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  1. 9

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    lift me up
    hold me down
    keep me safe
    safe and sound

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  2. 8

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    “I was out in the garden because it was getting kind of hot,” Shinsou continues, “and you came outside. Said your head hurt and you needed some quiet. Since you were alone, I figured it was my chance, so I asked you out.” 

    All the puzzle pieces, finally slotted together, crash down on Katsuki like a truck. “And I said yes.”

    “And you said yes.”

    The red-hot emotion in his chest is pure, unadulterated mortification. “And that was today.”

    Or, the side effects of Katsuki’s meds include brain fog and temporary memory loss.

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  3. 65

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    Finn is an omega who has been trapped in a rut house since he was born, being abused and mistreated. When he escapes he has no idea where to go, alone and scared and injured.
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    Simon is an alpha in a large and powerful family in the city. He’s logical and doesn’t talk much. He’s the “clean up man” for the family business and he’s good at what he does.
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    How will the Montrose pack react to an omega being brought into their large, all alpha family?

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  4. 19

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    I recommend reading "His Body, My War" first!

    Bran’s body finally remembered what his mind already knew.

    Nikolai isn't the danger.
    Nikolai is home.

    But healing doesn’t end after one breakthrough.

    After EMDR tears open the trauma Grace left behind, Bran’s body slowly learns that Nikolai is safe. Home. But the rest of him is still tangled in guilt, exhaustion, and the quiet terror of being seen too clearly.

    Nikolai sees him and loves him anyway.
    Landon sees him and refuses to let him hide.

    A Paris weekend with his twin should be about art, expensive hotels, and Landon’s unbearable ego. Instead, it becomes a confrontation with everything Bran still fears: being weak, being disappointing, being the broken half of the same face.

    But Landon has his own truth.

    And Bran may finally have to hear it.

    Story with Brandon’s POV.

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    He answered with no preface, no pretense, just the bare facts. “I'm at the hospital with Shane. He wasn't waking up for me.”

    The line was quiet for a bit, almost long enough for Hayden to start thinking she'd put the phone down. When she spoke, her tone was serious.

    “What do you mean, not waking up?”

    “I got to Drapeau's place and tried to wake him up to get him in the car, but he wouldn't wake up. It was like he couldn't. And then,” he trailed off, unsure what to even say about what he found to his wife.

    “And then what?”

    He took a deep breath, reluctant to say it out loud, but he had to tell her. “I think something bad happened to him, Jacks. Like, really bad.”

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    Shane is sexually assaulted at a house party in Montreal. He, Hayden, and Ilya make their attempts to recover in the aftermath.

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    “Why are you out here alone?” Ilya asks. “Who left you here?”

    Hesitantly, Shane’s eyes cast up at the apartment building. Ilya follows his gaze, confused.

    “I’m sorry,” Shane says softly, “I went home with someone.”

    Ilya’s head snaps in his direction. “What?”

     

    -an episode 4 au where shane goes home with the bartender instead of rose, and it goes very, very poorly-

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  7. 29

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    Lee Chan, the last Korean dragon, escapes a decade of magical torture with a shattered heart and leaking power.

    Bleeding primordial magic, he crashes into the territory of the most powerful supernatural pack in Korea – twelve ancient beings who rule from the shadows of the crumbling council.

    To Chan, they look like salvation. To the pack, he looks like a dangerous, broken weapon that could destroy their sanctuary or be used against them.

    As political pressure mounts and war looms, Chan must learn to trust again, and the pack must decide: protect the broken dragon and risk everything, or surrender him to the corrupt system they helped create.

     

    [Cross-posted on Wattpad under the same username]

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    Jujutsu sorcerers always die alone, but to die, you gotta live first, and nobody lives entirely by themself.

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  9. 7

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    The rebellion failed. Jung-bae was dead, something that tore Gi-hun apart ‘till there was almost nothing of him left. He was sure he lost the point to live after he got dragged back into the dormitory and was forced to go to sleep ‘till the next game would begin.
    when suddenly, in the middle of the night after bedtime, the door to the dormitory was thrown shut. Something suddenly laying inside the room on the floor.

    Someone.

    Gi-hun could’ve never realized that that someone would be the last and only reason he would fight and stay alive for.

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    “Convict,” said the woman with the bone leg, her voice a dusky rattle. “You’ve been brought here to accompany a necromantic adept on a scientific expedition as his protector, in exchange for the pardon of your sentence.”
    “You’ll kind of be like my cavalier,” said the gorgeous man jovially.
    “He is not a cavalier,” corrected the woman. “Not even close.”

    aka: the locked tomb bloodymary au that (literally!) came to me in a dream. Simon is a former prisoner of the Ninth house prison tasked with protecting necromancer Ryland Grace and his best friend/fossil bone construct on a dangerous mission to a planet full of mysterious necromancy. fun stuff ensues.

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    Rose volunteers for a nonprofit that rescues sex-trafficked omegas, and Shane thinks it's a great cause. He even attends their fundraising galas.

    Then, one night, Rose calls to ask for a favor: She wants Shane to let a recently-rescued male omega live with him. In his apartment.

