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But Then You Wake Up For The Sunrise, You Know You Don’t Gotta Pretend by itveve
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 Mar 2026
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Ilya has always felt so out of control, maybe that's why it scares him to have control over someone else.
Shane has also never felt in control of his life, maybe that's why he needs someone to take control for once.
or the hollanov freak4freak somnophilia fic that is (not so) secretly an Ilya and Shane character study
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Perseus ah ghul by GMM_Dorklina
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types, DCeased (DC Comics), DCU, DCU (Comics), Batman - All Media Types
15 Feb 2026
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Talia is Percy Jackson's biological mother, born out of a one night stand she sent Percy to live with one of her lovers (Poseidon) lover, Sally Jackson.
After the giant war, wracked with grief he finds his adoptive mother, stepfather ,and unborn sister dead. Before Poseidon could find out the police had detained Percy and had navigated his only listed family. Damian Wayne. his half-brother. in which requires them to navigate his guardian, Bruce Wayne.first fanfic kind of nervous lol
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Out of the Depths by feelslikefire for Jawbone
Fandoms: The Avengers (2012), The Avengers - Ambiguous Fandom, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, The Incredible Hulk (2008), Thor (Movies)
21 Apr 2013
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Monstrare: Latin, verb, present active infinitive of monstro: To show, to point out.
Related forms: monstrum (noun), monster.Still in hiding from the American government and having been forced to leave Calcutta, Bruce Banner finds an angry, injured Loki in an alley in a shady part of Bangkok. Bruce has more questions than Loki is willing to answer, but when Loki finds out about the Hulk, he has some questions of his own.
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I'll Believe In Anything (And You'll Believe In Anything) by ChaoticGayAgenda
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Jan 2026
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Ilya is an omega passing as an alpha. Shane is an alpha that everyone thinks is a beta.
They’re supposed to be rivals.
(Or: Ilya forgets his suppressants once. Shane never leaves.)
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After their mother’s death and the tarnishing of the Black name, twin siblings Sophie and Riev Maximilian are given new identities and one rule above all others.
Survive.
Raised under the cold discipline of one of France’s most powerful pureblood families, the twins navigate Hogwarts, their new chessboard, where every friendship, rivalry, prank, duel and favor moves a piece. What begins as a quiet first two years slowly hardens them into something far more dangerous. Because in a world where children are raised like assets and kindness can be used as a weapon, every move demands a sacrifice.
The question ia, what parts of themselves are worth trading for checkmate?
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- Part 3 of The Maximilian Chronicles
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"Angel", as everyone called them, believed themself to be the worst person ever to deal with any kind of responsibilities that didn't involve punching someone in the face. A shame, really, that they're stuck inside PlayCo.'s abandoned factory, and it's filled with children turned monsters who are starving for both food and affection. Now, Angel must do the impossible:
Be a responsible adult and get these kids out of this hell.
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AKA the obligatory "everybody lives" AU every fandom has. Get in the car, it's time to rescue EVERY SINGLE TOY inside PlayCo, with NO exceptions! Except for those from chapters 4 and 5, as this work was written during the chapter 3 era. If you want the updated version with those chapters added, read the TRUE SALVATION ROUTE version.Series
- Part 1 of Poppy Worldwide // Save Everyone AU
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la fic meglio scritta e meglio pensata che ho mai letto
vivo per angel e proto
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don't make my brown eyes blue. by Jamjamfae
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Feb 2026
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A reimagined alternative reality where Yuna and Irina were best friends from international school and after her death, Yuna forcefully advocates for young Ilya to be part of her family and while she figures that out, he becomes penpals with her son Shane.
What if Ilya was given comfort as a child?
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This Spider Can Jump (Dimensions)! by Rose_is_spiraling
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man (Comicverse), DCU, Marvel Cinematic Universe
04 Feb 2026
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Peter Parker ends up in Gotham following the events of No Way Home, After finding a way to assimilate into the city of crime he finds out that one of the vigilantes in the world is an alternate version of his own father, But he's far too busy trying to survive to focus on family ties and, no its not really a family tie right? i mean he's both from the future and from an alternate universe.. But a certain young bird doesnt see it that way.
kinda based on Movie spider-man, kinda based on comic spider-man, im just going with the flow.Or Peter Parker in Gotham but Damian is a little shit (lovingly) and the two of them bond as brothers.
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Chapter 23
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Chapter 10
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Return of the Exile by adinale
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy
02 Mar 2026
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A people enslaved.
An exiled son.
A cry in the desert, long silenced, now rising.This is not the tale of Jedi or Sith,
Republic or Separatists.This is not a recap.
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It all just starts with a song in which Max seems to recognize himself. Somehow, in some way. He doesn't really know, he doesn't understand the lyrics but ...
It's the beginning of a journey. His journey.
It's time to stop being afraid, apparently. Time for him to be break free.
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This is so well written, and the song is fantastic as well. Love love love
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“Why are you kneeling, Damian?” his father asked, voice tight in a way the boy hadn’t heard before. He desperately wished he could look up and scan his face, but he knew better.
“So you may strike me if you wish,” Damian replied obediently. His father’s ways of embarrassing him were odd. Making him spell everything out was effective, he supposed, but it was still odd.
