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  1. Public Bookmark 84

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    “What if I’m a bad kisser?” Shane asks, nervously.

    “Show me and I will tell you if you are bad,” Ilya finds himself saying before he can stop himself.

    “Wh— what?” Shane stutters. “You want me to kiss you?”

    OR

    The practice kissing AU

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    29 May 2026

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    Ilya’s heart shattered. Tears sprang to his eyes, and he buried his face in Shane's neck to hide them, kissing him and whispering how much he loved him as Shane whined and begged and whimpered for something he couldn’t give him. It lasted for hours, no matter how hard Ilya fucked him or how many times he used the knotting toy. Shane was delirious, could not seem to comprehend that Ilya was a Beta, no matter how many times he reminded him, apologized to him, begged him with his eyes to please stop. When Shane finally passed out, Ilya sat up staring at the wall for hours.

    He’d finally figured it out, the one thing he could never give Shane, no matter how much he tried. There was no substitute, no toy that could compare. Ilya was lacking, and Shane knew it now, would come to his senses and realize Ilya couldn’t give him what he really needed. For the first time since his childhood, Ilya thought about dying. Not killing himself, never that, but maybe somehow going to sleep and not waking up.

    Or, Beta Ilya Rozanov loves Omega Shane Hollander so much it hurts. A hit on the ice changes everything between them, but not the one thing that matters.

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    28 May 2026

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    Ilya has always known Shane could do better than him. It shouldn’t come as a surprise that he’s finally found it.

    Found someone else.

    Because that’s what this is, isn’t it?

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    26 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 19

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    Gentleman is the word that comes to mind. Ilya Rozanov is a gentleman at his core, which is very different from the persona he projects. He pulls the chair out for you, he opens the car door for you, he parks just to walk you in. He listens and asks questions and empathizes. And he does it all quietly, not for show, not to prove anything, he just does it.

    Shane turns to face Ilya, as they slow to a stop. “You didn't have to walk with me,” he says, although he’s sure Ilya can see right through it.

    “Didn’t have to, but… I wanted to,” Ilya replies in a soft tone, staring at him with such sweet fondness that it makes Shane blush for what is probably the millionth time tonight.

    ***

    College AU based on the song Come Down Soon by Lizzy McAlpine (you don't need to know the song to enjoy!)

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    25 May 2026

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    Shane lifts one eyelid again to look at Rozanov. His eyes are red-rimmed. Like he’s been crying. “Why…why aren’t you in Boston?”

    Rozanov’s brow furrows. “Why would I be in Boston?”

    “You, you’re captain. Raiders. Boston.”

    The room is silent except for the beeping of monitors.

    In 2023, Shane takes a bad hit on the ice. When he wakes up, the last thing he remembers is a tuna melt.

    There’s a lot to get used to.

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    25 May 2026

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    Shane is convinced that Ilya Rozanov—captain of the Boston Bears and Shane’s newest student—hates him.

    Ilya joined Shane's yoga class specifically to get closer to the hot instructor, but every attempt at flirting only seems to make things worse.

    Neither of them has any idea the other is completely in love with them.

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    20 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander only goes to the café near the rink because his daughter loves the hot chocolate.

    The fact that Ilya Rozanov remembers Louise’s order, gives her free cookies, and looks suspiciously happy whenever they walk in is completely irrelevant.

    Louise, however, seems to think the barista would fit perfectly into their little family.

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    20 May 2026

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    One would think that a hockey themed queer bar is simply too weird to attract enough people to stay in business long. However, it's perfect for Ilya Rozanov, who never had a job he loved more than tending the bar at the Chill & Shooters.

    It's also probably the best place for one Shane Hollander to finally figure out if he likes men.

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    19 May 2026

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    +1 (617) 555-9214
    [image blurred]
    thinking about u

    +1 (857) 555-4473
    i’m guessing this wasn’t meant for me

    +1 (617) 555-9214
    fuck.

    or: Shane Hollander receives a thirst trap from an unknown number - and absolutely should not reply, especially considering how much he and Ilya Rozanov can’t stand each other in real life.

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    15 May 2026

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    “What day are you heading home for Thanksgiving?” As Clark clicked through his calendar, he tallied the days left until he could start the long drive back to Smallville.

    “I—” Bruce glanced at his own screen. “I’m staying here.”

    “You’re—here?”

    Bruce just nodded, and Clark realized a second too late that holidays might not be a benign topic after all. He’d assumed Bruce had someone—grandparents, cousins, even family friends—to spend his breaks with. But now that Clark thought about it, hadn’t he mentioned staying in Metropolis over the summer, too?

    “Come back with me, then.”

    ***
    Or: Clark Kent succumbs to the overwhelming urge to invite his new friend Bruce Wayne to join him for his family's Thanksgiving.

