel his eyes on his face, but he couldn’t quite bring himself to look back again. Mike was trying to read him, and he feared that if he looked into his eyes, they would write nothing short of poetry.'

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    or: they are both idiots who need to work out their feelings.

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    Mike Wheeler is good at writing and even better at avoiding people. Life is simple — essays, friends, and staying invisible — until Max convinces him to start a side hustle writing assignments for classmates. Then Chance Fletcher shows up with a personal request: a love letter… to Will Byers. Suddenly, Mike’s carefully controlled life spirals into chaos, proving that some assignments are more complicated than any essay he’s ever written.

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    Mike is stupidly in love with Will and writes love letters to him disguised as Chance.

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    Mike knows that Will is perfectly capable of having other friends. Just... why do they have to be Robin?

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    UPDATED 12/18
    NOT FINISHED YET

    - What is it like to do school when you've never done school before?

    - How much do secrets weigh us down as we go through our lives?

    Hapi and Constance join the Golden Deer class early in the school year thanks to Constance's...persuasive and persistent petitions to the professor.

    Soon after, Hapi gets to know Lysithea when the latter is sent to fetch the former for class.

    See a year of schooling at Garreg Mach through the perspectives of Lysithea and Hapi, as they spend their time studying, training, and getting to know their peers.

    See what happens when the school year is cut short by certain events, and see how Hapi and Lysithea eventually meet up again.

    Featuring: Friendship, romance, self-exploration, frog squats, ill-advised youthful pranks, also ill-advised youthful drinking, dumb nicknames, Lysithea being totally NOT prickly and VERY friendly ACTUALLY

    - Other characters with bigger roles in the story:
    Constance, Leonie, Hilda, Linhardt

    Comments are welcome!

    Thank you to GismoRose of Reddit. I have no idea who you are, but your drawing of Garreg Mach's dorm layout has been a useful resource.

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    Sabo is deeply in love with his brother, but is stiol deeply concerned about the value of his own heart for growing in a rich family, while Luffy is the opposite and feels insecure about it.

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    Mike can't stop seeing Will in a new light after watching him destroy those Demogorgons. Luckily for him, Will decides to throw off his shame and confess his feelings, which sets in motion something neither of them could have predicted.

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    CEO Lando Norris, the youngest millionaire in the area, is terrified of hell, especially when his assistant makes it feel awfully close.

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    Charlie Kirk x !Blasian Reader (Sudanese + Korean)

    On a rainy day of May, 2014, you meet a young political debater on your college campus. Despite being put-off by his views, you can't help but find him irresistibly charming. You were both 21. You were studying art, while he was... just running around campuses.

    You got together. Charlie had deep-rooted homophobia-- ashamed of his "disgusting ways". But he was so... addicted.

    He wished he knew how to quit you.

    And as Turning Point USA grew, so did his intense, wild love for you.

    Then he met Erika Frantzve, who applied for a job at the headquarters of TPUSA. A closeted, femme lesbian who was being forced by her parents to find a husband soon.

    A marriage of convenience.

    They wed, although you and Erika's girlfriend were kept hidden from the world.

    And on the day of what was supposed to be your wedding with your true lover, disaster struck.

    Actually, it was a bullet that struck.

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