    His name is Ilya, Rose explains, and the thing is, despite omega hormone levels, he acts and smells just like an alpha. He can't keep staying in an omega group home because he's scaring the other omegas and endangering the staff.

    But he could live with Shane, Rose insists. "You're a big strong alpha hockey player, so he can't intimidate you physically. But also he needs to feel safe, which he can with you, because you're not like other alphas." She pauses. "You know?"

    By which she means Shane has never had a full rut, his scent glands barely work, he can't form a knot, and he has no interest in sticking his dick in anyone. Which, whatever. It's fine.

    But if being a failure as an alpha means he can help this omega, Ilya, who's apparently as much of a biological anomaly as Shane is…

    Shane says yes.

    And maybe it's a stupid decision. But he knows that it's also the right one.

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  12. 37

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    Nobody really knows how or when the famous idols Kuroo Tetsurou and Kozume Kenma officially got together. It's a story they've never told anyone--not even their closest friends. In fact, they've never really talked much about their relationship at all, but to everyone around them, that just seems completely normal. They're so irrefutably in love with each other that there's no reason to question their secrecy, right?

    … Right?

    // NOT A STANDALONE

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    Instead of Shane, it is Ilya who suffers a concussion during the Boston-Montreal game in April 2017. Dazed and agitated, Ilya briefly starts speaking and responding only in Russian and the medics can’t calm him down. Luckily, Shane started studying Russian after Ilya spoke to him in Russian on the phone from Moscow. For no particular reason. Certainly not because he’s fallen in love with Ilya Rozanov.

    In Montreal with lingering concussion symptoms, Ilya is advised not to fly home for a few days, and the hospital won’t release him without assurances that he has someone to stay with him until his symptoms improve. Luckily, Shane conveniently has a condo in Montreal no one knows about and a few days before he has to travel again.

    But Ilya’s symptoms don’t resolve after a few days. Which is okay; Shane can handle it. He can take care of Ilya, study Russian, lead his team into the playoffs, and keep Ilya’s continued presence in Montreal a secret. He can do everything, no problem. He is Shane Hollander after all.

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    A whump fanfiction that is secretly a fix-it.

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  14. 4

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    Any Megamind fic I write that isn't part of a different series.

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  15. 32

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    “Okay but,” Ilya doesn’t know where he’s going with this “but what is it? What is wrong?”

    “I wish I had a better answer for you.” She takes a deep breath before she continues and again, Ilya can tell she really does feel bad. “I can tell you a lot of people have one seizure and it just… never happens again. His trauma history complicates that a bit, but we have more tests to do over the next few days that’ll paint a bigger picture.”

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    Shane navigates a post-traumatic epilepsy diagnosis

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  16. 11

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    Back then, I hadn’t remembered the reason behind the weight of that ache in my chest. I’d assumed that it was loss, of course. Even if I hadn’t lost her before, my mother was lost to me now. But now I know why the ache runs so deep - a lot of things are starting to make a lot more sense to me, actually.

    I had a family, just not for very long.

    I saw it as a curse, that no one else in my family had lived past forty. I was supposed to be the exception. Maybe I can blame my cowardice on that. Deep in my bones, I’d feared and known that the universe would never let me live past my expiry date.

    Until Rocky arrived and took my fate into his own claws, of course.

    Or,

    Grace recovers his childhood memories, just in time to celebrate his 41st birthday on Erid - and remembers there was someone he used to share it with.

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    My pride stings a little at being so underestimated by a species that couldn’t even outrun a particularly determined turtle if their life depended on it. Look, I’m no Sha’Carri Richardson, but I’m pretty proud of my seven-minute mile. I worked hard for it. I haven’t been able to handle myself like this since I was... well, since I left Earth.

    “Y’know what? Let’s settle this once and for all. I could use an endurance test anyway. Good for my cardio.”

    Dr. Bones perks up. “You’ll do a demonstration?”

    “Absolutely. Give me two rest days and a warmup, then I’ll show you what the average human athlete can do.”

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    AKA, Grace doesn't consider himself much of an athlete, but he's no slouch either. And he's got the physical prowess of his whole species to represent!

    The xenobiology team, on the other hand, is horrified to learn what a 'persistence hunter' is.

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  18. 11

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    Imogen Cardulo was supposed to be a ghost story.

    Basgiath saw Katrina’s face, a rebellion relic, and a classified signet, then decided she would either break quietly or become useful.

    Imogen has other plans.

    They mostly involve pink hair, bad decisions, illegal weapons drops, a dragon with secrets, a reputation she absolutely did not ask for, and Garrick Tavis being far too attractive for a man who keeps pretending this is all “operational cover.”

    She is not Katrina.

    She is not fragile.

    And if Basgiath wanted obedience, it really should have chosen someone else.

    Or: Imogen Cardulo’s first year at Basgiath, told through the pink hair origin story, poor choices, classified signets, and the deeply inconvenient problem of Garrick Tavis.

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  19. 24

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    Andrew warns Neil that the rest of the team can hear him, but Neil doesn't want to be quiet.

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  20. 8

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    Shane has a ten year plan. Then Ilya gets shot while they're taking out the trash, and the plan goes to shit.

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