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Damian learns about discipline in the Wayne household. He is distinctly and perpetually confused.
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Soooo cute 🥺
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Butterfly in My Chest by KasmiKassim
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Jan 2026
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Ilya had thought he'd come so far. Made a new life for himself with a loving partner and his accepting family. Little did he know that he was always one argument away from losing it all.
In which they have a fight, and Ilya contemplates the unbearable bleakness of being utterly alone.
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(A memory of) the cleric and his personal paladin by lightofdawnn
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
03 Jan 2026
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When Will was taken by a darkness beyond the world he returned changed..
4 years later, now nineteen, he's training to be a cleric. He carries magic that both sustains and scars him, watched closely by a Crown that needs his power but does not trust him.
He hasnt talked to Michael Wheeler in three years.
He had bound himself to the throne, obedience, silence, and sacrifice as a Paladin. Where Will bears the weight of what he endured, Mike bears the weight of what he chose to give up.Whatever happened to Will. Whatever he had done. It had changed the trajectory of their lifes. But somehow it always forces them back together.
Two people who must decide how much of themselves they are willing to lose to keep each other, and the kingdom, from breaking.
This is a slow-burn fantasy novel type of fiction! Please enjoy what we all know byler is. A beautiful love story. Get ready for twists and turns. There are very few !! OCs just to make the Fantasy world possible. But its centered about the characters we love.
I hope you like it and thanks for reading- Language:
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Cleaved in Two by Moongirl997
Fandoms: A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin, A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms, A Knight of the Seven Kingdoms (TV), The Tales of Dunk and Egg - Fandom
09 Mar 2026
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It was a curse to be born the second half of a whole.
Aerea just wants to live. To have a life wholly her own, a life of peace, freedom, happiness. But her twin won't let her. They were bound; two halves of a whole, who had come into this world together.
And if Aerion can't have her, he'd make sure no one else did.
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will you be my Mankira? by King_YoichiIsagi
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)
27 Feb 2026
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Zanka Nijiku, born into a wealthy and controlling family, runs away in search of freedom. Lost and alone, he is found by Enjin, a member of a mafia organization known as The Cleaners. Wanting to disappear from his old life, Zanka stays with Enjin and begins training under him, eventually joining the mafia to hide from his past and create a new identity.
Now living as an ordinary college student by day, Zanka leads a deadly double life, secretly taking lives at night while staying hidden from his family. His routine remains unchanged, until one night, his attention locks onto a mysterious man that looks extremely hot.
What could go wrong?
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Little Lies by Cuthwyn
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Batman: Under the Red Hood (2010)
01 Sep 2024
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Jason had a tradition on the anniversary of his death. Isolate, stop taking his medication, get drunk, start a fight with Batman and generally be a danger to himself and others. This year, Jason was determined not to let that happen.
However, as the saying goes, the road to hell is paved with good intentions.Jason intended to ask Bruce about his death. Bruce intended to answer his questions. However, having this conversation with Jason in crisis and Bruce providing alcohol ends about as well as the first time they attempted it.
What Jason did not intend to do was almost run over Harley Quinn during his escape attempt. Jason isn’t overly sure if he kidnapped Harley and took her home with him.
Neither is he entirely convinced this isn’t yet another awful idea.
Harley was the Joker’s psychiatrist, so maybe she has the answers he's looking for.
His burning question … why is the Joker still alive?Will Jason have a good anniversary? Well, if Harley has anything to say about it …
Jason and Bruce are absolutely not prepared for Harley Quinn’s interventions.Or, in other words: Reasons why Harley Quinn regrets her career in psychiatry that doesn’t involve the Joker. Volume one.
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哈莉治疗杰森
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Eddie slams his weight down. He can’t look his girlfriend in the eyes because— yes she’s a nun, but he’s been thinking about fucking his best friend instead of her.
“The problem is I can’t look at her without wanting to do this—“ He completes the motions of the Sign of the Cross, “Instead of… Other things,” Namely, he wants the man in front of him to hold him against the mattress. He wants to feel the flex of Buck’s biceps as he holds Eddie against the wall. He wants to rip open the buttons on those tight shirts Buck wears. Or maybe he wants to get on his knees for Buck and mouth at the bulge in his pants. “In fact, I haven’t been able to, uh, y’know… since I found out.”
Buck smiles and wags his finger over Eddie’s sweaty form, “Which is why you’re so pent up.”
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Or, a rewrite of the gym scene in which Eddie is “pent up” not only because his girlfriend is a nun, but also because of some recent subconscious revelations about a blonde firefighter.
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When his wife divorces him and leaves him with his only son, Francis has found himself in pretty bad shape juggling the bills and a infant. He thinks it gets worse when she mysteriously passes away and his other 2 daughters go missing until he meets Arthur, a rather interesting man who has a son who looks exactly like his own...
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Theseus, Blade, William, and Philza have always wanted to stay a family. One wish united them for eternity- Forever bound by the wish they've made, their future selves meet again in the future. However, there are unforeseen circumstances that come with every wish. And they're about to see the cost of such a wish.
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Or SBI is reincarnated and Tommy has to deal with the consequences.
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"you were the one I'd have starved with"
will is an eater and has never really known how to understand life and his environment; after his father's death, he decides to hit the road, meeting a much more experienced man he decides to follow.