    Clark is in law school, Bruce is a reluctant MBA student, and there's no way either of them is getting out of this without a giant, slightly inconvenient crush.

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    12 May 2026

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    After attacking someone in the ED, the hospital administration has decided that Robby is too close to going feral from so staying unmated for so long. They give him a choice - retire, or register for the government mating database and be assigned an omega. Robby has spent his whole life suppressing his alpha instincts, and resents the ultimatum... but he can't bring himself to quit. The omega he's matched to, a Dr. Dennis Witaker, needs Robby just as much as Robby needs him. But both men are emotionally scarred, and they only have a three week courting period to decide if they're going to bond. Can they learn to trust, and build a life together?

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    07 May 2026

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    It sits with him.

    And there were no nice men in Montreal?

    It burns in his mind, a slow, dreadful smolder. It fogs across his thoughts, cloying and terrible. What a stupid, awful question. What a fucking weird thing to say about his—about his boyfriend.

    No nice men in Montreal?

    And all he'd said was I don't know.

    He's a terrible person.

    OR: Shane thinks he should be better at this whole boyfriend thing, no matter how new it is.

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    05 May 2026

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    “I. . . just, I don’t know. You’re so nice to me.” comes out of his mouth before he can think of anything else.

    Ilya’s head whips towards Shane with a small smile. “Nice? I am just nice to you, Hollander?”

    “Hey, that’s you too now, don't forget it.”

    “See. I marry you and you say that I am ‘nice’? Just nice?” he complains but he’s smiling all the while and Shane can’t look away as he turns back to the road.

    (ie. all comfort no hurt, shane is turned on by a compentency kink when ilya flexes in front of his parents and then has to do something about it)

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    24 Apr 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 24

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    “You’re sure about this?”

    Cat asks, again, for what feels like the fortieth time in the last 30 hours.

    “Yep. It’s only for a few weeks until Mom simmers down.” Jeremy says, and tries to mean it.

    Laila raises a disbelieving eyebrow at him, seemingly content to wait him out.

    “I’m serious, Lai. I’ll take the test, then I’ll be back.”

    -

    Jeremy is called back to the Wilshires' to study before taking the LSAT. Things go as well as you'd expect [read: terribly], until they get Very Very Bad, and resolve with love confessions of the highest order.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    The door opened, and there stood… Ilya Rozanov. Ilya Rozanov? Was she somehow at the wrong house?

    Rose took half a step back. “I -”

    “Hollander, your disaster is here,” Rozanov called into the house, giving Rose a flat look.

    “Let her in, asshole, it’s freezing out there,” Shane shouted back from somewhere inside.

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    The Rose reveal and all of its repercussions. Rose interrogates, the boys share more than they ever meant to. Set in January 2018.

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    21 Apr 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 13

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    With a final round of applause, Shane walked back to join the other contestants, happy that this whole thing was wrapping up soon. He could take a few pictures with the fans, donate to whatever charity this contest was in support of, and then head back to the hotel.

    That was the plan. Until the “Felix” contestants came on stage.

    Shane was now faced with a lineup of half a dozen Felix lookalikes, all tall and muscular, jutting hips and thick thighs and pouty lips.

    Oh fuck, thought Shane.

    or - Shane and Ilya enter a Heated Rivalry lookalike contest

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    19 Apr 2026

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    He goes to the fridge to look for the bell peppers, and while he’s in there, he says, “It was a good first kiss. As far as I could tell. I hadn’t really kissed anyone before.” He takes an orange bell pepper from the bag his mom brought over and brings it over to the counter. “Not anyone I really wanted to kiss anyway.” He cuts the top and bottom off the pepper and then works on cutting out the seeds. “Ilya’s a good kisser,” he adds. And he can’t believe he’s just said that out loud to his mom.

    Shane and Ilya's dinner with Shane's parents at his house following the end of episode six.

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    19 Apr 2026

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    Ilya was going to murder him.

    He should have just corrected Scott. Should have said, "No, that's my best friend, we grew up together." Simple. But instead he'd agreed to bring his nonexistent boyfriend on the trip like an idiot.

    How was he going to talk Ilya into this?

    -or-

    The one where Shane accidentally lets his coworkers assume Ilya is his boyfriend and instead of telling them the truth, he convinces Ilya to play along for the weekend.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    Based on a tumblr post from @notahungrywish, ending with:

    Just Shane casually assuming he'll always have to share and never be enough for Ilya and Ilya horrified to realize just how resigned Shane is to assuming Ilya will never be satisfied with him the way Shane is with Ilya.

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    08 Apr 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 63

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    “Hollander.” He practically pleaded.

    Not once, but twice.

    Oh.

    Oh.

    It wasn’t casual for Ilya.

    And maybe.

    Just maybe.

    It was as real for him, as it was for Shane.

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    07 Apr 2026

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